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Chapter 16: I Can't Go Back (1)
Xu Liulian, I think I should tell you a word: don't recall!Because you can't go back!No matter how beautiful your past with him is, you can never go back in this life, you are destined to be my Lu Zhouyue's woman in this life!
Lu Zhouyue in the hospital waited expectantly for several days but couldn't wait for her to visit him, so he couldn't help but feel disheartened. He curled his lips in a self-deprecating manner, Lu Zhouyue, who do you think you are?Do you think she will take you as seriously as you do her, and come to visit you with concern?
Early that morning, he rushed to the little nurse who came to bring him breakfast in a fit of irritability, saying that the breakfast she brought was unpalatable and threw the breakfast on the floor.

The little nurse looked at the mess all over the floor, and started to cry. This is the breakfast she ordered at the most expensive and elegant breakfast shop in N City according to the dean's instructions. I heard that it was all served by this handsome man. My favorite, why is it hard to swallow now?
He was already upset when he saw the little nurse crying, and he became more and more impatient, just about to speak to push her away, when he raised his eyes, he suddenly saw the person standing at the door.She was wearing a nude-colored sleeveless dress, which made her skin fairer and her face was bright and charming. Her smooth black hair was pulled up and tucked behind her ear, and she was full of indescribable amorous feelings.

He couldn't express his anger all at once, and just looked at her in a dazed way. Her appearance was beyond his expectation. After two days of waiting, he no longer had any hope for her. , he didn't expect her to appear again suddenly, which made his heart burst into ecstasy.

Of course, he still didn't show such ecstasy on his face, but the hostility in his expression had dissipated a lot. Seeing this, the little nurse quickly bent down and cleaned up the mess on the ground and fled out in a hurry.

Standing at the door, Xu Liulian looked at the mess that the little nurse had packed up, and subconsciously hid the bag in her hand behind her back.What she held in her hand was the porridge she bought from the breakfast shop in front of the school. That shop was her favorite on weekdays. Whenever there was no class in the morning, she would go there specially to have a delicious breakfast.

It’s not a very big store, but it’s very clean. Whenever you go in, it gives you a feeling that the windows are clear and clean. Every morning, you sit near the window, drinking fragrant and delicious porridge, and watching the city gradually become bustling. , she felt that she had the courage to fight on this day.

When his beautiful and capable female secretary found her yesterday afternoon, she was coming out of the library with a bunch of books she had just borrowed. Lin Shanni looked at the books in her hand and said with a gentle smile, "It turns out that Ms. It's because he was busy with his studies that he didn't go to see our boss Lu!"

"Ha ha…"

She turned her head away in embarrassment and laughed a few times. She is such a smart person, and she immediately understood the meaning of Lin Shanni's words. She must be blaming her for not going to see him these two days, but, Who could understand the intense struggle in her heart these two days.

The news of Chen Qingchu's sudden return shocked her greatly. She deliberately kept herself busy like a spinning top, so that she would not have more energy to think about other things. Full of despair.She didn't even want to see the person who was still in the hospital, because seeing him would inevitably remind her of Chen Qingchu and her current identity, all of which were the source of her pain.

It took her several days to digest the news of Chen Qingchu's return to China, and gradually calm down the uneasiness, sadness and despair in her heart.

Seeing that she was silent, Lin Shanni continued to speak calmly and politely, "Miss Xu, you must know that our President Lu is burdened not only with his personal health problems, but also with the development and future of the entire company. Tian seemed to be in a bad mood and refused to cooperate with the doctor's treatment, and was unable to participate in many important negotiations, so that several big cases were lost!"

Xu Liulian looked up at her with displeasure. She hated him as a shrewd female secretary. She saw that she could understand the meaning hidden in her words, so she came to her so unscrupulously to criticize her. Bar?

Seemingly aware of the hostility in her eyes, the woman still maintained an unchanged smile, "Then you are busy, I will take my leave first!"

After speaking, she turned around and left gracefully. Her figure was set off by the well-tailored black one-step skirt. Xu Liulian couldn't help but think, with such a smart, beautiful and slick female secretary by his side for so many years, how could he not be moved?
But she also had to admit that Lin Shanni's words still stirred up some ripples in her heart. Thinking of the scene of him falling to the ground with a pale face that night, she felt a little sorry.And this morning when she came out for breakfast again, for some reason, she asked the boss for another package to take away.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw him knocking down a table of delicate breakfasts, and she regretted saying that it was hard to swallow. Standing there, she felt that even such a rich and delicious food was hard to swallow. If he couldn't swallow it, he wouldn't be able to eat what she bought.

Seeing her standing at the door without moving, Lu Zhou glanced at what seemed to be a breakfast bag in her hand, the gloom on her face dissipated a bit, but he still asked with a straight face, "What are you holding in your hand? "

"Uh, that..."

Xu Liulian saw that his eyes were fixed on the belt in her hand, knowing that he couldn't avoid it, so he said bravely, "I bought some breakfast when I came here..."

