my fox girl

Chapter 333 Untitled
All the curtains in the living room and bedroom were closed, making the room look particularly dark.

Yu Shuhui stepped in, looked at the room without any light, raised her legs and walked past the wine bottles, looking around while walking, smelling the smell of wine in the air.

After pushing open the door of the master bedroom, she finally saw Lin Yi crouching on the ground hugging his knees.

Seeing himself coming in, he didn't seem to react at all, and the smell of alcohol in the air became more and more pungent.

Seeing him like this, Yu Shuhui opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but her eyes felt sour inexplicably.

After a long silence, all the words in my heart were reduced to the simplest sentence, "Son, mom is here."

His voice trembled and he choked up.

Lin Yi didn't say anything, but slowly raised his head, looked at the figure in front of him, and after a long while, he hummed softly.

Then there was silence again.

Speechless.

The hair that has not been taken care of for many days looks disheveled, and the face is full of haggardness. Perhaps it is because of not seeing the sun for a long time, and the face is also very pale.

The moment Lin Yi raised his head, Yu Shuhui saw the eyes he was looking at her,

Not the slightest bit angry.

As a mother, she didn't know what to say for a while, she could only watch silently, at his devastated appearance, at the deep sense of decadence in his body.

There was never a sense of decadence in him.

Putting the food box in her hand on the ground, Yu Shuhui stepped forward, squatted down, looked at her son in front of her, and reached out to caress his face, "Son, can you talk to mom?"

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no respond.

Lin Yi stared blankly at his mother in front of him, at the woman who gave birth to him and raised him, and at the unstoppable tears on her face.

I felt that my thinking seemed to have stagnated, and I couldn't lift the slightest bit of strength in my body, so I could only stare at her blankly.

After a while, he stretched out his hand to wipe her face a few times, and an extremely hoarse voice came out of his mouth, "Mom, don't cry."

"Mom doesn't cry, Mom doesn't cry, but when you look like this, Mom feels distressed."

Yu Shuhui wiped away the tears on her face again and again, trying her best to pull out a somewhat ugly smile,

"The police have been searching for more than half a month. Maybe there will be clues soon. Don't worry, they will definitely find them."

Looking at the woman in front of him who was trying to comfort him with a pair of lifeless eyes, Lin Yi was silent for a moment, then slowly shook his head, "I can't find it."

After I came back that day, I didn't find her figure, and I couldn't find her anywhere.

Can't find it anyway.

Just like her sudden and inexplicable appearance three years ago, she suddenly and inexplicably disappeared without warning.

He knew clearly in his heart that the little fox demon had returned to her world, the world that he could not reach, Qingqiu.

Things that he has been unwilling to think about, things that he has been unwilling to face, will inevitably happen after all.

He lost the little fox demon.

"Why can't I find it? Don't be discouraged. I will definitely find her. Mom promises you that I will find her."

Looking at the son in front of her, seeing the deep loneliness and helplessness on his face, Yu Shuhui felt heartbroken, but she couldn't help.

It's so good, how could it develop like this.

Lin Yi looked at her for a moment, then whispered: "Mom, your daughter-in-law is actually a fox demon, do you believe it?"

"Mom letter."

"En." Lin Yi responded softly, and then lowered his head and buried it between his knees. After a while, he said, "Mom, let's go."

"Mom no."

"Mom, I want to be alone."

Lin Yi spoke again, but didn't raise his head, just stared at the ground quietly, his mother's voice seemed to sound in his ears again, she seemed to be telling him something, but it seemed that he couldn't hear it clearly, and he always felt that all the voices were far away from him. very far away.

Time seemed to stand still.

He squatted on the ground in a daze, and finally looked up after a long while, but his mother was no longer in the room. He looked at the food box on the ground, paused for a moment, and then looked away.

The room is very quiet, everything is very quiet, there is no sound of cooking in the kitchen, no rattling of keyboards in the living room, and no sound of splashing water in the bathroom.

There is no sound of her in any corner.

Just endless silence.

But her clothes were still drying on the balcony, and when she opened the closet, the red wedding dress was particularly conspicuous, the doll on the bed, the potted plant on the computer desk, and the two armchairs with pillows.

The few study materials under the coffee table.

Nothing seems to have changed in this family, there are traces of her everywhere, but now there is no trace of her.

Lin Yi carefully looked at the wedding photo of the two of them on the wall, looking at her smiling like a flower in the photo, watching quietly.

Scenes of memories inevitably surfaced in my mind.

"I, I want to go home."

"We're just pretending to be a couple, not real."

"You are a shameless pervert."

"I don't know if I like you or not, but I don't think I want to go back now."

"Lin Yi, I like you."

"You want to like me forever, always like me, you know?"

"Honey, I want to give you a baby, a baby that belongs to us."

Thinking about it, Lin Yi suddenly felt that his lips were moist, slightly warm and salty.

He picked up the wine bottle on the ground and brought it to his mouth.

Lifting his head and gulping it down, the acrid feeling brought by the alcohol stimulated his throat, and his eyes were briefly absent-minded.

Finally seeing her figure before her eyes, she frowned, and her small nose was slightly wrinkled, as if she was a little unhappy.

A slightly angry voice echoed in his ears.

"You promised me not to drink"

Lin Yi's eyes were in a trance, as if in a daze. The corners of his mouth were raised, and a smile appeared on his face, but it was still difficult to hide the sadness in his eyes.

He stretched out his hand to touch the figure in front of him, but he hesitated to withdraw his hand, and said softly to the air: "I didn't want to drink, but I want to see you again"

no respond.

The phantom in front of him disappeared, and the ears fell into silence again.

Leaning back and letting himself lie flat on the floor, he stared blankly at the ceiling, his lips moving, his voice full of apology.

"I'm sorry, I said before that even if you disappear, I will definitely find you, but I can't find you"

After all, he broke his promise.

Qingqiu is too far away, I don't know how to get there.

I don't know how to find you either.

For no reason, I remembered the experience of going to Taizhen Temple, the wooden stick that fell on the ground, and the hexagram.

Feng went to Qinlou, clouds converged on Wushan Mountain, the rivers and rivers could not be crossed, and it was difficult for Yao Ji to reappear.

This is what the signature means.

I should have known.

Also already known.

But I didn't expect that one day, this lottery would really come true.

perhaps……

It should be said that I don't want to think about it.

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