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Chapter 253 Different Feelings

"A lot of times, even if you are smiling, but that smile is very fake, your eyes are very cold, sometimes I lose my temper on purpose and make things difficult for you, even though you are wronged and angry, you will still adjust your mood instantly and smile at me, Shen Hua, I don't like such a false you.

Until the night you said you were going to end the relationship, Shen Hua, I saw light in your eyes.You smiled so easily, as if you were about to spread your wings and fly away after unloading all the burdens, as if the outside world was extremely attractive to you... Shen Wei, I was looking forward to seeing your bright smile all the time.You never really smiled in front of me. " Fu Jingchen frowned, and it was the first time he had spoken so much at length. He never thought that in Shen Wei's heart, the relationship between them was so unbearable at first, and she was so disgusted.

But in his heart, he always felt that it was a predestined meeting.

"Fu Jingchen, it's the first time I know that in your heart, my existence is so special and so important! Then how could you have been lukewarm to me for three years? You didn't even want to say a word to me What's more, always exclude me from your world, your room and your study are all restricted areas for me, Fu Jingchen, do you really know what your feelings for me are?" Shen Wei smiled wryly, thinking It's ironic, at that time, she was cautiously probing, guarding the love she didn't dare to say, like a thief with stolen goods, for fear that he would ridicule, disdain, or even let her go when he knew, and always wanted to be with him unwillingly. implying before.

But it failed after all, she was not that brave, she didn't have that courage.

"What about you? Did you have any feelings for me in those three years? Why did you leave so resolutely and deal with everything I gave you?" Fu Jingchen felt uncomfortable, staring at Shen Hua with burning eyes, not wanting to miss anything from her A little expression.

Shen Hua was stunned for a moment, with a dazed and sad expression, "Why not? I really liked you at that time. Even, I wanted to tell you desperately, I don't want to be your lover, I want to end this kind of relationship. relationship, I want to have a good time with you."

Speaking of the latter, Shen Wei felt that her vision was a little blurred and her throat was choked.

"But you only said the end, not the beginning, but chose to leave. Shen Wei, you never asked me how I felt. You thought you were not important, so you decided to end everything on your own. Even, pregnant, They didn't even plan to tell me, but went directly to the hospital to prepare to take away the child, and then sent me a consent form for abortion. Shen Wei, I was wrong for not expressing my intention earlier to make you sad, but I am really not as ruthless as you. I will go away for five years , avoiding me, and no news at all. If I hadn’t just caught you when you returned to Jiangdu this time, are you planning to hide from me forever and never tell me about Miaomiao’s existence?” Fu Jingchen said later, with a distressed expression on his face, Even emotions became uncontrollably excited, and the corners of his eyes were rosy.

Although he has been telling himself to be calm for such a long time and not to turn over old scores, he still can't control himself when these things are mentioned.

Shen Hua was silent, her nose was sore, her voice was a little nasal, "You are engaged to Lin Wei, why should I bother you?"

At that time, he had just ended with him, and the news of his engagement to Lin Wei immediately hit the news. What was she going to do?
When Shen Hua thinks about it now, she still feels that she did nothing wrong.

(End of this chapter)