To Youth: Secretly Falling in Love with You

Chapter 17
At the station, Fu Jiani and Cai Yilian, who were sweating profusely from running, watched the buses pass by, but they did not see their target.

Time passed by, but still did not see the bus.

"How long have you been waiting for this? Why hasn't it appeared yet?! Really! Don't you know that time waits for no one? Waiting like this, let alone climbing a mountain, it will be difficult to go home!"

At this moment, Cai Yilian suspects that the current Fu Jiani and the school's Fu Jiani are the same person, but this person has a dual personality.

One is hot, the other is iceberg, they are completely different. If it is said that they are the same person, who will believe it?
If Fu Jiani knew Cai Yilian's thoughts now, she would probably beat him to the ground.

Even though he is one person, it's fine if he says there are two people, but he even said that he has a dual personality... I have to sigh: Cai Yilian's imagination is too rich.

Unfortunately, Fu Jiani didn't know what Cai Yilian was thinking deep inside.

Amid all the waiting between the two, the bus they were waiting for finally arrived late.

Fu Jiani and Cai Yilian swiped their cards and got into the car, heading towards the mountain.

After going through "bumps" all the way, they finally reached the mountain that Fu Jiani climbed last time.

At this time, they were hesitating whether to take the cable car or climb the mountain.

Of course, this hesitation was limited to Fu Jiani alone.

In the end, Cai Yilian said: "Let's climb the mountain. We can exercise and see a lot of scenery, so let's climb the mountain."

But Fu Jiani could only submit without courage.

"I'm so tired." Sitting on the steps, Fu Jiani was sweating profusely and wiped it with her sleeve.

"There is still some distance, let's continue to climb!" Cai Yilian encouraged.

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and lifted Fu Jiani up.

"I don't want to climb anymore!" Fu Jiani said coquettishly.

"I don't want to climb anymore, should I carry you?" Cai Yilian replied like a god?
"Okay! Carry me, I'm only 87 pounds, not heavy, come and carry me!" Fu Jiani's eyes flashed, and she began to imitate Xiaoxi: "Yi Lian, just carry me, I'm so tired, I can't walk at all."

In the end, Fu Jiani was disgusted by herself.

But this trick of acting like a spoiled child and being a rascal really worked, Cai Yilian carried her on his back, and walked up with great difficulty step by step, as if every step took his whole life's effort.

Fu Jiani looked very distressed, leaning on the man's back, feeling very warm.

In fact, even she herself didn't know why she became like this today.

All she knew was that when it was just her and him, she wanted to become a little girl who didn't know anything about secrets.

Like today's Xiaoxi, she has a pure smile, she can cry and laugh when she wants to cry, and she can accomplish many things by being coquettish and cute.

Can always be happy, always keep smiling.

In contrast, I have to suppress my feelings, remain indifferent to everyone, and can't touch my true feelings...

Tragedy is everywhere in her life, and she can only hide under the quilt and cry secretly.

But for some reason, today, she didn't suppress her feelings, she acted very girly, and she could do everything in acting like a baby.

She only knew that all the changes that happened to her today were related to the man who carried her on his back.

But what it is, she doesn't know now, and she doesn't want to know.

Because she was afraid that she would be hurt if she found out and pursued her...

Yes, she is very selfish, she is afraid of being hurt, so she has been protecting herself in her own way.

But this time, in order not to get hurt, she escaped, escaped from this answer.

Escape, her love...

When he came to his senses, Cai Yilian had already carried her to a place only a thin line away from the top of the mountain.

Seeing his clothes soaked in sweat, Fu Jiani's heart ached so much, she said, "Put me down, I'm not tired anymore, but can you still go?"

"It's okay, I'm a pure man, it's fine to carry you to the top of the mountain." Cai Yilian was still bragging.

Fu Jiani turned over and went down, and then the two climbed to the top together.

Because it was already seven o'clock, there were very few people.

