To Youth: Secretly Falling in Love with You

Chapter 63 Miscarriage
Perhaps, happiness never favors confused people, so when Cai Yilian felt the joy of being a father, the doctor ruthlessly shattered his happiness.

Seeing Cai Yilian's happy face, the doctor couldn't bear it, but she still told the cruel truth: "Sorry, sir, we have tried our best."

"Gah..." The smile stopped abruptly, the image of Lin Yanxi covered in blood flashed through Cai Yilian's mind, and he had a guess in his heart.

No, no, Cai Yilian shook his head, looking at the doctor with hope in his eyes, but the doctor just shook his head and sighed, "I'm sorry, because your wife fell too hard and she was depressed for a long time, so..." After a pause, the doctor couldn't bear to look at Cai Yilian's pale face. After all, he still didn't say a few words that the child didn't keep it, but persuaded him: "You are still young, and there will be children."

The doctor's words instantly put Cai Yilian to death.He just sat on the stool dejectedly, holding his head dejectedly.

The doctor shook his head and left with a sigh. For a moment, only Cai Yilian's desolate figure remained in the empty corridor.

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, Cai Yilian could barely suppress the grief in his heart. He got up and went to Lin Yanxi's ward.

Turning on the light, Cai Yilian realized that Lin Yanxi was not asleep, but stared at the ceiling with wide eyes.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Lin Yanxi didn't move. Cai Yilian stepped forward and knelt on the ground with one knee, barely holding up a smile.While smoothing Lin Yanxi's messy hair, he called softly: "Xi'er..." He didn't know how to speak when the words came to his lips.

Closing his eyes and taking a deep breath, Cai Yilian opened his eyes again with determination in his eyes: "Xi'er, our child is gone." Cai Yilian still couldn't help sobbing.

It is said that men don't flick their tears lightly, but they haven't reached the point of sadness.Moisture came from her hand, Lin Yanxi blinked her eyes, then blinked again, finally, she turned around slowly, her eyes were fixed on Cai Yilian, and her hand was slowly withdrawn from his.

"Xi'er..." Cai Yilian murmured and lowered his head, not daring to look into Lin Yanxi's eyes.

However, even though Cai Yilian didn't dare to look any more, his mind was always filled with the eyes that Lin Yanxi looked at him just now.

The eyes full of love in the past are no longer there, except for despair and plainness, he can no longer see the slightest love.

"Xi'er, you can cry if you want to." Cai Yilian lowered his head and said, with a pleading tone in his tone.

Calm as expected, Cai Yilian, who lowered his head, did not see a flash of grief in Lin Yanxi's eyes, and immediately returned to calm.

"Xi'er, I haven't told my parents yet, it's too late, the old man is already asleep." Cai Yilian said again, his gentleness was unprecedented, this is what Lin Yanxi heard when Cai Yilian spoke to Jiani, It's been a long, long time since she heard Cai Yilian speak in this tone.

Lin Yanxi thought, if Cai Yilian had spoken to her in this tone earlier, then her child would still be there, they would be a happy family of three, and her child would be the happiest in the world.

However, Lin Yanxi closed her eyes, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes into her temples, Cai Yilian's tenderness was destined to be bought with children.At this time, Lin Yanxi finally understood that she might feel guilty towards the man she had been chasing for half her life, but she would never have any love for her in her whole life. field is never possible.

"Yi Lian," just when Cai Yilian thought that Lin Yanxi would no longer be willing to speak to him, Lin Yanxi spoke, her voice was like when they were on their honeymoon, Lin Yanxi left him and Fu Jiani space to talk at the airport as gentle as ever.

Cai Yilian raised his head to look at Lin Yanxi in surprise, the self-blame in his eyes hadn't disappeared yet.

Seeing his eyes, Lin Yanxi became more determined in her decision: "Yi Lian, let's get a divorce."

What is dizzying?What is panic?Cai Yilian felt all the feelings he had never experienced in the first half of his life at this moment. He looked at Lin Yanxi with wide eyes, trying to see a trace of anger in Lin Yanxi's eyes, because in this way, he could still tell himself that Lin Yanxi Xi just said this impulsively because she was blaming him.However, he was disappointed. Lin Yanxi only had peace and determination in her eyes.

"Xi'er, you are angry with me, aren't you?" Cai Yilian asked expectantly, barely holding up a smile.

Lin Yanxi shook her head and sighed deeply. Even after many years, Cai Yilian still remembered how ethereal Lin Yanxi's voice was at that time, and what Lin Yanxi said at that time often lingered in his ears, making him feel so painful that he was about to suffocate .

Lin Yanxi said: "Yi Lian, I've known you for more than ten years, and I've seen you be as gentle as before many times, but it was only for me once." It was just now.Lin Yanxi didn't say the last four words, because both her and him were too cruel.

"From now on, I will be so gentle to you every day, I..." Cai Yilian eagerly wanted to explain, he vaguely felt that this, probably was his last chance.

Lin Yanxi shook her head with a smile, her voice was still flat, as if she had seen through everything now: "Yi Lian, I thought that you knew me well after we have known each other for so many years. Hehe, I am still too naive, your eyes have never been How would you know what I am if you don't stay on me?"

"No, it's not like that..." Cai Yilian wanted to refute, wanted to say that he knew her, but when he got to the point of speaking, he realized that he knew nothing about her for so many years except that she loved him.

