Ghost marriage favor: ghost husband is too difficult to deal with

Chapter 183
I love you, Feng Shitian, but I may not be able to say these words to you in my life.

Even I'm sorry, I can't say to you, I have to keep a cold-blooded, ruthless, vicious look in front of you, so that at least you will hate me and remember me.

I remember you once rescued a white-eyed wolf who was bullied but revenged, Yun Jing.

Not long after Junli married Fengjiu, we have already planned all the territory. The first battle against Chu State will start from Xuzhou, which is the closest to Chu State.

As I expected, when the Emperor of Chu knew that Yan State and Chu State were married but still sent troops to attack Chu State, making Chu State the laughing stock of other countries, he became very anxious and could not afford to get sick.

And the reason why Emperor Chu fell ill in such a "delicate" way is thanks to his good daughter Feng Jiu who prescribes medicine to his good food.

I know that things have come to this point, the soldiers of Yan, Qin, and Wei are about to approach the city, and the little affection between me and Feng Shitian will soon be gone.

Do I regret it?

I don't know, but I haven't been happy anymore, and I haven't even shown a smile on my face.

When I was a child, the time with Feng Shitian was probably the happiest I have ever lived in my life, and the memory that I forgot all the sorrows the most, right?
If possible, I really want her to forgive me, and I really want her to hate me like this for the rest of my life.

But what I didn't expect was that after Feng Shitian learned the news, he locked himself in the palace for three days and three nights. Outsiders didn't know about it, but I saw it clearly.

She drank strong wine for three days and three nights in the palace, vomited, vomited and drank. For three days and three nights, was she practicing for herself, or was she drinking all the wine in this life at once?

Three days later, when Feng Shitian left the customs, he took the initiative to invite the emperor of Chu to go out to fight. This was something I never expected, I was scared, I was really scared.

I suddenly realized that if Feng Shitian died on the battlefield like this, then what's the point of me being alive?
I ran into her palace recklessly, and I wanted to persuade her, but she cut off a piece of her own robe with a sword and slammed it on my face.

she says.

She will never forgive me in her life.

When she uttered these words, my heart felt like it was dead, and I froze in place, watching her drifting away.

How much I want to rush forward, hold her in my arms fiercely, end all this, save the state of Chu for her, and let her be Princess Rongle of the state of Chu forever.

But these can only be thought about.

Isn't there a saying, is it good?

"No matter who you meet, she is the person who should appear in your life. It is no accident. She will definitely teach you something."

She taught me love, but I can't afford to love, can't love.

My father Yun Qi is a wimp, he is cowardly, why am I not?
I don't even dare to face my own feelings directly. I hate myself for being like this. I hate myself for having blood on my hands. I'm disgusted!
Before Feng Shitian went out to fight, he put on a suit of armor, and he looked heroic!

I watched her pull her hair up to reveal that smooth face, the beauty of which cannot be described in any words.

She finally lived up to everyone's expectations, and like a soldier, she wanted to shoulder the fate and hope of Chu State.

When she said that. "Chu country is here, she is here. Chu country is dead, she is dead!" After that, the momentum of the whole Chu country was inspired, but it cooled my heart.

I don't know either, what right do I have to cool my heart?
Isn't all this exactly what I think, what I wish, and what I look forward to?

Feng Shitian on the battlefield saw Junli again, and already looked at her with a very strange look.

I know that she let it go, let it go hard in those three days, at this moment, she is no longer her, she can never be herself again, she can only be Feng Shitian in everyone's mind.

it's me!

It was I who pushed her into this position with my own hands, and it was all me!
As far as I know, even though she has fought against Junli many times and met many times, she has not told her in any form that she is his sworn brother Shitian.

And Junli didn't recognize her who had changed back to her real appearance.

The two armies fought for a long time, until the Chu army retreated steadily and was forced to the foot of the imperial city, the Chu emperor died suddenly, the queen hanged herself, Feng Shitian didn't show the slightest bit of distress.

