Doctor, I'm actually sick

Chapter 23

In the middle of the night, I finally found Shui Chenxi from the pharmacy. After buying the medicine, the water was already lukewarm when I got home.She poured the water into the glass, shook Wen Shen and passed the pill before he could speak.

Wen Chenyan frowned, and drowsiness persisted after drinking the medicine. Originally, this medicine for fever and cold has a hypnotic effect.He leaned his head on the back of the sofa and watched Shui Chenxi tirelessly tearing off the ice pack again, feeling as if he was being held in the hands of a little girl.

That kind, hold it in your hand for fear of falling, hold it in your mouth for fear of melting.

He glanced at the plastic bag containing the medicine, and with excellent eyesight, he asked, "Did you buy other medicine?"

Shui Chenxi came over in a panic and put an ice pack on his head.

It was so cold that Wen Shenyan subconsciously looked away, she held the plastic bag tightly and said earnestly: "If you don't want to take medicine, you should get well soon."

Wen Shenyan nodded, got up and walked into the master bedroom, remembered something and pointed to the next door and said: "You can sleep on the side next door, no one will use it."

Shui Chenxi stopped following him, yawned weakly, and went back to lie on her side.

After running like this for a day, I am really tired.Coupled with the fright that Luoshen brought to her, she might really fall asleep on her side.Put the plastic bag containing the medicine on the bedside table, take out the phone and check Moments first.

Received a strange call while getting ready for bed, local?Could it be one of my colleagues?After all, Shui Chenxi had just arrived at the General Hospital of the Military Region, and today was her welcome party, and she hadn't attended it yet, so she thought that someone from the General Hospital of the Military Region might be looking for her, so she accepted it because of apologies.

But she didn't expect it to be someone who surprised her.

"Gu Chu, it's you again."

Compared with Shui Chenxi's deliberately lowered voice, Gu Chu didn't have so many scruples.

He stood outside the KTV box and watched the night scene. Although the door was closed, Shui Chenxi could still hear the loud music.He sighed, "Chenxi, you really haven't changed your phone number."

Shui Chenxi was silent for a while, and her hand had already moved to the hang up button.

Gu Chu, who seemed to be aware of it, smiled for a while, and said, "Shui Chenxi, I heard that you have become a psychiatrist?"

"Dong Ni told you?" She took a deep breath, feeling that her girlfriend's ability to sell herself had increased.

"En, no." Gu Chu held a pack of cigarettes and shook his palm a few times, and looked sideways at Luoshen, who was holding a microphone and singing love songs with his old classmates in the box. "Just met an interesting person." An interesting person who was bought with a pack of cigarettes.Gu Chu smiled at Luoshen, who winked back at him.

Interesting person?Know what you're working on?

Of course Shui Chenxi couldn't guess that it was Luoshen, she just thought that Gu Chu was talking nonsense. "What else do you want to tell me?" Even if she didn't hate the words that Gu Chu hurt her back then, it doesn't mean that she will continue to pretend that nothing happened and think of him as her first friend of the opposite sex. .

She is no longer Shui Chenxi.

Gu Chu heard the impatience in Shui Chenxi's words, and asked cheerfully, "Are you going to hang up because I have nothing to say?"

"..."

Gu Chu was a little dumbfounded, and took the phone to his eyes to glance at the screen.Really hang up?
Shui Chenxi, who hung up the phone without hesitation, simply turned off the phone.She turned off the light and lay back on the bed, her heart was as gloomy as the room with the lights off.

Da Xiatian wrapped the quilt tightly, rolled to the bottom of the wall, and buried his head in it.Even though she was covered in sweat, she was unwilling to come out to breathe. She blinked under the blanket, feeling that she would lose sleep tonight.

This is a habit of hers.

When encountering things that make Shui Chenxi feel down, she likes to stay in a corner by herself. It is best not to turn on the light and close all the curtains. But she is seriously insecure at this time, so she has to wrap herself in a quilt. You have to die.

Depressed, thin crying sounded in the room.

Why does God always come to block her progress when she feels that she is about to start a new life again?
Why did Gu Chu treat himself like that before, and now he can chat with himself without any concern?Doesn't he have the slightest inconvenience and guilt?

Why, she can't do anything well, never attracts Wen Shenyan's attention?

Why did I vent my anger on him on the way here because of the topic he asked?Wen Chenyan is obviously such a good person, and he also knows that it is impossible for him to fall in love with her all at once.

Why, she is so worthless, but she just answered a call from a former classmate and just wiped her tears here?

Why doesn't my mother support me as a psychiatrist?This profession is very good, she knows that she is not a different kind, and there are many people who have the same pain as her.

Knowing that this kind of meaninglessness is meaningless, the desperate deep thinking should stop, and the crying should also stop, otherwise it will make Wen Chen ill.But can't stop.

She bit her lip and choked up, not daring to make a sound, but for some reason, her sad heart made her cry with her eyes open.My heart hurts, like being kicked again after being huddled together.She leaned her head against the wall through the quilt, tears and snot all over her face.

She was so sad that she curled up sideways into a baby position, covered her mouth, and thought to herself: Depression has struck again.

For Shui Chenxi, emotions are difficult to control.In fact, after four years of adjustment from 22 to [-], her condition is much better now than when she first got this disease.

At first, she couldn't even go out, so she huddled in the corner with her mobile phone all day long.When her parents wanted to talk to herself, she just nodded and shook her head.If relatives came to accuse her of dropping out of school, she could even sleep without changing her face.

In her mother's words - a robot that only knows how to eat and sleep.

No emotion, no thought, no desire to live.

Once she fell into an intense depression, she couldn't stop.Most people with depression have negative thoughts in their minds, especially in this difficult situation.

Shui Chenxi rolled to the bedside even with the quilt, picked up the medicine that had been in the plastic bag at first, unwrapped it, and drank cold water on her back.

Fortunately, she was already prepared.While buying antipyretics for Wen Chenbing, she also prepared sleeping pills. In fact, she even took antidepressants with her, but the side effects of those medicines were serious. After she often took them, her brain would become excited, she would suffer from insomnia, and even cause stomach pains.

She usually only takes depression medicine at home.

(End of this chapter)