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Chapter 498 Extra Story: He Was Waiting For Me There (4)

Sometimes, he is always wishing extravagantly, why can't he stop sometimes?

Why can't they have that wonderful acquaintance?
If everything that happened later did not belong to them, how good it would be.

During those few months, he looked at her with melancholy eyes, and gradually he was no longer willing to touch others. He could always think of some rustling noises in his ears, and she would curl up into a ball in fear.

The way she curled up into a ball really made people feel very weak.

Every time he saw her nestled in the corner, hugging him with her hands and knees, her eyes looked dull, as if she had been borrowed from someone and lived in her own darkness.

The days in the mental hospital were really difficult for her.

Nobody wants to send her there?
No one wanted to treat her as a monster, but no matter how hard they could bear it, there was nothing they could do.

A sedative was inserted into her skin, and the medicine in the test tube was squeezed out. Her body twitched instantly, and then her eyelids drooped heavily. She looked peaceful like that, but it made people want to cry.

……

The night outside the window became quieter and colder. There was heavy breathing in the ears, but they couldn't see each other's expressions. Fu Shengzhe felt that his palms were gradually being tightened. At this moment, he felt her whole body was tense.

She seemed to express fear...

Although he couldn't see it, he felt that her brows should be tightly knit.

"Azhe...will you marry me?"

This very quiet sentence was spoken very bitterly, like a cup of old tea, which made people feel stuck.

How many times has she dreamed like this?

he does not know……

But when he listened to her words, his heart was heavy.

"I am willing."

Her lips trembled, tears slid down his eyes, and her voice came back clear again, "Really? Then will you leave me again?"

Fu Shengzhe felt sore in his heart, and when his throat was blocked, he didn't speak out.

Fang Jiya's eyes opened suddenly, and she looked at his cheek for a moment, listening to his answer, but he didn't look at her, her cold eyes fell directly on his eyelids, "Why do not you speak?"

"Do you want me to stay that much?"

"I want you to speak... why did you leave me without saying a word?"

Fu Shengzhe gradually woke up from his sad emotions, and felt that the words of the other party's sleep were obviously very calm and clear, and his whole face was instantly filled with panic.

He didn't answer the other party's words, and was about to get up and leave. At this time, his hand was firmly grasped by the person lying on the bed, and her voice sounded a little cold in the quiet room, "Are you leaving me again?"

"Aya, forget about me, okay?"

Fu Shengzhe snapped away Fang Jiya's finger that was pinning his wrist, got up and was about to leave. Fang Jiya hadn't recovered from the effect of taking a few Valium tablets, so she naturally didn't have much strength in her hands.

She lay straight on the bed, looking at the man who had already reached the door with some fierce eyes.

"Why don't you look at me?"

"Aya, the two of us are not suitable, you hate me."

"Fu Shengzhe, if...you take a step out today, then I will really treat you as dead, and I will never miss you again..."

Fang Jiya frowned slightly, and said with a harsh tone, she hated the medicine she took, which made her unable to get up, otherwise she wouldn't use such words to force the other party to stay?
She watched helplessly as the other party stopped by the door, but after a moment, he held the door panel with his hand, Xu couldn't bear it, and said the word "good" stuck in his throat.

The voice drifted to her ears, shattering all the faith in her heart.

She waited for him for five years, searched for him for five years, and when they met again, he ran away again.

Then why did he appear by his side?
Why does it seem so pitiful?
If he really doesn't love himself...why would he show up again?
How many five years does a woman have to let herself learn to let go and forget, just when she feels that if she can't find him again, she tells herself "he is dead!"

But when her heart was ashamed, he actually appeared?

Then he went away again...

She didn't understand his repeated meaning...why?

He really didn't love himself, but why did he show up?
Fang Jiya was lying on the bed, her eyes were fixed on the ceiling above, her lips were biting tightly, and a straight beam of light shot out from her eyes, her eye sockets were red and painful.

A tear fell weakly from the eyelid.

