a zombie haunts me

Chapter 206 Stillbirth
All of a sudden, I was dumbfounded.

I have to say that she guessed right, but even if she guessed right, so what, I always fear this child more than I like it.

"Ah."

After hesitating for a moment, I seemed to have finally made a decision, and nodded firmly.

At that moment, the female doctor's expression changed. She grabbed my hand and asked righteously: "Since you didn't want this child at all, why did you want to conceive him again?"

"I……"

I don't understand why she is so angry, I just feel that she seems to be gnashing her teeth at me.

"I didn't want to either, it was an accident..."

I hesitated to speak, but such an answer did not satisfy her.

She let go of my hand suddenly, sat down heavily on the seat, then picked up the teacup, didn't even take a sip of water, then slapped it heavily on the table.

The teacup made a crisp sound, and I was so frightened that I trembled all over, and then I frowned and looked at her.

"A young girl like you, do you know how to protect yourself? Do you know how much harm an operation can do to a person? When you want to have a child but can't conceive, you will know." There are benefits to this.”

She seems to have a bit of hatred for me, and that's right, maybe several of her daily patients are young women like me who don't want children.

I sighed deeply and wanted to tell her that my child is not an ordinary child at all, he is a dead fetus!

However, I can only swallow these words in my stomach.

After a while, she seemed to have finally figured it out. After writing the case, she tore off a note and said to me, "Go for an examination first."

I nodded and walked all the way to the B-ultrasound room according to the above address.

My heart is inexplicably heavy. I don’t know why, but the child has become very obedient in my stomach, and has never kicked me again, as if waiting for a heavy sentence. I feel an inexplicable sadness .

After a while, I finally walked to the door of the B-ultrasound room. The door was closed tightly, but I heard the roar of the machine inside.

Across a door, there was a cold air blowing towards my face, which made me shiver uncontrollably.

It seems that a voice is saying to me: why are you so cruel...

After hesitating for a long time, I knocked lightly on the door, and the doctor inside said, "Come in."

I nodded and walked in slowly, but my mood was so solemn that it was hard to describe in words.

The doctors here seem to have been used to these scenes, so they seemed to treat me like a mechanical part sent in for testing, and said to me: "Lie down."

After some examinations, I left the B-ultrasound room, and the doctor asked me to wait outside the door, and the results would come out soon.

I just sat on the cold chair with my head down, looking at my still flat belly.

Suddenly, A Lang's smiling face came to mind, just like the first time he saw me.

All of a sudden, I was so scared, my heart seemed to be poked by something suddenly, and the pain was so painful.

I held the small case paper tightly in my palm, as if I was holding something important and was reluctant to let go.

The torment in my heart almost tore my whole body in half. I raised my eyes helplessly and looked at the door not far away. The words "B-ultrasound room" at the door seemed to have sharp thorns, and it hurt. my eyes.

At this time, there seemed to be some strange voices coming from my ears. I was slightly taken aback, and turned my head subconsciously, only to find that a mother was begging for a person.

"I beg you, save my child. I'm already thinking about the medical expenses. If my child leaves the hospital, he will die."

The mother's hair was already much grayer. At first glance, his child was only two or three years old.

I don't understand why she kneels here and begs, but she seems to be accustomed to seeing other people's eyes.

The doctor closed the door of the office heavily, and a few patients who were not used to it came over and said to the mother, "Forget it, this child cannot be saved. If he dies in the hospital, the hospital will be responsible for it." , That's why they drive you away, even if you raise all the money, it's probably useless."

My heart was pounding, but suddenly stopped for a few seconds, as if something was pressing on my heart, which made me feel a little breathless.

"What are you talking about, are you crazy, my child is fine... As long as there is money for treatment, he will be fine."

As the mother said, her tears stayed, like broken beads.

"My child is very obedient. I promised him that when he gets better, I will take him to the aquarium to see dolphins...I promised him..."

Slowly, she began to sob, and finally she couldn't cry.

I just watched from a distance like that, and wanted to go forward to persuade her, but I didn't know what to say.

At this moment, there was a slight pain in my stomach, as if a child kicked me suddenly.

"The child is still so young, even if it can be cured, it may leave serious sequelae. Why do you do this? It's better to have another child while you are young. This child will... oh..."

