Doctor, I'm actually sick

Chapter 24

But...the episodes of depression seem to be more frequent recently?The last time she received a call from her mother asking her to resign at the movie theater, the last time Gu Chu came to the house and she beat the bowl in front of her girlfriends, but this time she couldn't control herself after only a few words.

Shui Chenxi learned the skills she had learned at the place where she was originally treated, put her hands in a circle between her nose and mouth, took a deep breath, adjusted her emotions, and lay down on her back so that she could fall asleep.

It seems that she needs to get an injection, really fast, the last injection seems to be half a year ago, right?

Due to the effect of the medicine, she gradually lost the strength to cry, she leaned against the wall and whispered Wen Shenbing good night in her heart, and then fell asleep.

In the dream, she vaguely dreamed about the time when she just dropped out of school.

"why do not you answer the call?"

Shui Chenxi looked at her mother's face of accusation. It turned out that the call she didn't answer was the news from her hometown to tell her father to see her grandma for the last time.

Parents ran out to buy groceries early in the morning, but she didn't pick it up even though she was at home. She just lay on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze.

"Look, the child's father, she just doesn't talk!" The mother seemed bored, she suddenly pulled Shui Chenxi's arm, piercing her sharp nails, Shui Chenxi didn't even frown.

"Did you know? Because you didn't answer the phone, your dad missed the chance to see grandma for the last time!" Mother suppressed her anger and repeated it again.

But Shui Chenxi was still in a daze with no expression on her face, as if she hadn't heard her speak.

The mother couldn't bear it anymore, and pulled up her long black hair that fell to her thighs.It was because she didn't go out for a long time after dropping out of school and didn't have a haircut. Unfortunately, because she only ate one meal a day, her hair was dry and split at the bottom.

"Where's your conscience!? Was it eaten by a dog?! I can't believe that a wolf-hearted child like you was born in October of my pregnancy!" The mother grabbed her by the hair and shook her, seeing that she still didn't respond, and collapsed He yelled and threw her at the foot of the bed.

Shaking his head and giving up, he said in an extremely tired and depressing voice to his father who was only smoking and not talking outside, "Father, let's go, let's go back to my hometown to attend her grandma's funeral. Just pretend we never had this daughter."

The door of my bedroom was gradually closed, and I could faintly hear my father say, "Forget it, didn't you know she was sick?"

"But, like this..." Before the mother finished speaking, the crying had already exposed her heart.

Shui Chenxi then slowly withdrew her dazed gaze, hugged the quilt tightly and curled up sideways into a shrimp.

Mom, it really hurt just now... the scalp also hurts...

She opened her eyes dumbly, but the pillow underneath was wet.

But what hurts more is...

I'm sorry Mom and Dad, she didn't answer the phone on purpose, but... she was afraid.

Afraid that she would receive a call from a relative who would 'hush and ask about her condition' again, so she refused to answer the phone at all.The 'comfort' and 'sarcasm' from those phone calls are more disgusting than taking medicine and injections.

Tears kept falling, but she didn't make a sound.

At that time, the skill Shui Chenxi learned was to pretend to be dead in front of her parents, and to curl up and lick her wounds when she was alone.

Her tears dried up, and her parents finally worried that she was alone at home, leaving her mother with her.

The mother gently opened the door, her eyes were red, she came over suddenly and hugged Shui Chenxi who was curled up into a ball.Said in an extremely guilty and gentle tone: "I'm sorry, girl."

It's always like this... Her mother is always like this, although she has a rough personality and is not gentle enough to treat herself. During that time, she was beaten to a bone, and she also cursed and said things that she shouldn't be born.But……

She always hugs herself and says sorry over and over again after she calms down.

I don't know if it's because I'm sorry for hurting Shui Chenxi, or because she didn't protect Shui Chenxi well.

"stand up."

"Wipe your tears, will you cry as a side effect of sleeping pills?"

Shui Chenxi, who was woken up, opened her eyes and saw a piece of white.She sat up straight in fright, a piece of toilet paper floated down her face.

Only then did she realize that it was dawn.And Wen Chenyan was standing by the window and opened the curtains, turning his head to look at himself.

"Wen Chenbing? Are you cured of your fever?" She was half asleep and half awake, saying that she was eaten without knowing it.

Wen Shenyan was also taken aback, apparently he did not expect that Shui Chenxi would call himself so 'impolitely' by name and surname early in the morning.He walked to the side of the window and completely opened the curtains, and the sun rushed towards his face, making Shui Chenxi squint his eyes.

"The fever went away at six o'clock in the morning. I came into your room to tell you that it was already twelve o'clock." Wen Chenbing was very polite, and he usually wouldn't enter girls' rooms. "I knocked on your door, but you didn't respond."

It's twelve o'clock? !
Shui Chenxi was a little sober now, and she began to feel annoyed.She is so sloppy, it's okay to wake up late in front of the man she likes, and it's rude to call Wen Chen by her full name early in the morning.

It's a good thing that today is the weekend and I don't have to go to work, otherwise it would probably make Wen Chenyan even more disgusted.

"Come out and let's go to a restaurant for lunch." Wen Shenyan was dressed in home clothes today, a simple black V-neck shirt and jeans, and his legs looked more slender when he walked towards the door.

When Shui Chenxi was unconsciously fascinated, he turned around and said again: "By the way, the side effects of your sleeping pills are really strange." He reached out and tapped his peach blossom eyes suggestively, and his right hand happened to touch the tear. Near the mole, Shui Chenxi was a little dizzy.

He went back to his master bedroom to change and gave Shui Chenxi time to tidy up.

Shui Chenxi hurriedly got up and spread the quilt, because of the heat, she simply tied up her ponytail.

But...he just said what are the side effects of taking sleeping pills?While Shui Chenxi tied her hair, when she passed the trash can, she saw the box of sleeping pills thrown away last night, and suddenly remembered the words he had woken herself up before.

—— "Wipe your tears, will you cry as a side effect of sleeping pills?"

She was stunned and hurried to the toilet, almost crying out in fright.Her eyes were swollen like peaches at this time, and her face was also swollen. The light makeup that Luoshen put on herself last night was long forgotten by her, and she was already out of shape at this time.

Come on, Luoshen, don't you use waterproof eyeliner? !

This is a wail from Shui Chenxi's heart.

(End of this chapter)