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Chapter 435 Who Was Let Down?Who loves the wrong person?

Lin Ran's mood was a little messy, and he even wanted to withdraw the chapters that were released today.

"Could it be that I can't boast anymore...?"

That’s right, it’s okay for a person to pretend to praise you for a day or two, but to pretend to be satisfied every day to praise others is just like work, and it’s boring for individuals.

Lin Ran began to wonder if his writing was really bad.

"But it shouldn't be. Those fans on the Internet are threatening people in the comments with knives, which means they must be very attractive, and it also means that my skills are good. It's just..."

Ye Guan once told her not to write too sadly.

Because her love of land has always been her own choice, and she has never regretted a day.

I hope that the memories of the past are all throbbing of joy, and I will remember the happiness of youth.

But Lin Ran is not Ye Guan after all, and he can't write such easy words, because every page in the diary is filled with unforgettable sadness, "Ye Guan likes Lu Lu, I really like...the kind I like!"

This made her unable to appreciate the joy Ye Guan wrote.

The people on the outside will always see more resentment than the characters living in the story.

They will all learn to hate a person who is unwilling to hate because of the concise and concise words.

……

Ye Guan and Zhou Jingyu have been away for half a month, and she has not responded to Lin Ran for seven days.

Counting the time, Ye Guan and Zhou Jingyu should have arrived at the Kakslautahn Hotel in Finland.

The winter there generally arrives earlier than in China, so maybe I have already seen the snow-capped mountain tops, and then saw the extremely beautiful Northern Lights.

That day when Lin Ran came out of the filming of the film, he answered the phone and was about to go to the hospital to get a report. Xun Tianhe said gently on the phone, "Come here, I have something I want to talk to you face to face."

Xun Tianhe's mood was well received, and nothing was amiss.

Lin Ran felt that Xun Tianhe was a little weird, but she didn't think too much about it. She thought that it was nothing more than a doctor's usual earnestness to patients, and then wanted to make the condition more serious so that she could feel sad.

Her disease is indeed an old problem, and it is really not good to die.

As friends, they were always more worried about their bodies than she was.

It's just that she didn't expect that it would be so inconvenient to have a doctor friend, and now she still hesitates to talk about her illness. If she changed to an ordinary doctor, how could she be so dedicated?

Things that can be solved on the phone, I definitely don't want you to come and occupy a seat outside the hospital.

Only my friend was afraid that she would just listen to it perfunctorily on the phone and let it go, and then find an excuse to send her to the hospital.

Lin Ran shook her head with a smile, as if she was going to the hospital to hold another "signing meeting".

At this time, she was lazily leaning on the seat of the taxi, her tired eyelids were about to close, when she saw the screen of her mobile phone light up, and "Human Ideal" called her.

She swipe the screen with her fingers, and then listened to the other party's words with a little non-seriousness, but the sweet and relaxed attitude on the other end of the phone was not as she imagined.

Across the screen, she could hear the man's weak breathing, and then with a heavy nasal voice, she said very heavy words, "Sister Wan is back, my cousin asked us to see Sister Wan for the last time."

This sentence "I'm back" has been said with extreme ease, even a little weak.

Lin Ran understood the meaning of Song Yan's words, and then held the phone in her hand, without smiling or feeling sleepy for a long time, she quietly closed her eyes, and a tear fell directly on her leg.

Her lips were trembling, a little trembling, but her face was very calm, except for the tear just now, she didn't show much sadness.

At this moment, she didn't want to believe it.

Everyone knows that Ye Guan is leaving.

But when the day really came, it still made people look stern, as if they felt that as long as this happened, time would stand still, and what they just heard would be forgotten in their minds.

Nothing bad seemed to happen.

Song Yan told Lin Ran on the phone that Ye Guan actually went to heaven seven days ago, and she and Zhou Jingyu only stayed for seven short days after they got married, and they enjoyed leisure in a secluded mountain in those seven days.

Zhou Jingyu chose a beautiful place for Ye Guan.

During the day, there is a natural dense mist, and there are occasional quiet mountain birds singing, and there is a calm and vast lake in front of the house. Occasionally, you can go boating, and you can see the red maple forest in the distance.