It seems that this mother has not been in the hospital for a day or two, and even other people gradually understand the situation of their family.

Telling a mother to give up her child, honestly, I can't say that.

However, if I compare my heart with my heart, I have to give up my child...

A kind of reluctance spread in my heart, like a terrible virus, it spread to my limbs and bones in an instant, making my blood boil with it.

"What are you talking about?"

The woman's emotions suddenly became very agitated. She grabbed the persuader by the collar and shouted, "Do you know how hard it is to have a child!"

Everyone was stunned, but no one stepped forward to help.

"For this child, I started preparing for pregnancy very early. I went to bed early and woke up early every day, and kept exercising. My husband quit smoking and drinking. I dare not use the TV, computer, and mobile phone at home. When I was pregnant in October, when I was at the door, The baby was difficult to deliver, I was in pain for several hours before I arrived at the hospital, after surgery, I finally gave birth to him..."

As the woman spoke, her mood gradually became depressed.

I know that she is very aware of the child's condition in her heart, but she just doesn't want to admit it.

After a pause, she continued: "You know, the first time you felt fetal movement, the first time you saw him in the B-ultrasound picture, the first time you breastfeed, the first time you changed the diaper, that kind of In the mood?"

In an instant, I felt like an electric current passed through my whole body. Then, I lowered my eyes slightly, and slowly stroked my stomach with one hand, only to realize that the small ups and downs on my stomach made my heart tremble so much.

Even though I have only been pregnant for a few days, I have already felt the fetal movement several times. That is my child, my own biological child, how could I kill him so cruelly with my own hands?
I don't seem to be alone anymore, I have a child of my own...

Even if my child is a freak, even if he feeds on blood in the future, I must take good care of him and love him, even if one day, I may sacrifice myself.

No... I can't take this baby away...

Thinking of this, I suddenly stood up and prepared to leave.

But at this moment, the door of the B-ultrasound room I had been waiting for suddenly opened.

"Liu Yiyi... who is Liu Yiyi?"

I was stunned for a moment, and the results of my pregnancy test came out.

"it's me."

I turned around subconsciously, and met the slightly weird look in the nurse's eyes.

"Did you come alone?"

She walked up to me, and instead of handing me the prenatal inspection report, she suddenly asked such a question, which made me feel an ominous premonition.

"Well, I... I came alone."

My heart gradually became tense, and I couldn't even speak very neatly.

"Then prepare for surgery."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave. She didn't even intend to hand over the prenatal inspection report to me.

At that moment, I felt as if she had something to hide from me.

I hurriedly stopped her, with a slightly trembling voice: "I've figured it out, I won't have any surgery anymore, I plan to give birth to this child."

"This……"

She was about to leave, but she stopped suddenly, thought for a while, then turned to me and said, "This child must be taken away."

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly my eyes widened. Just now, the female doctor wanted to persuade me to give birth to this child. Why did everything change when the obstetric inspection report came out?
"After your family members come, I will explain it clearly. You should prepare for the operation first."

When she spoke, her tone was very relaxed, but after I heard it, my heart became extremely heavy.

"What's going on, tell me clearly, if you don't tell me clearly, I won't undergo surgery."

I was a little emotional, as if I had startled the nurse.

Suddenly, she handed the prenatal inspection report into my hands, and then said to me: "You can see for yourself, the baby in your stomach was found to be stillborn, with no signs of life at all, so this baby must be removed." Otherwise, your own life will be in danger."

In an instant, my heart seemed to be stabbed by something. The wound was so deep that I even stopped breathing suddenly.

"stillbirth……"

I just felt my baby kicking my stomach, if it is stillborn, why is there fetal movement?
By the way, I actually forgot, this child is a corpse, it is impossible to have a heartbeat at all.

My brain seemed to be suddenly hit with a mallet, and there was a buzzing sound.

I don't know when the cold sweat came out, and slowly flowed down my neck into my clothes, raising a layer of goose bumps without any effort.

What should I do, should I keep this child, or take him away cruelly?

Suddenly, there was another cry of a baby in my ear. The sound was like a demon in my heart, and it hurt my eardrum instantly. I heard him say: "Mom... don't..."

(End of this chapter)