"It seems that we can only make do with it for one night." Cai Yilian sighed.

Fu Jiani nodded in agreement.

So they fell to the ground and fell asleep, taking the sky as their cover and the earth as their hut.

When they woke up the next day, they were coughing continuously, and they couldn't help but regret their carelessness yesterday.

Fu Jiani and Cai Yilian took the cable car down and went directly to the hospital, but the beautiful day ended in this way.

The two only felt lost in their hearts.

But he had to obediently take a drip and take medicine.

They don't want to bring a sick body into battle tomorrow.

Then I have to be investigated again by my classmates. Really, this is not what they want.

Now they think of the day they got together yesterday, and they can't help but blush and heartbeat.

Especially Fu Jiani, when she remembered that she had a sexual dream last night, she shyly wanted to drill a hole in the ground.

How could I dream of such an unhealthy thing?

And the unhealthy relationship... or, me and him...

It's really embarrassing. Fortunately, I was the only one who knew about the dream last night, otherwise... I would really lose face, and even have no face to see my mother who loved me since I was a child...

Don't look at Fu's mother and say it on the surface, but no one knows better than Fu Jiani. She still doesn't want her daughter to fall in love before the age of 20. Fu's mother is a very traditional person, but her tradition is in her bones Yes, and if I let her know that I dreamed about those things, I'm afraid she will maim herself if she doesn't kill her.

And this ending was not what Fu Jiani wanted.

In this way, after thinking about it all day, I went back to class after taking a nap.

And although they often saw Cai Yilian at school, they pretended not to know each other very tacitly.

When the sun's radiance filled the whole land, and the originally cool wind on the mountain began to sweep a wave of heat, Cai Yilian stood up and signaled to leave.

Fu Jiani's clear eyes were filled with a touch of golden color, and she dispersed slightly with a trace of reluctance. After she could react, Fu Jiani lowered her head in amazement, letting the hair on her cheeks hang down, covering the gleam in her eyes. With that emotion, Cai Yilian asked doubtfully from the side, and Fu Jiani hurriedly replied, it's all right, it's just that the sun is too glaring.

It was a far-fetched reason, but Cai Yilian actually accepted it, and without asking too many questions, he took Fu Jiani's hand and went down the mountain.

Putting her fair and slender hand on the broad palm, Fu Jiani felt inexplicably at ease, a deep, deep kind of peace of mind.

The morning wind blew across both sides of the path, and the leaves rustled, the branches swayed wildly, and the grass at the feet gently brushed over the ankles, bringing a crisp and itchy feeling, which spread from the ankles all the way Come on, straight to the bottom of my heart, an unprecedented feeling, Fu Jiani suddenly felt, panicked, turned away from looking at the figure in front of her, actually felt that the dazzling sunlight was extraordinarily beautiful, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and the bottom of her heart It seems that something is about to break out of the shell, making it impossible to guard against.

Cai Yilian's pace was unhurried, and he didn't let go of Fu Jiani's hand until he went down the mountain. The hand let go without warning, which made Fu Jiani almost unable to react. Unknowingly, his palms were densely packed Cai Yilian was sweating, sticky and sticky on his hands, looking around blankly, Cai Yilian laughed softly, really confused, probably because he didn't sleep well because he was watching the sunrise.

Stretching out her hand, she rubbed Fu Jiani's hair gently, "Let's go, I'll take you home first."

Things that were still slightly blurred in front of my eyes were gradually pulled back, and the focus became clear and fell on a certain point. The hair on my head seemed to be messed up. I patted the messy hand away, Fu Jiani fiddled with her hair, and said softly ,"Thank you."

Cai Yilian glanced over Fu Jiani indifferently, pursed his lips, turned around and left without saying a word, Fu Jiani followed closely.

She didn't know that Cai Yilian wanted Fu Jiani to open up her heart and communicate with others, instead of curling up in her own small circle and being silent alone.The current Fu Jiani is far from the one in his heart.