Because she is not allowed, she is the hope of the Chu country, she represents the entire Chu country, how can she shrink back because of the death of the Queen of Chu?
The death of the Empress Chu was planned by Feng Jiu alone. Feng Shitian knew all of this better than anyone else, and the world may not be able to understand it. She knew all of this early on, and could even prevent this tragedy.

As long as she opens her mouth to tell Junli who she is, but she doesn't.

I know better than anyone else that her arrogance does not allow her to bow her head in this matter, and even though she is dead, looking at Junli's expression, she doesn't feel any hatred at all.

She... I'm afraid she can see it better than anyone else?
The moment Feng Shitian jumped down from the imperial city, I felt as if I had lost the whole world, I couldn't bear it anymore and rushed directly in front of her, but I didn't even touch a single hem of her clothes.

She died, before my eyes.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

I forced her to death, what right do I have to say I love her?

If it weren't for her, my life in the Chu Palace would be as cheap as a dog, who would take pity on me?
The day she died was beautiful, and the surprise will always be imprinted in my mind, but at the moment she died, I could only tell her carefully from the bottom of my heart.

I love you.

When I rushed over, Jun Li also rushed over, maybe he didn't know why he rushed over until Feng Shitian died, right?
Whenever Jun Li felt that Feng Shitian was familiar with him and wanted to ask me about Feng Shitian's situation, I used various reasons to avoid it, and the battle between the two armies was so urgent that Jun Li had no time to think too much.

Perhaps, when Junli was conspired by me to marry Fengjiu, the two of them were doomed to miss it, right?

After Feng Shitian died, I buried her on Changbai Mountain with my own hands, and my heart was buried with her.

It is said that after Feng Shitian died, Junli received a letter about Feng Shitian, and even directly divorced Princess Changle Feng Jiu because of the content of the letter.

But what is written in this letter?Who knows?
However, I can guess.

It was written in the four characters Junbulixi, right?

How ironic, he was the one who destroyed her country and ruined her city, but she still loved him.

You are away, you are away, you are not leaving...

I'm afraid I'll never meet such a pure love again in my life, after all, my heart is very small, so small that I can only accommodate Feng Shitian alone, that's enough.

Then in the days to come, let me take all the memories with me, be a dead person, and fulfill my father's long-cherished wish.

From day and night at the beginning, I accompany once in the next few months.

It wasn't until a geisha became famous in the country of Yan that I was dragged to the country of Yan. The moment I saw the true face of this geisha, my dead heart gradually came alive.

Like a heart that had stopped beating for a long time, it suddenly came back to life, and I smirked at her for a long time.

It is said that she does not have a name, but because of the name of Misfortune Yan, everyone calls her Misfortune Yan. After I saw her, I ran back to Changbai Mountain like crazy, wanting to open Feng Shitian's tomb to see. How can anyone look so much alike?
You know, even though Feng Jiu looks exactly the same as Feng Shitian, one is vicious and the other is proud, so it is still very easy to tell them apart.

When I dug up Feng Shitian's tomb and saw the empty coffin, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and lay on the snow in Changbai Mountain for a long time without getting up.

I already knew that once Phoenix was ashes, he would be reborn from nirvana. Feng Shitian, how could she die?
The first thing I did when I returned to Yan Country was to find the famous Huanyan, just about to ask her if she was Feng Shitian, but she smiled and yelled at me.

"Yunjing, long time no see."

There is no hatred in the eyes, it is very plain, so plain that it seems that we are just friends who have been separated for many years and have never met.

I stood there blankly looking at her and asked her why?
Why did you come back to life even though you were dead and buried in Changbai Mountain with my own hands?
But Fuyan didn't give me any answer, but asked me with a smile, is this not good?

Her smile is very beautiful, compared to Feng Shitian's pureness, it is a little bit more like a poppy demon, people can tell that she is poison at a glance, but they can't help but want to get closer...

"Are you coming back to take revenge on me, or Junli?"

I opened my mouth expectantly, but Fuyan gently stroked the strings under her hand and asked me.

"In your eyes, is there only hatred?"

(End of this chapter)