sleepless tonight

Chapter 574 Slow down

"Even if I know how to cook, I can't be your boyfriend." I froze for a moment and shook my head.

"Is it because you already have a girlfriend?" Jiang Xiaoning said.

"This is one aspect, and another one, you are too small, the two of us are not suitable, I don't like too small." I said.

"Why are you so small?" Jiang Xiaoning was very unconvinced, and straightened her body, "Look at how small I am. When I was walking on the road, everyone stared at me. I am not small at all. Did you not look at me?" Clear, do you want me to unbutton my coat and show you?"

"Don't talk nonsense." I was frightened, "You don't need to take off your coat, you are not afraid of freezing in such a cold day."

"You said I was young." Jiang Xiaoning muttered, "It's not that I don't have clothes on inside, but the coat is so thick, it's blocking it, so I can't see it accurately."

"Your little refers to your young age, not to other aspects. What are you thinking?" I said, "I plan to see Dr. Wang tomorrow."

"Have you made up your mind?" Jiang Xiaoning asked me, "I quarreled with Su Ran, won't it affect your mood?"

"No." I shook my head.

"Then you come to the hospital tomorrow, and I'll wait for you. It's better to treat this disease earlier. If it takes a long time, if it gets worse, it will be difficult to deal with later." Jiang Xiaoning said, "Why don't I come to the hospital tomorrow?" Here to pick you up?"

"No need, I still have class tomorrow, and I will go there when the class is over." I shook my head, "And I have to go to school to ask for leave, and I will definitely not be able to go back to continue class for a while."

"Yes, you have to ask for leave. Compared with your body, studying is nothing. Nothing is more important than your body." Jiang Xiaoning nodded, "There is still a sip of soup, please finish it quickly. After I finish drinking, I will wash the dishes gone."

"No need, I can wash it myself, you can go back." I shook my head.

"Hurry up and finish the drink. Although I don't know how to cook, there's nothing wrong with washing the dishes." Jiang Xiaoning urged me, "You're sick now, so you can't do housework."

"I'm sick, not terminally ill, so don't always think I'm terminally ill." I finished the last bit of soup left in the bowl, and gave the bowl to Jiang Xiaoning, "Thank you."

"You're welcome, I'm very happy doing these things." Jiang Xiaoning took the bowl and went into the kitchen.

After washing the dishes, Jiang Xiaoning went back with a thermos. Before leaving, he still told me: "Be sure to feel better and don't worry, nothing will happen. Uncle Wang is very good at medicine. I have already called him." Say hello, tell him to find the best doctor in the hospital to consult with you."

"Okay, see you tomorrow." I nodded, not knowing what kind of words of thanks I should say.

It is very easy to ask for leave from school. After taking my case, the school approved me a one-month vacation. Within this month, even if I am not in school, my credits will not be deducted.

When we arrived at the hospital, after Jiang Xiaoning took me to find Dr. Wang, he followed the doctor's instructions for examination, questioned, agreed upon, and a treatment plan.

I was hospitalized that night.

The hospital is not so strict, and you can still play with your mobile phone. I was thinking of sending a text message to Su Ran to find a reason to tell her that I was not at home, that I was on a business trip, or that I was busy with other things. .But after thinking about it, I think it's unnecessary. Su Ran is at Su Mo's place now, and I'm in a cold war with me. I sent her a message right now. In case she wants to come to the villa to see me or meet me, It's even harder to explain.

Wait till the surgery is done.

The agreed plan still requires surgery and chemotherapy, and I signed it myself.

The next day I went into the operating room, under general anesthesia, and soon I didn’t know anything. When I woke up again, I was already lying on the hospital bed, and my body was in some pain.

Jiang Xiaoning was by my side, and Dr. Wang was also there.

"The operation went very smoothly." Doctor Wang was a little tired, but his tone was very relaxed. It seemed that this operation was really easy for him. "The lesion has been removed. The five-year survival rate of early lung cancer patients It can reach more than 80%, and combined with chemotherapy, it can be said that the cure rate can reach more than [-]%. In your case, as long as you take a good rest and go to the hospital for regular checkups, you will be fine."

"Thank you." I said.

"You don't need to thank me, this is what a doctor should do." Dr. Wang waved his hand, "It's best to tell your family members about your situation and let them come over to take care of you. It is inconvenient to get out of bed and walk around, you have to have someone to support you, and then you have chemotherapy later, your resistance is stronger when you are young, and your body's ability to withstand chemotherapy after chemotherapy is stronger than many elderly people, but chemotherapy is very difficult. The pain still needs someone to take care of it."

"I know." I nodded.

After Dr. Wang left, Jiang Xiaoning was still guarding my hospital bed: "Not only did you not tell Su Ran about your illness, you didn't even tell your uncles and aunts?"

"Tell them what to do, isn't it very successful now? Since it's like this, there's no need to tell them." I shook my head, "Tell them, they will definitely be worried. They are already so old, and they are worried about me. I have put so much effort into it, and I can no longer worry them."

"You are a real person. You would rather suffer yourself than worry about those around you. Even if you are sick, you are like this. Why do you wrong yourself so much?" Jiang Xiaoning's eyes were red, "You think about others, then you What should I do by myself, there is no one around me for such a big thing as surgery.”

"Why are you crying? Isn't the operation very successful? It's no big deal. Doctor Wang also said that this operation is very common." I raised my hand and touched Jiang Xiaoning's face, "Don't cry, I didn't cry myself , you are crying here, let others see it and think that my operation has failed, isn't this a blackmail for Dr. Wang?"

"Can you think about yourself and don't always think about others?" Jiang Xiaoning said, "Don't move, you can't move just after the operation, just lie down and recuperate."

"It's nothing." I said, "Isn't this how people live? Whether it's on the assembly line, repeating a job for twelve hours, or cleaning on the main road under the scorching sun, or in traffic Shuttle to deliver food, or for a business, drinking unconscious, lying on the road, and the bile is about to vomit after returning home. Isn’t it all about working so hard and living so hard to let the people around you Is the relatives living better? Isn’t it all for the people who care about to live a more stable and happy life? I’m not the only one who does this.”

"You work so hard, you work so hard, you take care of the people around you, do the people around you take care of you? If you want me to say, Su Ran didn't do her duty, she didn't even know you were sick, and she even quarreled with you. Now You are lying on the hospital bed, and she doesn't know where you are, does she know what you are suffering?" Jiang Xiaoning suddenly lost her temper, "You are afraid that she will be worried, so you dare not tell her about your illness, so what about her? What did you do again?"

"You can't think like this. Two people can't compare when they are together, and they can't see what each other has done for themselves. It is because they are comfortable together and the atmosphere is good, so they become boyfriend and girlfriend, get married and have children, not because of each other. I paid a lot for myself, so I want to be with him. Two people who love each other should not use material things to measure their feelings for each other. This is a blasphemy against love." I said, "You will talk about male Friends, you must not think like this. Once you think like this, conflicts may break out, thinking that the other party has paid less than yourself, you have paid more than the other party, and the other party does not love you. Love cannot be measured by material things. How much is definitely not equal, if you use this as a reference to measure love, you will only lose love."

"You're still talking for her now." Jiang Xiaoning wiped away tears, "Are you thirsty or not, I'll get you some water."

"Thank you, will it delay your work?" I said.

"This is my job. I told the leader of the hospital that I will be temporarily transferred here to take care of you." Jiang Xiaoning poured me a cup of Wen Baikai, "Slow down, don't get up, lift your head, I'll feed you drink."

(End of this chapter)