Space Cultivation

Chapter 275

The first time I saw him, the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming and the sun was shining brightly. His handsome smile was like the sun shining on the earth.

As a leader in the academy, he is not proud at all, but takes good care of ordinary people like us.

Even if he has an enviable family background, he doesn't use it as a dominance. His kindness makes people feel like a pure person floating down from the sky.

Every time I saw him, my heart couldn't help beating, and a feeling that I had never felt before rippling from the bottom of my heart.

But he never paid attention to my gaze, and every time he looked at me, he always stared at something for a long time.

Yes, he sees my good friend Shi Xuan.You stand on the bridge and watch the scenery, and the people who watch the scenery look at you upstairs. The bright moon decorates your window, and you decorate other people's dreams.

Maybe his tenderness and kindness are only for that one person, and I'm just incidental.

It wasn't until that moment that I realized how ridiculous and humble my love was, and I hid him silently in my arms since then.

I was a little hesitant, helpless, and unwilling. Why did God leave all the best to Shi Xuan? She is beautiful, attractive, and talented. I am not reconciled. Did not find my good.

Every day and every night, I practice hard, trying to catch up with Shi Xuan's footsteps, or to go one step further with the person in my renunciation.

But everything was in vain, not only did he not close any distance, but he had to rely on someone he was jealous of to break through the barrier of cultivation.

This feeling is like someone snatching the meat from my mouth, and I have to beg for the minced meat she gave me to survive.

I was a little sullen for a while, and even wanted to give up, until the appearance of the fat man broke the embarrassing situation between the three.

We laugh and make trouble every day, without resentment, jealousy or admiration, living together happily and comfortably.

He is still so heart-warming, taking care of everyone, especially me at the end of the crane, every light touch, every look, every word of care can make me recall for a long time, sometimes I think it’s good to keep going like this, don’t fight anymore .

Until that day, when Shi Xuan disappeared, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief that no one would argue with me anymore, but tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, yes, her kindness has overwhelmed my jealousy. miss her.

Seeing the little fat man's madness, his sadness, and everyone's indifference and slander, suddenly there was unprecedented indignation and longing in his heart.

Shi Xuan is mine, only I can be jealous, why do you treat her like this.

However, no one knows the cry in my heart, and everything remains the same.

Maybe just like this, with the passage of time, I slowly forget everything, but the sky failed, and the little fat man disappeared, and I finally felt unprecedented panic. Without Shi Xuan's protection, the world is so terrible and so hopeless.

His usual care also disappeared, leaving only a complicated look in his eyes every time we met, I knew he was going to protect me, the only memory left between him and her.

I am lonely, desperate, fearful, and even hope that everything will go back to the past, even if he loves her, I will never resent him.

That day I closed my eyes and waited for death to come. When I opened my eyes again, it was like being hit by the goddess of luck. She came back, and he came back.

Of course, there is also the little fat man who took a long time to tell the truth.

In an instant, it was back to the sunny days when the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming. The few of us seemed to have just started. This time I must enjoy all this and never be blinded by my jealous eyes.

Until something happened to him, her toughness and his loneliness made me smell a chance again.

But I dare not expect extravagantly, I am afraid that everything I have gained so hard will disappear, so I can only silently care about him and take care of him every day, as long as he is well, it will be sunny.

Finally, the hard work paid off, he walked out of the haze, but he entered the next cage, the cage that only belonged to Shi Xuan, I think I may really have no hope.

Going around for a few years, we have experienced many things, our friendship has become stronger and stronger, and we also know Shi Xuan's true intentions. We are thankful and feel sorry for him at the same time. Waiting silently for so many years is no match for a man's sweet words.

Maybe he is to her what I am to him.

Relying on the solid friendship with him since childhood, I became better and more attached to him, but I no longer feel shy or flustered about all this, everything is so upright and natural, just like ten years That's how old friends should be.

Maybe he hasn't felt my heart so far, and he has never said it to me after all, not even the best Shi Xuan.

Life has finally reached the final stage, everyone has become a god, and I will soon become the next person to step into the God Realm after him, but what is all this for? What is the difference after going to the God Realm? I am still him It was still him, and those people around him were still the same, the only thing that had changed was that the place had changed, and it had become more and more empty.

Looking at Hei Nian and Shi Xuan who were laughing all day long, I didn't understand what they were happy about. I even wanted to follow Pan Gu's footsteps and travel to the lower world.

But in the end, he was reluctant to leave the person who had protected him all his life.

On this day, before I went to the Immortal Realm to solve Xuan Ye's matter, I finally expressed my heart to him for many years.

He looked at me as if in a daze, and was silent for a long time.

Feeling this embarrassing and abnormal atmosphere, my heart seemed to return to the very beginning, bouncing around uncontrollably, and finally ran away.

He didn't chase him, and I don't know if it was because he didn't want to chase him or because I gave him three days to think about what I said.

Yes, we are going to the Immortal Realm in three days, if... if it is really our destiny, then maybe my departure this time will be a farewell forever.

During the anxious waiting, time flew by. During this period, he didn't come to me, and I didn't dare to see him.

When everyone was waving goodbye, I still couldn't help but look back at the Prime Minister frequently. It's because he forgot the time. Maybe he was caught by something. In short, there must be some reason why he hasn't shown up until now.

I thought firmly, but completely ignored that this is the God Realm, and he is an invincible God, all the reasons are just to make excuses for my panic.

The ridiculous thing is that I didn't see him at the last moment of leaving, and I was abandoned by him after all.

The moment I turned around, a tear fell on the place where I was stuck at the intersection of the two worlds, neither up nor down, neither forward nor backward, just like my embarrassing situation.

At that moment, I had made up my mind to say goodbye to my dear friend, my beloved father, and the figure in my dream.

Linglong Dice An Hongdou, Lovesickness Knows Unknown——Chen Ruirui
(End of this chapter)