To Youth: Secretly Falling in Love with You

Chapter 18

Drinking the last sip of milk, puff.The sporadic flames finally struggled to extinguish, and with a flick of the hand, the milk carton was accurately thrown into the trash can. He quickly picked up the bowl on the side, flipped the spatula in his hand, and shoveled the golden fried rice with an attractive aroma into it. In the long-awaited bowl.

Put the pot under the faucet, turn on the faucet and put some water, then put it aside, take the bowl and go to the living room to watch TV and eat fried rice.

The days passed smoothly, and it was time to go back to school the next day.

Today is one of the regular days to go to the tennis club. Fu Jiani packed up early, prepared her attire, and went to the tennis club after class.

Fu Jiani has long been familiar with the road from the classroom to the tennis club. She even knows that there is a road with few people to reach the tennis club, but it takes a long detour. There is a small sound when stepping on the ground, the leaves are crushed, and there are very few people passing by, which makes Fu Jiani feel at ease inexplicably, walking the well-known road, surrounded by people walking in twos and threes , will make her feel a deep fear, that feeling is like being abandoned by the world, she doesn't like it very much.

In this school, she relied on Cai Yilian and Tian Yuan from the bottom of her heart.He is the only person she treats sincerely besides Cai Yilian.

Her feelings are very pure and clean. When she treats a person seriously, she will be very attentive, and if she doesn't like it, she will ignore it. Her simple feelings have resulted in a withdrawn personality. She is not good at communicating with people because she is afraid of being deceived. There is a lock in her heart, sealing her in a beautiful space, unable to move.

This is the footsteps again, slowly walking towards the tennis club.

The training ground of the tennis club is covered with green grass. For some reason, Fu Jiani even feels that the air in the tennis club is much more comfortable than other places. The regular slapping sound made people feel enthusiastic. It wasn't a big place, but it always brought a little smile to Fu Jiani's face.

I had just arrived at the tennis club, and before I even had time to report to the president, a familiar voice stopped me, stopped in my footsteps, turned around, and greeted with a smile, "Good afternoon, Tian Yuan, why is it so early? .”

Tian Yuan trotted over, it should have been a long distance, and he was able to pant slightly, and beads of sweat came out on his head, and he wiped it casually with his hand, Tian Yuan burst into a big smile, "No, all It's about the same time as you, do you want to fight together today?"

Fu Jiani smiled relaxedly, "Yes."

The two walked together, and after Fu Jiani reported to the president, he and Tian Yuan went to get the equipment.

Fu Jiani calculated the time well. There were not many people in this time period, and there were still most of the vacant space, which could be used to show off.

The two chose a good racket and took the ball, then found a place where the sun was not so strong, looked at each other, and started playing.

The green ball was swung by the racket vigorously, and the air flow was surging. The momentum on the other side was no less than that of this side. With a wave of hand, in the eyes of onlookers, it seemed like an easy task, but they didn't know how much effort the person involved had put in. , Fu Jiani's tennis skills are still good, and the two played happily, even a little unfinished. During the break, Tian Yuan praised, "It seems that you have improved again?"

Fu Jiani raised her head, poured the water, and instantly felt a lot more comfortable. While twisting the cap of the bottle, she smiled and said, "Why, I feel comfortable no matter how I fight with you."

It is hard to extricate yourself from the feeling of meeting an opponent and eager to try.

After resting for a long time, the two picked up the racket with a tacit understanding, looked at each other, and couldn't help laughing. The tacit understanding is something that slowly emerges in time. Sometimes, it will make people feel inexplicable.

Tian Yuan strode forward first, and Fu Jiani followed after putting away her things. Crap, another scene began.

A few seconds after the ball falls to the ground and hits the ground, one hand will pick it up, the racket will be thrown forward smoothly, and the ball will start to fly to the opponent according to a certain arc, which will be another powerful attack. He waved his hand and dismissed that side.

Gradually, the bright light began to slant dimly, and the figures of the two people were gradually blurred. There were more and less people, and now only a few fragments remained, and they were also packing up their things.

Fu Jiani stretched out her hand, took the ball easily, raised the ball in her hand, and said loudly to Tian Yuan who was opposite, "I should go back too, let's come here today, pack up."

Smiling and waving his hands, he turned around, Tian Yuan soon understood, shook his head helplessly, shook his hands and legs, walked to Fu Jiani, sat on a stool beside her, and drank water.

Fu Jiani took Tian Yuan's tennis racket and put it away, then walked back, and was about to pick up her schoolbag when Tian Yuan grabbed her.

Looking back with surprise in his eyes, Tian Yuan looked straight at each other and asked a question that shocked Fu Jiani.

"Do you like Cai Yilian?"