The effect of the medicine on her body gradually dissipated, she lifted the quilt with one hand and got up, she rushed out of the door in the silent night and ran forward, her pupils faced the dead quiet coldness outside, her eyes were completely Panic confusion.

"Fu Shengzhe... where are you?"

"I didn't ask you to go, I wanted you to stay, I wanted you...tell me, how have you been living these five years?"

"Did you ever miss you like I do, and you also miss me..."

She was bent over, her whole body was so painful that she couldn't straighten her body, her legs were weak, and she couldn't support herself and squatted down.

On the street where there was no movement on both sides, she suppressed her emotions, but couldn't stop crying.

She buried her face deep in her arms, and she bit her teeth tightly on her trembling lips at this moment, and she heard footsteps approaching her.

The sleeves hanging on her arms wiped away the two tears from the corners of her eyes, then straightened her body with full anticipation, and raised the corners of her mouth as much as possible to clean up her emotions.

When her gaze turned her face away, a flash of disappointment sealed her open lips.

Lin Ran looked at Fang Jiya in front of her, and felt very sad. She saw the smile and anticipation in Fang Jiya's eyes when she turned her face away. She was thinking of giving Fu Shengzhe a low-profile self.

She probably thought that the reunion should be beautiful, but she messed up everything.

In the flash of disappointment, it was originally a decent emotion that she packed up hastily.

"It's cold outside, can you go back?"

"Lin Ran, have you seen Fu Shengzhe? He just came to see me, I know he still cares about me, right?"

"Aya, I know you miss him so much, so... Even in your dreams, it's him."

Lin Ran held back her emotions, and gently wiped away the tears at the corners of Fang Jiya's eyes. Her eyes were full of distress. Looking at Fang Jiya like this, she was so afraid that she would turn back into a mental hospital again. the one she.

But...Fu Shengzhe's departure was his decision, and it was also the fulfillment of their life.

She can't be selfish and tell her everything that happened because of distress, she can only say: "That was a dream!"

"Is that a dream? Why is everything so real..."

Fang Jiya's expression was numb, her eyes were no longer radiant, and no longer worried. Her eyes were dim, and her eyes began to lose focus. She walked forward naturally, towards the direction of the house.

Lin Ran felt very uncomfortable seeing her like this, because Fang Jiya seemed to have lost her soul.

She was so afraid that Fang Jiya would have another mental breakdown.

The voice squeezed out of the congested throat, and said very weakly: "Aya, are you okay..."

Fang Jiya didn't make any answer to Lin Ran's words, just talking to herself fragmentarily, and occasionally raised a smile, like a self-deprecating tone, "Is it a dream?"

"Aya, don't scare me."

Lin Ran walked up quickly, and she felt that Fang Jiya's whole expression was not right, and Fang Jiya's spirit began to be in a trance that made people feel scared.

She stepped forward and grabbed Fang Jiya's wrist, and turned Fang Jiya's body to her. Fang Jiya opened her eyelids and looked at her lazily. The mocking playfulness in her eyes was obvious.

"Don't scare me...you really don't scare me."

"That was a dream..."

"Well, that's a dream."

Lin Ran reconfirmed what she was going to say with a firm voice. Fang Jiya looked at her and just sneered, "Okay, that's a dream..."

Her voice was very calm, and she glanced back coldly, and when she withdrew again, her voice became even colder, "If it wasn't a dream, how could he be willing to come back? Willing to see me sad..."

She said this sentence intentionally to the outsiders.

It's just different from the impulse just now, she is no longer willing to rush out...

When she just entered the door, her eyes fell to the distance, and she saw the corner of a black dress in the corner of her sight. She closed her eyes coldly, and then a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth involuntarily.

Maybe it's best not to have cuts in anticipation...

"Aya, are you really okay?"

Lin Ran supported Fang Jiya and sat on the sofa beside her. She still couldn't hide the state of worry for her in her eyes, and asked the words that had been said many times again.

Fang Jiya's mouth curled into a faint and warm smile, her eyes met Lin Ran's worried gaze, and she said calmly, "Didn't you say it? That was a dream..."

"Ah."

