Ghost marriage favor: ghost husband is too difficult to deal with

Chapter 182
My name is Yun Jing, and I have been an illegitimate child who can't see the light since I was born.

Born in the state of Chu, but a native of the state of Wei, my father, Yun Qi, was originally the ninth prince of the state of Wei, but because he was born of a maidservant, the maidservant who gave birth to him was executed by the emperor of the State of Wei when he was born. .

Because of my humble status, even though I have the name of a prince, I still don’t like it. It’s almost a copy of my childhood, where I was bullied by the rest of the princes in the Wei Palace.

But even though my father lived helplessly in the Imperial Palace of Wei, he met Yun Ye, the teacher of Chu State at that time by chance, and even recognized Yun Ye as his father and changed his name to Yun Qi, and left Wei State with Yun Ye. The palace came to the state of Chu.

The difference from me is that since he was a child, he has had the status of being able to walk in front of people with integrity, the closed disciple of the national teacher Yun Ye.

But because of my father Yun Qi's cowardice, incompetence, worry, and fear, he pretended to be an eunuch and suffered all kinds of bullying in the palace of Chu State since he was a child.

His father is the prince of Wei State. His lifelong dream is to prepare everything quietly behind the scenes, and one day he will return to Wei State and use his identity as the Ninth Prince to regain everything that belongs to him, including the throne of Wei State.

But my father's lifelong dream was given up because of a woman, that is, my mother, Chu Yun.

I only found out about this matter after my father died, including his status as the prince of Wei. My father left me a letter after his death. There were two wills in the letter, one for me After his death, he slaughtered all the Feng family of the royal family of Chu State!To avenge my mother.

One part is for me to take over the forces he left in the dark with iron-blooded wrists after destroying Chu State, return to Wei State, help him regain everything that should belong to him, and help him accomplish what he wanted to do but Things that didn't get done.

I can't understand why my father gave up his lifelong goal for a woman, even for my gentle, virtuous, considerate and kind mother, but at that time, my mother was already the virtuous concubine of Emperor Chu, and my father was still willing to appear in her presence Behind her, guard her silently, even if she is made into a human pig.

My father has never met my mother face to face in this life. He is afraid of facing himself who is very cowardly and unable to take my mother out of the palace because he is still powerless.

When I was young, the images I saw the most were my father holding a hairpin in the direction of the cold palace, looking at things and thinking about people, secretly deploying his own power in various dangerous situations.

It wasn't until I personally destroyed Chu State in my hands and forced to death my beloved woman, Feng Shitian, that I suddenly realized.

It turns out that everything in the world is just floating clouds, the most real, the most cherished person, and the thing I care about the most can only be seen clearly at the moment when I destroy it with my own hands.

When I met Feng Shitian, I was actually ten years old, but I was short and looked like I was only seven or eight years old, so Feng Shitian always regarded himself as my older sister.

Her appearance rushed into my heart like a fairy who fell into the world. At that time, I didn't understand what it felt like until my identity was revealed, I broke up with Feng Shitianen, took over my father's power, and began to plan everything for myself At that time, when she saw her disguised as a man and getting along with Junli, her chest suddenly felt more uncomfortable than when her father passed away.

I see, it seems like... like?
But my shoulders bear the mission of my father's life and the heavy responsibility of avenging my mother. Why should I like it? What should I like?How can I like the daughter of my enemy?

I know that I have done a lot of unreasonable things secretly, including the fact that I killed the emperor of Chu, Feng Shitian knew about it, but after all, she is the little sun I know, she only knows how to warm others, but she is cold Own.

She obviously broke up with me, but she was afraid that what I had done would be discovered by the Emperor Chu, so she secretly used her power to help me clean up the traces I left behind. Later, I even left some traces on purpose, just thinking Look at the way she is busy covering me.

In this life, it may be difficult for me and her to have any relationship other than enemies, but can I selfishly think that I am still her friend in her heart?