The sky where the lake light connects is blue as if it has been washed, the phosphorescent light sprinkled on the lake in the evening, reflected on Ye Guan's face, like the light of Buddha, it is warm and can melt her cold limbs.

When she left that day, she was lazily leaning on Zhou Jingyu's arms. She set her eyes on the nearby lake, and then slowly moved to the distance. Bloom down.

He said weakly and silently: "Jingyu, I am very happy to meet you in my life!"

After the words came out, Zhou Jingyu already understood what Ye Guan meant, he nodded, and seeing Ye Guan, his hazy eyes slowly closed, bent into crescents, and finally became powerless.

Her limbs had been cold for a long time, and now they were a little more stiff.

Zhou Jingyu hugged Ye Guan with his warm palm all the time, they just floated on the lake quietly, and then let the boat berth back and forth aimlessly.

……

Song Yan conveyed what Zhou Jingyu asked him to tell Lin Ran on the phone: "Sister Guan said that her soul has drifted far away, and it should have entered the galaxy, but it should not become tears, because she has been very happy in this life."

Lin Ran picked up the phone, feeling a little at a loss, and then said belatedly: "She read it, she read it all, but she didn't have time to tell me how Ye Guan should write, to be the best Ye Guan!"

She understood that no matter how brilliant her writing was, that one was not Ye Guan.

Because Ye Guan is open-minded and cheerful, it is very difficult for her to have hatred in this life, but she can't be as calm and calm as Ye Guan, and she can accept death as if she is in compliance with the law of heaven.

Lin Ran anxiously told the driver to turn around quickly and head to the funeral home in Yecheng.

Because of Zhou Jingyu's delay in accepting the facts, Ye Guan's cremation was delayed for two days. During those two days, her body was gently embraced by him. Later, due to the exhaustion of traveling, it was delayed for another few days.

Today, in seven days, Ye Guan's body has just been sent back to Yecheng, and now he is going directly to the funeral home in Yecheng.

Thinking that Lin Ran was Ye Guan's concern during his lifetime, Zhou Jingyu immediately called Song Yan the moment the car drove into Ye City, asking him to tell Lin Ran to go to the funeral home to see Ye Guan for the last time.

……

On the way to the funeral home in Yecheng, Lin Ran kept leaning her head against the car window, her tearful eyes met the wind rushing past the window, the moisture gradually disappeared, and the eyes that lost their brilliance gradually ceased to close.

When it is open, it seems to be sleeping peacefully.

She remembered that when she first met Ye Guan, it seemed like it was yesterday, she was so quiet, so beautiful, a gentle smile could lick away all the sorrows in the world.

Lin Ran likes Ye Guan not only because Ye Guan is her friend, but also because she admired her as a fan when she was popular.

In the past, the silhouettes in the magazines, the pictures on the TV, and the voices in the earphones, Ye Guan was like a fairy who fell from the sky to the earth.

It's just that fairies shouldn't think of ordinary things. Once they think about ordinary things, they will be taken back to the sky one day.

People like Ye Guan seem to have lived too comfortably in the previous life, but this life is like coming to the world to experience bitterness.

Lin Ran looked away, and she looked at the washed blue sky, becoming more and more silent and unable to speak.

She always feels that when night falls, there are tears of stars.

Many people say that if she lives too hard in the human world, after she dies, she will turn into tears of the stars, blowing away in the silent night, and being seen by others, they are called shooting stars.

To not be seen is called silence.

The memories are very short, because the hasty silhouette of Ye Guan's life was too unhappy, and because the journey was too fast, and he reached the station very quickly.

Lin Ran got out of the car and was helped into the funeral home by Song Yan in front of him.

At the moment before the cremation, Ye Guan's body was still quietly lying in the ice coffin outside the door, waiting for someone who wanted to see her to take a last look at her.

Zhou Jingyu spoke in a low voice, and said indifferently and with forbearance: "Take a last look at Ah-wan, and let her go with peace of mind."

Lin Ran went straight to the ice coffin, Zhou Jingyu slowly lifted the veil covering Ye Guan's pale face without flushing, "Ah Guan, Lin Ran is here, let her see you. "

After a person died, she was always politely asked for her opinion, even though she couldn't hear anything.

But the living always feel that she has not left.

A quiet inquiry seems to be the greatest respect for the deceased.

