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Chapter 252 Talking about the past
"I didn't quarrel, I just wasn't happy." Fu Jingchen noticed that Shen Wei's mood had changed suddenly, and even his tone of speech had softened a lot. He felt that something was wrong and restrained his momentum.

"so……"

"Shen Wei, are you a pig's brain? Don't women know how to be coquettish, so you can't coax me and say something nice? Can't you tell me that you won't run away with other men?" Fu Jingchen's face was livid with anger, but I was even more angry with myself, always being annoyed by her, and there was nothing I could do.

She didn't understand his worry at all.

Shen Hua was stunned, and Fu Jingchen's exasperated words were repeated in her mind.

After a while, she suddenly understood him a little bit.

But, didn't she say before that she wanted to be together?

Why does he always disbelieve her like this?

"Fu Jingchen, look at me." Shen Wei suddenly felt a little wronged and panicked, "Do you still remember how we met for the first time?"

"remember."

Shen Hua paused, and took a deep breath, "Then do you remember why we met? Why did I become your lover?"

"Remember." Fu Jingchen looked at Shen Hua's reddish eyes, his heart twitched violently, with a dull pain.

"Then you should know that when I met you at the most desperate and helpless time in my life, I had no choice but to be your woman, your shady lover, because I knew that at that time Only you can help me, only you can save me and protect me. But do you know how much I hated those three years?" Shen Wei has always been reluctant to recall those things, but until now, if she doesn't tell him Clearly, she felt that there was always a gap between herself and Fu Jingchen.

"Why? Did I treat you badly?"

"No, on the contrary, you are too kind to me, you protect me tightly, let me continue to go to school, give me the best life, give me money, give me a house, you will bring me gifts when you go out, and you will give me gifts during the holidays. When I buy gifts, it can be said that I have more than many children from healthy families, but I always know that everything you give me is exchanged with my body, just because I am your lover.

Fu Jingchen, I know you are excellent, I know that many women like you and me, and I also know how many women dream of being your lover, but with this status, I am doomed to treat you like an employee treats a boss , can only look up, can only obey, dare not say no, dare not have emotions, otherwise, if you are unhappy, I may lose this job and lose everything you gave me. "Shen Wei lowered her eyes, thinking of those days when she was trembling and cautious, she was like an emotionless puppet, forcing herself to play the role of a lover well.

It's really tiring and sad, even though there are emotions in my heart that I shouldn't have, I must suppress them.

He is a high-ranking benefactor, there is no future between them, only a transaction.

"Shen Hua, I don't just regard you as a shady lover. If I want a lover, I can have many, but I only have you, and I have never asked for anyone else. The things I bought for you are all picked by myself , although you don't like it, then I will change it for you next time, thinking that there will always be one thing you will like, but you are too cold, as if you have no feelings, like and dislike are both formulaic expressions, I I don't understand you at all.

Shen Hua, I've always wondered if it was because of your previous misfortune that you put yourself in a disguise. "

(End of this chapter)