This time, Lin Ran himself responded with a little confidence.

Fang Jiya looked at her state, still smiling very gently, although her eyes were cold and cold, but she didn't mean to embarrass others.

She understood that Lin Ran was not deliberately hiding it from herself.

Only the repeated man made her feel disappointed and sad.

Maybe it's time for her to let go.

There was a layer of warmth in her voice, and she seemed to be relieved when she spoke, "You said...you have a friend you want to introduce to me, right?"

"what……?"

Lin Ran was very surprised by what Fang Jiya said. She just said it casually at the beginning, but she didn't expect Fang Jiya to hear it very clearly, and asked at this moment.

She looked at Fang Jiya and nodded, "Yes, if you are willing to come out."

"To be honest, I really envy you and Ye Zi."

"There's nothing to envy."

"If you can meet at least one person, you will be willing to cherish yourself."

"You'll have it too."

Fang Jiya listened to Lin Ran's words, smiled faintly and said, "Yes, I think I should have it too."

"So, don't think so much, go to bed early."

"Ah."

Lin Ran patted Fang Jiya's arm, looked at her with a smile, watched her leave the living room, and then looked out of the room lightly.

Fang Jiya held the eaves of the door with her hands, and closed her long and narrow eyebrows leisurely. When she opened them again, it seemed that there were a thousand kinds of amorous feelings in her eyes.

She looked at Lin Ran in the distance, and the smile on the corner of her mouth deepened, "No matter who I am with, you will support me, right?"

Lin Ran was a little stunned when she heard the words behind her, but when she turned around and looked at Fang Jiya, she smiled softly and gave the other party firm strength, "Of course."

"With your words, I am relieved."

There was a seductive smile on the corner of Fang Jiya's mouth. Under the light, it made people feel very surprised. She walked into the room with a seemingly calm mood, but there was always an unspeakable weirdness.

What she said just now obviously had a different emotion, but it made people feel confused.

……

Lin Ran stepped out of the room and came to the door. Seeing that the man who had just hid in the corner of the wall had left, a layer of relief suddenly appeared in his eyes.

She didn't know if she was looking forward to Fu Shengzhe's appearance?

Or do you hope he never shows up?
To be honest, she was more worried about Fang Jiya's physical condition and her mental state than the difficulty of making a decision in this way of thinking, all of which made it difficult to calm down.

During Fang Jiya's time in the mental hospital, people looked at her and felt terrified.

Now, I am also very afraid that she will imprison herself again and fall into a predicament in her thoughts.

Lin Ran didn't stop looking forward to her relief for a moment, but she is a very stubborn person, how can she just let it go, if she was such a neat person, she wouldn't have fled for five years, and it would be difficult for her to calm down. peace.

She began to blame Fu Shengzhe for his cowardice...

It was clearly a very simple matter, but she didn't understand why he trapped her.

Is it so difficult to do a meeting?
Since it can't be done, then simply don't even appear quietly.

Fortunately, Fang Jiya could believe that it was a dream. If she felt abandoned again in her waking state, it would be really difficult for her to hold the string in her heart.

It's easy to let go alone, and it's easy to be disappointed alone.

The most frightening thing is that when she is about to let go, she sees hope in the faint light again, and then imprisoning herself again is the recurring contradiction, which cannot be let go.

……

Fang Jiya was on the balcony, casting her eyes coolly into the distance, the endless night was very quiet, and it seemed that there was no trace to be found, and she was really telling her: 'That was a dream! '

Although this sentence is ridiculous, she knows that she is not someone else who has been imprisoned.

It was clearly the self who had never dared to accept the status quo.

He came back again, left again, completely hurt her, and began to make her desperate and no longer expecting, maybe she should come out of the previous predicament.

Maybe...they should start to redeem themselves.

No one is indispensable in life.

She also knew that even without him, she could survive the rest of her life. She picked up the phone, dialed a number, and the call was connected not long after. Her calm and chilly voice cut through the quiet air.

"If you want to marry me... tomorrow at 09:30, I will wait for you!"

　Good night ~ see you tomorrow!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)