Lin Yanxi didn't give Cai Yilian a chance to recall. She smiled sadly and said, "You see, you also need to recall to judge my character. Aren't you tired? The only humbleness in my life was given to you, but, I can't afford your tenderness anymore." Speaking of this, Lin Yanxi sighed quietly, and said, "Let's get a divorce, all these years, I've been waiting for you to turn around and look at me, I've waited and waited, I'm tired of waiting, and you never need me to wait for you in place."

After saying all the words that had been accumulated for many years, Lin Yanxi found that she was unexpectedly relaxed, and at this moment, she also felt a little relieved.Now she finally understands that emotional matters cannot be forced, she only hopes that Cai Yilian can still be happy, because that is what she has always hoped for.

Without giving Lin Yanxi an answer, Cai Yilian got up and tucked the quilt for her and said, "It's getting late, you are very weak and need a good rest, I... I will let my parents take care of you after dawn." Lin Yanxi didn't Refused, now she really would rather her parents take care of her.

Seeing this, Cai Yilian pursed his lips, turned off the light in the ward, and then walked out of the room, closing the door gently.

After closing the door, Cai Yilian squatted on the ground dejectedly, with crystal tears rolling down from the corner of his eyes.

In the room, Lin Yanxi finally let go of her disguise, and cried hysterically under the quilt.

A door, two people, obviously in love with each other, but because love was discovered too early and too late, they ran in opposite directions.

This night, Lin Yanxi couldn't sleep well. She sometimes dreamed of Cai Yilian. From the first time she met him until he hugged her to the hospital with a face full of panic, she couldn't help but want to laugh. That was Cai Yilian. It was the first time she was so nervous.However, before she had time to enjoy this happiness, she saw her baby looking at her covered in blood, with doubts and puzzlement in his voice.

The baby kept asking her: "Mom, why do you still laugh when I die? Do you not love me, that's why you quarreled and wrestled with Dad?" She wanted to justify, she wanted to say that she loved me very much. He, but when she saw the baby's hateful eyes, she couldn't say a word.

The dream where the past and the future are interspersed is like a giant beast with its mouth wide open, trying to devour her. No matter how she escapes, she can only circle around in the dream.

Early the next morning, Cai Yilian called the parents of both parties. When Lin's father heard the news of Lin Yanxi's miscarriage, he sighed quietly, and only said that he was too wrong back then.But Mother Lin and Cai's father and Cai's mother who love their daughter and daughter-in-law scolded Cai Yilian bloody.He allowed the parents of both parties to scold him without saying a word.

In less than half an hour, the parents of both parties had arrived at the hospital.At that time, Lin Yanxi was drinking the porridge that Cai Yilian had brought downstairs.

Seeing Mother Lin and Mother Cai who were crying profusely, Lin Yanxi was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that it was Cai Yilian who called the four elders.

Reluctantly raising a smile, Lin Yanxi tried her best to keep her face normal and shouted to the four elders: "Dad, Mom."

As the saying goes, there is no better woman than mother, no matter how good Lin Yanxi's disguise is, Lin's mother can still see through her disguise at a glance.

"Silly boy, if you feel any grievances in your heart, tell mom that mom is here." Mother Lin hugged Lin Yanxi into her arms, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then said in a trembling voice.

"Mom!" The grievance that had been suppressed in her heart since she lost her child fell apart because of Mother Lin's words. Lin Yanxi yelled, and burst into tears in Mother Lin's arms.

Mother Cai also stepped forward, and the three of them hugged each other tightly and wept hysterically.

But Cai's father said to Cai Yilian with a calm face: "You come with me." After saying that, he walked in front with a cane, and Cai Yilian followed behind him.Father Lin, who was the calmest among them, saw this, worried about what might happen, and hurriedly followed.

When he came to the rooftop, as soon as Father Cai stood still, he picked up his crutches and hit Cai Yilian vigorously. While hitting Father Cai, he said: "You bastard, Yanxi is such a good girl, she has been doing it since she married you. Being bullied by you, she always said that you are still young and you have a career to be busy with, she should be more tolerant, but what about you? You are almost [-] years old now, what is your responsibility? This is how you treat your wife of?"

Cai Yilian remained silent, gritted his teeth and endured the pain of being hit by the crutches one after another. Beads of sweat slid down his forehead, but it couldn't match the pain in his heart.

Although Father Lin who was standing aside was also angry because of his daughter's miscarriage, he was relatively calmer.

Father Cai hit Cai Yilian's body one after another, and continued to hit him dozens of times before Father Lin stopped him and said, "Father-in-law, forget it, the most uncomfortable person is Yi Lian, we don't want to blame him anymore."

When Father Lin said this, Father Cai knew that it would be too contrived if he tried again, so he nodded, Father Cai put away his crutches, and snorted coldly at Cai Yilian: "I tell you, my Cai family only recognizes Yanxi. A daughter-in-law, if you lose her, then I will want her as a goddaughter and not you."

Cai Yilian nodded hurriedly, resisting the severe pain in his back and followed the two elders back to the ward with a normal expression as much as possible.

Lin Yanxi, who has gone through the misfortune, has become more mature. She always has a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth to keep the elders from worrying. Every time Lin's mother tells a joke, she will laugh in cooperation. But, she doesn't know, she is even more like this. Make them feel bad.

(End of this chapter)