Can I be selfish and think that I still have a very important place in her heart?
But gradually, I found that I couldn't accept seeing her in contact with Junli in the dark, and at this time, I had already discussed with Junli and Gu Yicheng the countermeasures to attack Chu, so I was making countermeasures. On the day of the agreement, Junli and Gu Yicheng were sent away, and they went back to Yan and Wei to prepare troops.

That night, I specially tricked Feng Jiu, and let her run in front of Feng Shitian, telling her that the Yan Kingdom was about to attack, and the leader of the army was the Crown Prince Junli of the Yan Kingdom.

What I didn't expect was that after Feng Jiu said this, Feng Shitian didn't react much, but his pupils were bloodshot, and he asked Feng Jiu with hatred.

"why?"

"Why did you tell me the truth? After you tell me the truth, I can't even deceive myself, you know!"

Feng Shitian's two words completely chilled my heart.

It turned out that she knew, she knew it a long time ago, she knew everything.

But she fell in love with Junli, she would rather not pierce the window, be a deaf and dumb, a Rongle who can only live in her own world.

Feng Shitian pushed Feng Jiu away that night, and rushed out of the palace to find Junli. I know he didn't seek Junli to confront him, but to break through the window. She can no longer just live by herself Joy in the world.

She is Feng Shitian of Chu State, and she shoulders the people who want to lead Chu State to prosperity. She is the uncrowned prince of Chu State. A monarch.

She can no longer be herself, once Yan Guo and Wei Guo call together, she will put on armor, and Junli and Gu Yicheng will be completely reduced to enemies.

Looking at the figure of her returning to the palace in a hurry, I am very glad that I saved a hand to let Jun Li and Gu Yicheng leave Chu State ahead of time, cutting off their last thoughts.

But I have always been unwilling to admit that Feng Shitian knew all this a long time ago, but she has been deceiving herself and others. In my heart, she obviously knows nothing about Feng Shitian. Junli has been hurt like this, and he is unwilling to admit that Feng Shitian loves Junli.

In the days that followed, I continued to confuse Emperor Chu with hexagrams, and even asked him to take Feng Jiu back to the palace, and asked him to agree to the marriage proposal of Yan State, and made Feng Jiu the eldest princess of Changle, and married Yan State beautifully.

In fact, Feng Shitian and Junli didn't know it all the time. Before Chu Huang took Fengjiu back to the palace, he had already agreed to Yan Guo's marriage proposal in his heart, and wanted to marry Feng Shitian to Junli.

But under my nose, how can I let my beloved woman marry someone else?
I admit, I am a villain, and I am ruthless.

But since I was born, I can only live cautiously, and I must live a life of constant vigilance, without making any mistakes. I am afraid, and I am afraid that any mistake will push me into a catastrophe.

I can only close my heart, and only believe in myself, so that I will not be reduced to someone else's pawn, so that I can become a player in this big game of chess. I must strategize and not allow a single mistake!
But on the day when Emperor Chu agreed to the marriage between Chu Yan and Feng Jiu married Junli, Feng Shitian ran out of the palace like crazy, traveled thousands of miles to the country of Yan, and completed the scene where Junli married Feng Jiu. I looked down.

What she didn't know was that I followed her all the way. Although I was the planner of the whole thing, when I watched her standing in a red dress and submerged in the crowd, I burst into tears.

My heart also ached.

How much I want to go up and hold her in my arms, wipe away the tears on her face, tell her, I love her, tell her, I'm sorry.

Tell her that I want to give up everything for her, and I want to ask her if she would like to come with me, throw away all the shackles and wander the world with me?
But I can't, I can't, she can't either, she is Feng Shitian, Feng Shitian who bears the destiny of Chu Kingdom.

I am Yun Jing, the national teacher of the state of Chu. I want to fulfill my father's long-cherished wish and avenge my mother's Yun Jing.

The two of us are obviously destined enemies, but God let us know each other, and even let her leave an indelible image in my heart.

(End of this chapter)