Space Cultivation

Chapter 276
A mischievous elf suddenly broke into my world, and I suppressed the throbbing in my heart to restore peace to my world.

But when I met her again, the accumulated feeling in my heart erupted instantly, running through my heart, and there was no self to speak of.

Every time I was alone in silence, I couldn't help but think of her frowns and smiles, and the corners of her mouth turned up unconsciously, and I suddenly realized it.After a moment of daze, it just made that smile even sweeter.

I made countless excuses, and even went to find the annoying little girl who was too late to hide on weekdays, just to get another look at him.

It seems that this love is too strong, she always runs away from me like a frightened deer.Yes, even her best friend and biggest enemy can see my intentions, and she must feel more strongly as the person involved.

I think I should not be so anxious, don't be so eager for quick success, so as not to scare away my little goddess who has not yet grown up.

However, fate tricks people, God did not give you the best opportunity to prove that this love does not belong to you.

When I saw her looking at him anxiously and worriedly, it seemed like deja vu. Yes, this memory came from the depths of my soul, and that was the look I gave her.

It's not fair, obviously I met her first, obviously I loved her first, I absolutely can't just let her be taken away by others like this.

Until I learned the news of her death, it was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky. At that moment, I suddenly felt that as long as she lived, it would be fine, even if she was alive, she would never respond to my wishes.

I am suffering, worrying, and desperate every day, and my mind is full of her figure.

Her good friends often come to visit me and tell me about her past, her present, and her expected future.

Every time I hear this, I seem to forget my troubles and her death, and only live in the beautiful world created by that person.

From then on, I longed for the arrival of that person, longing for her who never faded away.

Until that day, I was intoxicated in fantasy and smiled slightly, and suddenly woke up, and saw the deep eyes of the man looking at me in ecstasy.

I was so familiar with this look, I hurriedly looked away, pretending I didn't see anything, but my heart was filled with disgust.

That person wants to snatch her lover away when her good friend is gone. It is simply unforgivable. Such a person is not worthy of my girl.

Since then, I have avoided seeing her. I don't want her to spoil my love and Shi Xuan's friendship with her. up.

Fortunately, I held back at that time, thinking that God saw my persistence and sent back Shi Xuan who was still in my thoughts.

But what came back with me was the nightmare that surrounded me and Shi Xuan.

The first time I saw him, I noticed it. His actions were just like the little fat man back then. Others don’t know how I can’t know. How many days and nights have I been dragged by this seemingly unintentional reality? The act of walking Shi Xuan made him almost crazy, it must be him without a doubt.

Fortunately, no one found it, so I should pretend I didn't recognize it.

At this time, I was still thinking about it, until the accident came, at that moment I saw Shi Xuan's unattainable powerful power, at that moment I saw all Shi Xuan's thoughts on me.

Everything in the past, all the things that made me so high all collapsed, and I was like a clown, unaware and proud, wanting to win the heart of the goddess.

Since then, there has been an unbridgeable gap between me and her, not others but myself.

I dare not face this reality for a long time, if not for my obsession with my father, maybe I would have disappeared in this world long ago.

During those days, I looked at everyone quietly, only to realize that it was not just Shi Xuan who was beautiful, the cute furball, Chen Ruirui who wanted to talk but was ashamed, and Hei Nian who shouldered heavy responsibilities for a group of strangers.

I don't feel so disgusted with those who destroy everything about me. Maybe it's not them who are wrong, but I am too self-righteous.

In the Demon World War, I really stopped thinking about Shi Xuan, only my respect and admiration for her remained, just like a general who met the Ming Lord and vowed to follow her to the death.

However, in the eyes of others, it seems that they are still not giving up, for example, it may be the case for Chen Ruirui.

These days I don't know why my eyes always fall on her. Maybe it's because I'm relatively free, maybe she's the only one who still appears around me often.

She still had the same eyes, but this time she didn't feel disgust anymore, she just thought she was very cute when she was cautious, bit her lips lightly, and walked away angrily.

I often can't help laughing out loud, she is a complete joy to everyone, but she is also a troublesome person, often throwing things away and causing trouble, and I, an idler, have to come forward to help her clean up the mess.

Perhaps because of the acquaintance since childhood, although she has become less shy when facing me these years, she has become more clingy.

Maybe in this increasingly large team, the only time I feel safe is when I face this little guy.

I'm very glad that I was infatuated with Shi Xuan at the beginning, although it was because of that ridiculous love, without Shi Xuan these years, I would not be able to get to where I am today, not to mention becoming a god or becoming a fairy, I'm afraid it's just a delusion.

Seeing Shi Xuan marry Hei Nian and have a child, my long-silent heart suddenly became agitated.I often wonder if I had an amazing talent or a family background that defied the sky, would the ending be different.

I can't think of an answer, because no matter what, Shi Xuan and Hei Nian were fate in the previous life, and I lost from the beginning, so where is my fate?

Soon I knew that she asked me out suddenly that day, my heart seemed to know that something big was about to happen, and it was beating uncontrollably, so that I had to devote all my energy to suppress it, so I missed it.

She said she loved me, and she asked if I would like to be with her.My heart beat faster, and I didn't dare to speak, because I knew that once I spoke, my trembling voice would betray me.

Silent for a long time, this time she finally didn't want to wait anymore, turned around and trotted away, I almost couldn't help but say goodbye, but fortunately she left a sentence for me to think about for three days, I finally saved my face at the last moment .

At that time, I hurriedly found experienced Shi Xuan and Hei Nian, and asked them to give me advice. I didn't want to just be with her casually. I owed her all these years, and I wanted to give her a better love. .

Shi Xuan taught me the love book of basketball.After thinking about it carefully, I think it's very good, so I said hello, and went to the fairyland to stay first.

The white wedding dress, the coquettish roses, the double ring buckle made by her father-in-law, and of course the blessings from the entire fairy world, I don't know if she will like it when she sees it.

(End of this chapter)