"Hurry up and bring it here, you want to starve me to death?"

He suddenly roared, frowning displeasedly and staring at her.

"... "

Xu Liulian was taken aback for a moment, thinking that you just swept away a big pile of breakfast, why do you know you are hungry, but even though she thought so, she still walked in with some hesitation.

Standing still by his hospital bed, she carefully took out the warm porridge and a few exquisite steamed buns from the packing bag, and handed him a spoon, and he took it and bowed his head to start eating. Everything is skillful and natural, as if they are lovers who have been together for a long time.

While Lu Zhouyue was eating breakfast, Xu Liulian was sitting on the chair next to him and playing with her fingers with her head down. She could feel his joy but still chose to turn her head down and ignore him. She didn't want to admit her importance to him because she felt very unbearable.

Lu Zhouyue finished his breakfast, and she sat there silently. He put the things in his hand aside and squinted at her, "Have you been busy these two days?"

Again?Alluding to why she didn't come to see him again!Why did everyone think she had to come and see him?Why?Just because he is her legal husband?She sat up straight and said somewhat dispiritedly, "The dissertation has been started, and I need to check a lot of information..."

But he was aggressive, "Are you sure you didn't come because you were busy with your thesis? Are you sure you're not avoiding something for other reasons?"

"You think too much!"

She opened her mouth to defend indifferently, but these four words sounded so feeble.

He fell silent all of a sudden, and stared at her complicatedly, as if trying to see what was going on in her heart. She was terrified by his staring, just at this time her cell phone rang, and it was a tutor's The classmate opened it and said that the instructor informed them to go to the office for a meeting at ten o'clock.

She just found a reason to leave, "I have to see my mentor in a while, you should take care of your illness, I'll be leaving first+"

After she finished speaking, she got up in a hurry and wanted to leave, but the wrist hanging under her body was suddenly held by him.

Before she could react, she was pulled by him forcefully and fell heavily into his arms. His lips pressed against her eagerly, with the smell of glutinous porridge, sucking her lips greedily. He seemed like He wanted to suck her lips into his mouth, but suddenly let them go and traced their shapes with the tip of his tongue.

His big hand was originally on the back of her head, but after a while it slid down to her back, caressing through the thin fabric.Touching her back, the evil fingers even lingered on the buckle on the back of her underwear, she pushed him away vigorously in surprise and anger, then wiped her mouth forcefully, her voice was about to cry, "Lu Zhouyue ,what are you doing!"

She really hates him treating her like this, and she hates having physical contact with him, because sometimes she will be confused by him unknowingly, and can't help interacting with him. She also kissed Chen Qingchu before, but that just made her People think it's just a kiss, unlike him, who can ignite love every time.breath of desire.

But he leaned there and smiled at her in a good mood, she gritted her teeth angrily and turned around to leave, "Liu Lian!"

He suddenly called to her from behind, and she stopped uncontrollably, only to hear his deep voice, "I hope to see you every day!"

She rushed out immediately as if she was running away. Damn man, why didn't he play black belly and take the affectionate route instead? This is too overwhelming.

Although he stated his expectations bluntly, since she went to see him in the hospital that morning, she never showed up again until he was discharged from the hospital. I don't know if she was really busy, or was scared by him kissing her that day.

If he could, he didn't want to scare her so abruptly, but when facing her, he couldn't control what he did. God knows how much he wanted to hold her rosy lips opening and closing in front of his eyes. They kiss deeply, God knows how much he wants to put her in his arms and hug her tightly when he sees her sitting there quietly with lowered eyebrows!
When he was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon, the weather was terribly gloomy. Just like his gloomy face, he felt inexplicably upset.Lin Shanni saw his thoughts at a glance, and reported dutifully, "Miss Xu has a part-time job at a convenience store tonight, and she will get off work around ten o'clock!"

He snorted coldly and sat in the car. He knew that she had always lived a very hard life, but now under his wings, as his justifiable wife, she has hundreds of millions of fortunes, but she is still exhausted. Part-time job, made it clear, I want to draw a line with him.

It started to rain in the evening, and then gradually turned into a torrential downpour. He was working in the study, glanced at the time, picked up the car keys, and rushed into the rain and fog. He set off at this time and drove to the place where she was working. A convenience store, just in time to pick her up after get off work.

As he thought about it, he was severely stabbed in the eye by the scene at the entrance of the convenience store.

Xu Liulian, who got off work on time at ten o'clock, walked out of the convenience store with a tired body. When she looked up and saw the man standing in the heavy rain with an umbrella and staring at her deeply, her eyes darkened and she almost fainted. His big hand reached out in time to support her.

She stood there in astonishment and looked at the man opposite, not daring to blink her eyes, for fear that the moment she closed and opened her eyes, he would disappear all of a sudden like he appeared every time in a dream.He is more handsome than three years ago, wearing a well-tailored and well-crafted expensive suit, he looks like a smart and capable white-collar worker, the only difference is that his face and eyes exude a calm light that has been polished by the years, such He was completely unfamiliar to her, but he was expected.