Really answered that sentence, the revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard!
Along the way, both of them seemed very silent. Fu Jiani was withdrawn by nature, and she usually relied on Cai Yilian to open up topics, unless she had something that she thought was valuable to talk about.

The journey was not long, only more than ten minutes away. Cai Yilian stopped first. Fu Jiani looked at the surrounding scenery and let out a long breath. The familiar scenery made her feel at ease.

Cai Yilian told Fu Jiani to take a good rest, then said goodbye and left.

The morning sun stretched his leaving figure very long, as if one step forward could catch him, Fu Jiani turned around and walked in different directions, the shadows of the two approached, and later, more and more Farther and farther away, in the middle, are the footsteps of countless people passing by, crushing those fragmented entanglements.

Fu Jiani returned home, the empty house was silent, her own footsteps seemed so abrupt, breaking the silence of the room, the quiet dust was startled to float, Fu Jiani threw the key casually, and Walked back to the room.

Walk into the bathroom, turn on the faucet, put the towel under the faucet and let the water wash away, then throw the towel directly on the face, the water flows down the chin along a certain track, and finally drips into the sink, Repeated this several times, the water droplets on the eyelashes rolled down and entered the eyes. Fu Jiani closed her eyes, wrung out the towel, wiped her face carefully, her eyes hurt sharply, she closed her eyes, and then opened up.

The mirror facing him is bright and clean. The person in the mirror is like a marionette, repeating his actions in front of the mirror. There is a faint tiredness between his eyebrows and eyes. After all, he didn’t go home all night. Sneezed a few times.

Stretched, put away the towel, went to the bedroom to find a change of clothes, went to the bathroom and turned on the shower, the sound of splashing water suddenly sounded, the water flowed from top to bottom, and spread to the floor, so be careful when walking .

A few minutes later, the sound of the shower gradually diminished until only the sound of dripping water remained, drop by drop, as if it was about to hit my heart.

Fu Jiani took a big towel and rubbed her wet hair vigorously over and over again. The water was squeezed out from the tip of her hair and flowed onto the smooth floor, joining the flowing water.

Taking a deep breath, Fu Jiani returned to the room and lay directly on the soft and comfortable big bed. She was obviously very tired, but at this moment, she was actually looking at the ceiling, her eyes seemed to be frozen, and she couldn't close them no matter what.

Looking at it in a daze, Cai Yilian's appearance floated in his mind, frowning, Cai Yilian's kindness to himself is obvious to all, he can't socialize, so withdrawn and unlovable, only Cai Yilian can tolerate his temper and is willing to accompany him , and even took myself to meet some friends, for what...

Nonsensical thoughts floated around, and finally, the eyelids were overwhelmed, and under the pressure of time, they closed heavily, and the eyelashes lightly rested on the eyelids.

Maybe it was too tired, and after sleeping like this, it was very late to wake up.

The eyes slowly opened, and there was still sunlight accurately shooting into the eyes. Fu Jiani closed her eyes, feeling sore and swollen, rubbed her hands, and opened her eyes again, slowly adapting to the light .

The mobile phone on the side shows the time, 16:34, slightly raised eyebrows in surprise, it turned out that I had slept for so long, my stomach was so shriveled that there was nothing left, I turned over and got out of bed, and tidied up my slightly messy clothes and hair, Then she went out of the bedroom, took out the milk from the refrigerator, drank a few sips, then turned over the refrigerator, the cold air from the refrigerator rushed to her face, Fu Jiani couldn't find anything to eat, so she took a few eggs and leftover cold rice from yesterday, Going to make egg fried rice.

Turn on the fire, the familiar way of beating eggs, scrambling eggs, pouring eggs and fried rice, a series of actions are done in one go, and the aroma of fried rice soon permeates temptingly, soaking the whole room, making people's sense of taste eager to move.

(End of this chapter)