sleepless tonight

Chapter 570 The Straw of Trust

These are all normal. If Su Ran has no idea at all, I may have to worry about whether Su Ran really loves me.

"The night Su Mo and I met you, you said you had something to do, did you still avoid me on purpose, were you angry with me?" Su Ran said.

I was stunned for a moment. I thought that Su Ran would have other suspicions, but she actually thought about this. She felt that I was angry, so I avoided her on purpose.

I was thinking about how I should explain it if Su Ran asked, but now Su Ran seems to have found a very reasonable explanation for me, and I quickly reacted and nodded: "I am a little angry, but not Very strong, and now I am not angry anymore."

"Then where did you sleep at night? In a hotel room outside?" Su Ran asked me.

"That's right, it's a room in a hotel outside." I nodded and answered following Su Ran's words.

"Slept in the hotel all night?" Su Ran paused.

"That's right, I slept in the hotel all night." I nodded, "I drove to the hotel, and the car was kept in the hotel parking lot. I just picked up the car from there and drove back when I came back today."

I plan to hide the whole thing and wait until my illness is cured before telling Su Ran. If my illness is not cured, gets worse, or has an accident, then there is no need to tell it up.

"I'm full, you can eat by yourself." The happy expression on Su Ran's face suddenly changed.

I have some differences: "What's the matter, why are you full after eating two chopsticks? Did I say something that made you angry, or is there some other reason?"

Su Ran's expression changed drastically. If I couldn't see anything abnormal, I would be a fool. She was so happy at the first moment, but her expression changed suddenly at the next moment.

"You're lying to me." Su Ran told me.

Su Ran is very angry. I have never seen this kind of emotion on her face. It is more serious than the last time I had a slight quarrel with her. She is really angry. Even the eyes are very eye-catching. palpitations.

"How did I lie to you? Where do you think I lied to you?" I don't know which aspect Su Ran is referring to, and what he is referring to.

Now I really feel that if I want to tell a lie, I must use more lies to complete the lie. If any lie has a loophole, it will really be an avalanche.

This kind of emotion keeps rising in my heart. Su Ran's attitude towards me now is like an avalanche brought about by a lie being broken.

"After you took Xiao Le to Tong Wangjun's place, I went to the place where we lived before, and found that your car was parked in the community, and it was not parked in the hotel as you said." Su Ran's eyes were full of disappointment , "I said that two people should trust each other and give each other some space, but that doesn't mean they can lie. Why do you lie to me?"

"I didn't lie." I finally understood why Su Ran became angry all of a sudden. What she asked me just now should be testing me, but I didn't notice it.

"You didn't lie, did I read it wrong? Your license plate number, your mobile phone number, your birthday, including the birthdays of A Ke and Xiao Le, as well as the birthdays of your uncle and aunt, I remember them all clearly. Make no mistake, I just saw your car parked in the garage of the community, you didn't come back that night, you lived in the community, not in the hotel as I told you now." Su Ran's eyes hurt , like a deer who lost his parents, very dazed, "I trust you so much, since my father left, I have never given all my trust to another man, until I met you, I gave all my trust to you You, why did you lie to me? Why didn't you tell me the truth?"

"I really have difficulties. It's not what you imagined. It's true that the car is parked in the community, but nothing happened. I just parked the car." I said, "I know what you are thinking, you may think I live in Shao Siqi's place, but no, I'm not with her. Think about it carefully, I take my child and my daughter with me, how could I live with Shao Siqi, you really misunderstood me. "

"These are actually not important anymore." Su Ran said something very depressing.

"Why is it not important? It's a misunderstanding that needs to be resolved." I stood up and looked at Su Ran, "I know I'm not right to lie, but I have my reasons, you have to believe it. I'm with you because I love you Together, after being with you, I have not had sex with other women, I can swear to you, after being with you, I have never touched other women."

"Do you think the reason I'm angry and sad is because you touched other women?" Su Ran looked at me.

Su Ran's expression stung me, it was the kind of expression that was more sorrowful than heartbroken, she seemed to be really disappointed in me, that kind of look was very familiar.

It's like a teacher in a school, facing the kind of students who are jumpy, not very obedient, and not very good at learning, trying hard to persuade, but what they get is disappointment again and again. In the end, the teacher doesn't care about him anymore. Let him play around, Su Ran has a look like that.

I'm so scared, I'm really afraid that Su Ran will disappoint me.

My chest hurt a little, I gritted my teeth and looked at Su Ran: "I didn't touch other women."

"I told you, it's not because of this reason, but because the trust between us has broken. I think the most important thing between a boyfriend and a boyfriend is trust. If there is no trust, there will be doubts. The relationship between the two No matter how good the relationship is, there will be rifts and quarrels." Su Ran said.

"I'm not going to argue with you, and I trust you very much," I said.

"If you trust me, you won't be angry with me and angry with me just because Shen Chong said a few words to me and I turned to ask you." Su Ran said, "You know that at the end of that day I wanted to What did I say to you?"

"What day?" I said.

"That was the day you came back from Shao Siqi's place, that is, that day, Shen Chong and I had dinner together, and he told me something, that he met you at the place where Shao Siqi lived, and you carried the vegetables over to cook for Shao Siqi , and asked her why she wasn't wearing pajamas." Su Ran said.

"It was just a joke between friends, I explained it to you." I explained hastily.

"I'm not talking about this, I'm talking about the back. I wanted to continue talking to you, but you interrupted me." Su Ran said, "Shen Chong said that when a man is not married, he is very fickle. It's normal to step on a few boats."

I wanted to talk, but Su Ran glanced at me: "Don't say it first, listen to me, do you know how I answered Shen Chong when he said this to me?"

I shook my head, I really don't know how Su Ran answered.

"I said, then I'll marry Chen Jin." Su Ran looked at me, "You interrupted me suddenly that day, and you didn't say the following sentence in the end."

My heart was hit hard, and my expression was a little bitter.

Su Ran continued: "And that night, you went back to your room after taking a shower and closed the door. I was about to go to your room after I took a shower, but you heard my footsteps and turned on the light Close it, and I'll go straight away."

I sighed and didn't know what to say. Some misunderstandings always occurred inadvertently. Even if I tried my best to avoid it, it still couldn't be avoided. What can I say now?

Propose to Su Ran according to Su Ran's words, or that I was actually waiting for her that night and wanted to continue talking with her?

If I was not sick, maybe I would kneel in front of Su Ran without hesitation, even if there is no ring, even if there are no flowers, but a sincere heart is enough, I think.

I will propose to her.

But now, I can't, I won't let Su Ran bear the pain of losing me after loving me.

"Can you give me a reasonable explanation, an explanation that can convince you?" Su Ran looked at me expectantly, as if wanting to grab the last straw of trust.

(End of this chapter)