Many people seem to receive the most respect from others at this moment in their lives, as if when she was alive, everyone felt that she had made the greatest contribution to the world, as if when she came to this world, she did not miss anything matter.

Of course, if she was at fault, it would be written off at this moment.

However, Ye Guan really couldn't find anything wrong in her life. People in this world owed her far more than she failed others.

Ye Guan lay quietly in the ice coffin, wearing very plain clothes, which should have been changed by Zhou Jingyu for her, a layer of sarong as transparent as thin wings wrapped her whole body, like a dream.

Her pale face and lips were stained with red cinnabar, her face was also tidied up, and her hair was neatly tidied up, all of which must have been meticulously groomed.

Zhou Jingyu loves Ye Guan, maybe he doesn't have many romantic words, but every detail of what he does to her is enough to know how affectionate he is.

Even at this moment, he seemed to be afraid that she would not go well enough, so he managed her so pleasingly.

Lin Ran leaned in Song Yan's arms, and after a hasty glance at Ye Guan, she finally wept softly on Song Yan's shoulder. She remembered that the last time she cried was the day her father left five years ago.

It was the same way, she put her whole body weight on Song Yan's body, letting his calmness cover up her embarrassing uneasiness.

The staff outside asked in a low voice, can the follow-up process be carried out?

Zhou Jingyu said calmly, "It's done!"

He looked like a normal person with no heart, but who could cry more sadly than him?
Before Ye Guan was pushed into the small black room, Zhou Jingyu suddenly stretched out his hand to hold Ye Guan's hand again. He knew that this was the last time he would be able to catch him, so he leaned over without caring about the eyes of the people around him. A kiss was printed on Ye Guan's forehead through the sarong.

Many people were still crying, they didn't see Zhou Jingyu leaning over at all, a tear came out of his eyelids and wet Ye Guan's forehead hair.

The staff became silent, and stopped asking if they could push Ye Guan away. After all, parting, especially parting between life and death, everyone hopes to stay for one more second, as if this second can wait for the other party to wake up.

The staff of the funeral home in Yecheng are experienced people and have seen many embarrassing parting scenes, but at this moment they were still moved by Zhou Jingyu's silent love.

Their love is so simple, but so simple that people feel their affection.

Many people think that they are a couple who have been in love for many years without knowing the situation. If they know that they are facing the separation of life and death after only seven days of marriage, they will burst into tears even more.

Finally, under Zhou Jingyu's calmness, Ye Guan was gradually pushed into the small black room. When the door closed, the people standing outside were sobbing and reluctant to leave.

Zhou Jingyu mixed in with the leaving crowd and followed them no longer looking at Ye Guan.

Because someone said that when a person is sent to the cremation, she will be burned so painfully that she will stand up stiffly, and a shrill scream will be the last of her life. Zhou Jingyu is also afraid that she will finally be alive. will get out of hand.

But even if he leaves.

He was still out of control.

Lin Ran followed Song Yan to the toilet. At a remote corner, he saw Zhou Jingyu sitting on the ground with his back against the wall, holding a cigarette in his hand. His eyes were red and swollen, as if he had cried a lot. .

Song Yan said in a low voice, very quiet words: "His hand has never touched a cigarette in his life, because his hand is the most beautiful hand in the world, and it is for holding a scalpel."

Lin Ran looked into the distance silently, the cigarette pinned between Zhou Jingyu slowly rose into clouds, and occasionally some air balls came out of his mouth, as if bringing out the sadness in his lungs.

Huo Yaoxi once said, "People are most afraid of loving the wrong person in this life, because love is enough to change a person. If you love right, you will be happy for a lifetime. If you love wrong, you will be in pain."

Many people used to think that Ye Guan loved Lu Lu all his life, did he love it wrong?
They thought that her love was so painful, it must be the wrong love.

But she seemed so unwilling to give up in this life, so was it wrong for them not to bless them?
They also thought about whether Zhou Jingyu's love for Ye Guan was worth it?

But many things he has done in his life seem to be willing, and it cannot be said that they are not worth it.

In this world, many relationships cannot be judged by right or wrong, because if love is right or wrong, it takes a lifetime to prove whether that relationship has been let down or cherished?

Of course, love can't be overly concerned about devotion and return, because whether it's worth it is always the willingness of the person who pays.

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