Tian Yuan's tone was calm and flat, no matter how much Fu Jiani wanted to catch something, she was helpless, even Tian Yuan's clear eyes made Fu Jiani want to escape.

How come... do you like it...

Cai Yilian... but his own teacher...

Thousands of thoughts swirled in my mind, and finally settled on the three words "impossible".

Fu Jiani herself doesn't quite understand this kind of thing that is a bit unethical in people's eyes. In short, it is impossible...

Shaking her head slightly, she lifted her lowered head and raised the corners of her lips slightly, "How is it possible, what are you talking about."

Tian Yuan narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he wanted to see something from Fu Jiani's expression, tone, and demeanor, but he didn't find anything either.

The two had their own thoughts, but they didn't tell Daoming, "I'm leaving. Bye." Fu Jiani said first, picked up her schoolbag and left, her steps were a little messy, as if she wanted to escape.

Tian Yuan answered from behind, "Be careful on the road."

Fu Jiani walked even faster.

It is still the way when I came here, but without the mood, the mood is different, depressing and boring, the dim light is scattered through the gaps between the leaves, Fu Jiani stepped on the leaves all the way, and finally Walking out of the school gate, shuttling among all kinds of traffic, walking alone in the crowd, took out the key, clicked, and opened the door.

Lying on the sofa, in the dim light of a room, in a trance, thinking of just now again.

Tian Yuan seriously asked himself if he liked Cai Yilian.

I also answered firmly, no.

Actually, isn't it?

Even I can't explain it, that kind of complicated emotions are densely entwined in my heart, I didn't pay attention to it, and I just let that feeling disturb my heart wantonly.

Stretching his hand to one side, he picked up the pillow placed on the sofa at a slant, and wrapped his arms around his knees. The pillow was sandwiched between his body and his knees, half of his face was buried on the pillow, his eyes were unfocused, and the thoughts in his mind The picture is precisely pointing to a certain day and a certain moment.

When I met Cai Yilian.

At that time, I just entered school, I didn’t understand anything, I was unfamiliar with the place, and I was not good at communication, so I could only curl up in my own space, with defensive eyes, watching the passing crowd talking and laughing, abruptly. He managed to suppress the sadness, the sadness of being unaccompanied.

And when I was saddest, Cai Yilian appeared at the right time, it felt like a scene, arranged by fate to start, of course, those vulgar plots that met someone fell in love at first sight and helped me will not appear Yes, Cai Yilian took good care of herself just because she was her class teacher. She also witnessed Cai Yilian's enthusiasm, so she was just grateful. Later, Cai Yilian would always help her when she needed it. The friends have already become one with each other, but I am like an outsider, watching their laughter that has nothing to do with me.

Even I feel ridiculous.

So from the bottom of my heart, I became more and more dependent on Cai Yilian. If you have something to ask Cai Yilian, he will always do his best to help you.

Unknowingly, from the scorching hot summer to the autumn when the dead leaves are falling, I still go my own way, only when I am with Cai Yilian, will I open my heart, even let out my voice laughing out loud.

Knowing Tian Yuan again, I have another feeling in my heart, but it is far less than Cai Yilian.

That question jumped back into my mind again, do you like Cai Yilian?

No?

Yes?
The two answers collided, leaving Fu Jiani nowhere to escape and to face her own thoughts.

The slack pupils were gradually focused, remembering the joy of going to the playground with Cai Yilian, remembering someone said that being with the person you like will be happy no matter what.

The lingering and compact psychology that I had after watching the sunrise reappeared, that kind of simple feeling of watching the sunrise and having a meal, and letting Cai Yilian listen to me, and I would feel very good, what is it?

Is it true that as Tian Yuan said, he fell in love with Cai Yilian?
But in the end what is like, why even I don't know.

How could Tian Yuan say that?

Fu Jiani suddenly thought of a series of questions, her head started to hurt suddenly, she let go of the hand holding her knee, rubbed vigorously near her temples, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, trying to drive those messy questions to her mind Outside.

Sighing heavily, Cai Yilian's smile appeared in front of his eyes, the defense line in his heart was broken one after another, admit it, you just like Cai Yilian.

Admit it, you just like him.

Admit it.

Countless voices were awakened from the depths of her heart, and Fu Jiani suddenly said, admit it.

Even if Cai Yilian is his teacher, so what.

This kind of feeling buried in the bottom of my heart is not visible.

I don't know if Cai Yilian has the same mood as himself, does he also like himself a little bit.

Thinking of Cai Yilian's kindness to her on weekdays, Fu Jiani hesitated to think, can she think that Cai Yilian's unique kindness to her means that she also likes herself.

(End of this chapter)