At that time, they were still young, and when they were most affectionate, they used to fantasize together that one day they both set foot in the society to participate in work. He wore a suit and leather shoes and she looked like a suit and high heels, because both of them are casual people. Both of them were dressed very casually, it was hard to imagine such a formal scene in suits and leather shoes, so both of them were laughing to and fro.

It's just that it's been so long since such laughter and laughter have changed beyond recognition.

For a moment, the sweet images of them being together flashed across her mind, and then came to the cold reality at this moment.

"Qi Chu..."

She murmured the name that lingered in her heart all day long and slowly closed her eyes in pain, tears rolled down from her eyes, Chen Qingchu held an umbrella in one hand and stretched out the other to gently hug her in her arms, " Little Lian, I'm back!"

Xu Liulian burst into tears in his arms all of a sudden, promised not to see him, agreed to be strangers from now on, but at this moment he was standing in front of him alive, and said lightly, "I'm back, let me go." All her pretense fell apart, and after all... she didn't push away his embrace.

On the street corner in the distance, the silver Land Rover in the heavy rain lost its usual arrogance and majesty, and suddenly became sad and desolate.In the car, Lu Zhouyue stared at the pair of hugging people with scarlet eyes, and his hands were about to break the steering wheel.

It's not that he can't accept her re-meeting with Chen Qingchu, what he can't accept is that, on such a night when she needs someone to take care of her, Chen Qingchu appears in front of her again before him, which makes him feel a little dejected: Does this mean that He will never catch up with her in this life?He was always one step behind Chen Qingchu, he was in high school, and he is still now.

In the airtight carriage, he felt that the air was not enough to breathe, and his chest felt like a big rock was crushed by life, which made him suffocate, so he simply lowered the window a little, and the raindrops from outside hit the window violently The sound of the glass brought him back to his senses. With a gloomy face, he took out his mobile phone and called her. She had married him as his wife. This was the biggest and only trump card in his hand.

He saw through the rain and fog that she just let the phone ring again and again and hugged Chen Qingchu regardless, and then stubbornly called her over and over again. In fact, he could have rushed down and pulled her away. Just stuff it into the car and leave, but that will only make him look like he has no grace at all. What he wants is for her to walk into his arms in front of that man.

Finally, the ringtone was so stubborn that the two hugging each other had to separate. He saw her lowering her head and taking out her mobile phone. He also saw her glance at Chen Qingchu in horror after seeing that it was him on the caller ID, and then turned her back while holding the phone. As Chen Qingchu picked it up, the corners of his mouth curled up in a proud and vengeful way, "I'll be waiting for you across the street, come here right away!"

"I'm not going!"

Her sharp and hysterical voice of refusal came, and he found from the rearview mirror that the smile on his face was deeper but also more dangerous, "I never say my words twice! Besides, I think I should remind you, Don't forget who you are now, Mrs. Lu!"

He said the last three words with gritted teeth, and then hung up the phone immediately after he finished speaking, without giving her any reason to redeem, and then he saw her holding on to the phone so powerlessly Squat down.

That boy, no, it should be the man now, he rushed over to help her up with a worried face, as if asking her what happened, he threw away the phone and leaned lazily on the back of the chair, waiting for her.

Facing Chen Qingchu's concerned inquiry, Xu Liulian just bit her lips with a pale face and said nothing. The man's phone call just now, and the last three cold words, were like a nightmare, and she was taken away from her. Waking up from a phantom dream.

She hastily pushed away Chen Qingchu's hand holding her arm, not daring to look at him again, "It's too late, I should go back!"

"I'll take you back to school!"

Chen Qingchu hurriedly grabbed her without giving up, her tears suddenly fell again, and then she raised a self-deprecating smile at the corner of her mouth, school?If only she could go back to school tonight!

Chen Qingchu was terrified by her crying and laughing for a while, threw the umbrella in her hand and hugged her tightly in her arms and asked distressedly, "Xiao Lian, what's wrong with you? Tell me, okay? Don't be scared." I…"

It is said that grief is greater than death, but now she is extremely calm in despair, she gently pushed Chen Qingchu away and said calmly, "I'm sorry Qingchu, I'm married!"

Then, in Chen Qingchu's eyes widened in astonishment, she covered her mouth and turned around and rushed into the rain and mist.

"Xiao Lian--"

Chen Qingchu's cry of pain and despair came from behind her, she ran all the way without stopping for a moment, and rushed into the silver car dormant on the opposite side.

Lu Zhouyue pressed her on the co-pilot's seat and kissed her almost the moment she rushed into the car with all her clothes wet and embarrassing. He rolled down all the windows of the car. Everything he did with her will be vividly displayed in Chen Qingchu's sight.

(End of this chapter)