farmer's daughter

Chapter 1 There is not much time left for her

Chapter 1 There is not much time left for her
Shenjia Village is located surrounded by mountains.The surrounding mountains have become a natural barrier, isolating this small village from the outside world.

The mountains in the west are densely covered with mist, and it looks like a continuous mountain range. It is said that there are tigers, wolves, bears and other ferocious animals in the mountains.The mountain in the east is slightly shorter, but it is also densely covered with forests. Usually, no one goes into the mountain alone, and they only cut wood at the foot of the mountain and not as far as the mountainside.

The only road between Shenjia Village and the outside world is on the south side. There are two roads on the mountain in the south, one is the main road to the town, and the other is the small road to the nearest village, Luojia Village.

In Shenjia Village in the early morning, the chickens are crowing and the dogs are barking, and the hardworking farmers are used to getting up early.It's not that they understand that the day's plan lies in the morning, and the life style that has been passed down for thousands of years.When the middle-aged men get up to work, they go to the soil and fields, take a look, and arrange what to do today, while the women in the family have to make breakfast, clean the yard, do laundry, and feed pigs and chickens when they get up early.Even children of a few years old have to get up early. The older children and the younger children go up the mountain together, collecting firewood for firewood, and wild vegetables for those looking for wild vegetables.I have been busy making a living since I was a child.

Shen Xuejian stared out of the window in a daze. It has been almost a month since she came to this world.From the moment she opened her eyes to now, Xuejian still can't accept this reality, so she just crossed over like this?The legendary soul is worn?

Look at this shiny wall, no!That's not even a wall.Shouldn't the wall at least have bricks?There are no bricks, so there should be some kind of earthen wall in my grandma's hometown in my memory?But what is this?Bamboo fence?No, it seems that there is still some mud on the bamboo woven thing, it looks like mud pasted on it, and there are straw-like things in the mud.Even the bamboo fence is a bit old though.You can see the outside directly from many places.Fortunately, it's summer, and I don't know how such a house survives in winter?

The roof is covered with a kind of thatch, and every now and then a gust of wind blows, and one or two will fall off.I stretched out my hand to touch the thing called Kang lying under me, and it was also made of rammed soil.It was cold and hard.There was only a woven bamboo mat on the kang, and it was so tight that it hurt all over!
Seeing that Shen Xue raised her hand again to look at her own, she sighed again and put it down again.Still a pair of small hands.It hasn't changed, it hasn't changed, but my heart is crying:

"I'm a middle-aged woman. Why did I become a five or six-year-old doll! God, are you giving me a chance to live again or punishing me!"

Looking at the room, looking at her hands, Shen Xuejian thought of herself in her previous life again.If it wasn't for being sick, Shen Xue would not be willing to leave the person she loves the most, the daughter she loves the most.After knowing that he was seriously ill, although he was mentally prepared, he knew that he had to leave first.But when I left, I realized how tormenting longing was.

Previous life
During those days, she always felt a little unwell. After seeing off her two daughters who were going to school in the morning, she just took a bite of breakfast, when Shen Xuejian vomited uncontrollably.It scared Lin Jiajun who was about to go to work.And when he looked down and saw that Shen Xuejian's vomit was still bloodshot, Lin Jiajun's heart sank, and he quickly helped Shen Xuejian to sit on the sofa.Take a cup of warm water for Shen Xuejian to rinse her mouth.

Lin Jiajun hurriedly asked:

"What's the matter? Xuejian? Change your clothes, we'll go to the hospital right away."

Shen Xuejian raised her pale face, tried her best to smile and said:

"You go to your class. I'll just sit for a while. I'll go to the hospital to have a look. Maybe it's gastritis. You also know that I had gastritis when I was in college."

Lin Jiajun and Shen Xuejian are college classmates. They fell in love in college and got married after graduation. The couple has always been in love with each other. The two beautiful and sensible daughters add fun and warmth to this small family.Shen Xuejian's health has not been very good since the birth of her second daughter.So I simply became a housewife at home and didn't go to work anymore.

Now the eldest daughter has just entered university, but fortunately she is studying in this city, so she has been living at home.The youngest daughter is still struggling in her sophomore year of high school.Because my grades are not bad, I always make it my slogan to be admitted to the best university, and cheer myself up every day.Lin Jiajun replied worriedly:
"How can I go to work with peace of mind when you're like this? Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital to have a look. The doctor has the final say on what to do."

Shen Xuejian also knew that Lin Jiajun was hard to persuade when he was stubborn.Also nodded.Lin Jiajun brought Shen Xuejian a set of clothes.He has always known that his wife always dresses up the whole family properly before going out.When Shen Xuejian was changing clothes, Lin Jiajun called the company to explain the situation, and arranged the work.Turning around, he helped Shen Xuejian out the door.

Shen Xuejian looked up at the sky, and when she got up early, she saw that the sun was about to rise, but she didn't expect the sky to be covered with dark clouds after a while.It seemed that it was going to rain, but it didn't rain. This kind of gloomy and gloomy weather was the most depressing.

Lin Jiajun drove Shen Xuejian to the hospital, and went directly to Fu Lin, a high school classmate who worked here, and Fu Lin also enthusiastically helped them arrange to see an authoritative expert.A series of tests like this and that are done.A word from the experts:

"Stay here and stay in the hospital for two days of observation."

Shen Xuejian didn't want to be hospitalized, she was worried about her daughter coming back for dinner every day.However, Lin Jiajun saw the wink the doctor gave him, his heart sank, and he resolutely told Shen Xuejian to stay down.I will handle the children's affairs by myself.Lin Jiajun ran up and down to arrange everything for the hospital.Ask Shen Xuejian to rest on the hospital bed first, and say that she is going home to bring some things.Seeing the nurse hang up the liquid for her, Lin Jiajun came out first.

Lin Jiajun went directly to the expert's office after leaving the ward. The doctor obviously knew that Lin Jiajun would come again. Seeing Lin Jiajun, the doctor said:

"You guys, you usually don't pay attention to your body, so it's late. Your wife has advanced stomach cancer. She should be in pain, but you didn't pay attention. It shows how hard it is for her to endure. Now I have to give her pain relief first. Let her be a little more comfortable, let's stay for two days first. There is not much time left for her, you can think about whether to tell her, let her have a plan and preparation. "

Lin Jiajun squatted down and cried while supporting the doctor's desk.It's not like she didn't notice that Xue Jian was getting thinner and eating less and less, but she always said that she was losing weight or something, thinking that women love beauty.I haven't seen her face look bad recently.It's because she puts on makeup every day. Lin Jiajun and his daughter even laughed at her when she learned how to do makeup recently.But I don't think she is using it to cover her paleness.

Lin Jiajun couldn't express the regret and pain in his heart. A grown man cried like a child in front of this doctor.The doctor went out without saying anything.There is only room for Lin Jiajun to cry.

(End of this chapter)