Step by step lotus flower

Chapter 745 Afterword Dream (1)
Back then, she had only been married to Zhao Yanjie for a few days, so she followed him back to a county under the jurisdiction of Yuezhou, and started the trivial life of dealing with firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea every day.

It was really difficult at that time, her dowry was not rich, Zhao Yanjie didn't have much property, and her salary was even negligibly small, but the county was so remote and poor that it was a majestic county, but there was only one dirt street where every meal could be eaten for free. Even if she has rice, she can be regarded as a big family in the local area. Even if she has money, she can't buy anything, let alone she doesn't dare to spend money recklessly.

The only consolation was that Zhao Yanjie was very considerate to her, which was beyond her expectation.

Not only would he go back to the back office to accompany her every night after he finished his work in the yamen, but he would also go to the back office to accompany her for lunch most of the time at noon. Immediately send it back to her, and often send her cloth jewelry or something, although it is not expensive, what is rare is his heart.

It made her feel unreal for a while. She never thought that her husband was such a cold-hearted person. The key point is that her marriage with him was not very glorious in the end. It is rare that he did not dislike her at all. She must be I have accumulated great virtue in my previous life, so I can marry such a good husband in this life!

The nanny who came with her also sighed, even though the young lady followed her to this place where there are no eggs and no shit, it is really wronged, but it is worth it to treat the young lady well for the uncle!

She was really happy at that time, so happy that she felt that she had the whole world.

When she gave birth to two daughters in a row, he was already a sixth-rank official at that time. She felt guilty and offered to take a good concubine for him, so as to pass on the incense for the Zhao family.

But he flatly refused, saying that having sons and daughters is determined by God, if two fail, they will have three, and if three fail, they will have four. What do you want to insert someone between husband and wife?
Lu Mingxin was so happy and satisfied that she thought she was dreaming, a beautiful dream that one just wanted to indulge in and never wake up from.

The only thing she can do is to treat Zhao Yanjie more and more, so as not to disappoint his deep friendship and God's love for her.

It's a pity that dreams are just dreams after all, no matter how beautiful the dream is, the day when I finally wake up.

The day Lu Mingxin woke up from her dream was exactly the day of her son's full moon.

At that time, it was the seventh year that she had been married to Zhao Yanjie. In this year, she finally gave birth to his eldest son, a hard-won eldest son. Since then, Mrs. Zhao's position will become more and more stable, so that she can finally be worthy of Zhao Yanjie and the ancestors of the Zhao family.

Contrary to her usual low profile, and regardless of Zhao Yanjie's disapproval of her opinion, she drafted a post by herself during the confinement period, intending to have a feast for the celebrities and gentry in the city on the day of her son's full moon, and let everyone know She finally gave birth to a son for Zhao Yanjie, and let everyone know her happiness.

On the day of the big banquet, all the noble ladies who came to congratulate her were full of envy. Although she was known as the lady of Dingguo Gongfu, the number one noble and wealthy family in the capital, what kind of life did she live in Dingguo Gongfu? Only she knew that the scenery and satisfaction of that day made her feel that even if she died immediately, she would have no regrets in this life!

After seeing off all the guests in the evening, Lu Mingxin rubbed her face that was almost frozen from laughter, and went back to her room.

After washing and changing clothes, she went to look at her son in the blue gauze closet in her inner room, and saw that his little face was flushed and cute, her heart was about to melt when she saw him sleeping. I can't get enough of my sleeping face.

It was the servant girl who came in to remind her that it was getting late, but the master hadn't come back yet, and asked her whether she should continue to wait for the master, or send someone to take a look, and she later realized that it was almost three o'clock.

Lu Mingxin immediately sent his mother-in-law to go outside to see where Zhao Yanjie was, and later the mother-in-law came in to report that Zhao Yanjie was drunk and was taking a nap in the study outside.

It was already September at that time, and although it wasn't too cold, it was by no means warm. Lu Mingxin couldn't help scolding Zhao Yanjie's long entourage, and then asked someone to make hangover soup, and hurried to The outside study.

Seeing Zhao Yanjie lying on the couch by the window, he was already drunk and unconscious.

Lu Mingxin was angry and distressed at the same time, so he asked someone to fetch hot water to help him freshen up once, and then served him some hangover soup. Seeing that it was unrealistic to move him back to the inner courtyard at this moment, he had to order someone to Go in and get his quilt, and plan to let him spend the night in the study outside tonight.

Unexpectedly, after she settled everything, she was about to leave, but he grabbed her hand from behind, and then with a little force, she couldn't control her figure, and she lay on him completely, being held tightly by him. Hugged tightly.

Lu Mingxin was shy and happy at the same time. He and Zhao Yanjie were husband and wife for seven years, and there were not many times when he showed his enthusiasm like this... Right now, he didn't care that he was just confinement, and his body hadn't fully recovered, so he was going to fulfill his wish After all, because of his pregnancy, he has been vegetarian for almost a year, he loves himself, how can he not love him?

After Zhao Yanjie was fussy for a while, he didn't make any further movements. He just hugged her tightly while stroking her hair with his hands. The tenderness and tenderness made her whole body and mind melt. Even when sleeping face is satisfied.

Before he knew it, Lu Mingxin fell asleep, and couldn't help but close his eyes amidst the beating of Zhao Yanjie's heart.

But Zhao Yanjie's voice suddenly came from next to my ear: "Sister Xuan, I said that I will treat you well for the rest of my life, so that you will not be wronged. If I can say what I say, I will definitely do it..." It was like a dream, almost soft whisper.

However, because Lu Mingxin had been away for too long, she listened to everything without missing a word. She felt as if she had been thrown into an ice cave in a cold day, and her whole body was completely cold.

It turns out that the reason why my husband has been so kind to me these years is that I have always used myself as a substitute for others; it turns out that the kindness he treats himself is not out of his heart, but others; he is clearly treating himself Well, he is proving to other women that he can be a good husband!
Lu Mingxin was so sad and angry that she wasted all these years treating him so well, wasting herself because she couldn't bear a son for him, eating three years of fasting secretly, wasting herself treating him as her god, even if she paid for him Life is also willing, - so many years of love, it turns out that they have all been paid by mistake!

However, after Zhao Yanjie finished that sentence, he fell into a deep sleep again, making it impossible for her to question him immediately, so she could only numbly get down to the ground and return to her room in the inner courtyard numbly.

(End of this chapter)