farmer's daughter

Chapter 2 What would I do without you

Chapter 2 What would I do without you

Lin Jiajun cried, and had to stand up by himself to support the family.Wipe away the tears on her face, although she is sad when she thinks of Xuejian's illness, she still has to face it now.Think about how to arrange Xue Jian's life in these last days, how to make the daughters accept that they will lose their mother.There are still many things to face, Lin Jiajun opened the door and walked out.

But she didn't want to open the door but found Shen Xuejian standing at the door.In one hand, he held the bottle high.But he looked at Lin Jiajun affectionately in his eyes.

Lin Jiajun turned around in a bit of embarrassment, wiped his face again, turned his head and tried to pull the corner of his mouth, reached out to take the liquid bottle that Xue Jiangao held up and said:

"Why are you here? I'm here to ask the doctor when he can be discharged from the hospital. After we are discharged from the hospital, we agreed that the family will go to play."

Shen Xuejian gently reached out to touch Lin Jiajun's face, and said softly:

"You know? I knew it last month. I also knew there was nothing I could do, so I didn't say anything. Jiajun, don't worry about me. From now on, you have to take care of yourself and your two children."

Lin Jiajun couldn't bear it anymore, put his arms around Shen Xuejian, burst into tears, and shouted like a child:
"No, I don't want it, Xue Jian, I don't want you to die. What would I do without you? What would my daughters do?"

Lin Jiajun didn't care that the people in the aisle laughed at his gaffe, for him, Xue Jian would be gone.A person who has been with each other for 20 years is about to leave me.

Shen Xuejian didn't speak, just stood quietly and let Lin Jiajun lean on her shoulder and cried loudly. After a while, Lin Jiajun stopped crying, hugged Xuejian and didn't speak. The two just stood at the door of the doctor's office without a word. move.It wasn't until the doctor couldn't bear it anymore that he came to interrupt them and said:
"Okay, we have to face it when we meet, why don't you all go in and sit down?"

Only then did the two let go, and Shen Xuejian turned to look at the doctor with a very warm smile on her pale face.

"Thank you, I would like to ask you to open a discharge procedure for me. I want to be discharged. I can spend more time with my children at home. I can't wait. I will come to the hospital again."

The doctor also sighed and said:

"Actually, you can stay here and try harder, maybe there will be a better way to control it."

Shen Xue smiled and said:

"He doesn't know. I already knew. I have been to several hospitals. I also want to leave. If I stay in the hospital, I have to make my family worry and disrupt the family's daily routine. I don't want to I like places like hospitals, it’s a bit miserable for nothing.”

The doctor smiled and respected Shen Xuejian's choice.A discharge order was issued to her, and they were asked to settle the bill and be discharged.

According to Shen Xuejian's meaning, there should be no abnormalities after returning home, and the same thing will be done for the children every day.Just waiting for the kids to go to school.Lin Jiajun accompanied Shen Xuejian to tidy up the things at home, and also recorded all the arrangements for future things that Shen Xuejian said.On weekends, the family will go on a small trip to a nearby place.But a month later, the two daughters discovered that something was wrong with the mother.

When the daughters found out, Shen Xuejian had already started to vomit blood.She knew she was running out of time.Most things are arranged.Just looking at my husband, Lin Jiajun has lost weight and aged in the past month, and his black hair has also turned gray.Shen Xue knew that he was worried about herself, but there was nothing she could do about it.

On this day, Shen Xuejian vomited blood again and fell into a coma. As soon as she collapsed, Lin Jiajun sent her to the hospital. This time, he didn't listen to her anymore.Lin Jiajun always thought about how to prolong her life a little bit.

When Shen Xuejian woke up, she saw white walls all around and three people with red eyes from crying beside the bed.Shen Xue smiled and said:
"Don't worry, live your own life well. You two should listen to your father's words. When you grow up, take good care of your father. That way, I can rest assured."

The eldest daughter nodded while weeping, and murmured, but couldn't speak.The little girl leaned over her mother regardless, crying loudly.

Shen Xuejian patted the little daughter's back lightly. The little girl was not in good health since she was a child, but with her careful care, she is now in strong health.This also reassured her a lot.

The daughter was still crying, but Shen Xue didn't persuade her when she saw it. Shen Xue knew that this day would come sooner or later.After tidying up my mood these days, I can accept it calmly.But the children just found out, this is not a small blow!

From this day on, Shen Xue saw less and less waking time, she vomited blood and took injections every day, she became skinny just seeing people.Lin Jiajun and his two daughters try not to cry in front of her now.But I don't know that this pretended strength is even more heartbreaking.

Shen Xue woke up in the middle of the night and looked at the starry sky outside the window, but she was begging in her heart to live again.

On this day, Shen Xuejian had been awake since the morning.Smiling at the family that surrounded her.softly said:

"You have to live well. Pay attention to check your body. When I'm not around, take care of all my family members for me. Including yourselves! The focus is on yourselves! Take care of you. I love you!"

Having said that, Shen Xuejian seemed to have exhausted all her strength, she gently closed her eyes, and gently placed her hands beside her.The smiling face looks like he is asleep.

The daughters could no longer wake up their mothers.He could only hold his mother's hand, kneel beside the bed and send Shen Xuejian away.And they don't know it, they don't see it.When Shen Xuejian died, a white light flashed in the sky outside the window, and Shen Xuejian felt that she was sucked away by this white light.

Shen Xue, who woke up again, saw that she had arrived at this unknown age and this unknown village.Everything here is strange to Shen Xuejian.Because of her arrival, this Shen Xue in this place died.Except for this weak body, nothing was left for her, not even a little memory.

So to the current Shen Xuejian, while everything feels strange to her, she also feels scared!No one can help her in this kind of helplessness. Looking at her weak self, she doesn't even have the basic ability to protect herself.How to do?
Shen Xuejian looked at the two thin and thin arms, they really didn't look like the arms of a five or six-year-old child.This is the arm of a child of two or three years old.If it hadn't been for the nagging of the cheap grandmother who took care of him these two days, he would not have believed that this body was that of a six-year-old child.Not to mention thin, weak and seriously ill, but also severely stunted!
Just as he was thinking, the little cousin called Xiaocao came in again, holding a smaller girl by the hand.She looks a little more fleshy than her own body. I heard that her name is Shen Yuelian, and she is a little cousin who is three months younger than her.

(End of this chapter)