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Chapter 746 Afterword Dream (2)
After that day, Lu Mingxin became more polite and distant towards Zhao Yanjie. Zhao Yanjie was busy with the affairs of the yamen, so he didn't notice it for a while, and only thought that Lu Mingxin was tired.

Her nanny spent most of the day with her, but she quickly noticed her strangeness, and when she saw her brother fell asleep in the afternoon and no one was around to serve her, she spoke out to persuade her, There is only one meaning inside and outside the words, the master treats his wife so well, how can the wife get into trouble with the master?Even if the wife is not for herself, isn't she also thinking about the three children, and she has to wait for the master to bring back a few more rooms, and it is impossible to have a lot of sons and daughters.

Lu Mingxuan's heart was already suffocated, and she wanted to question Zhao Yanjie several times, but she swallowed her words in the end. If Zhao Yanjie admitted to his face that he did use her as a substitute for so many years, how would she deal with herself in the future?Now that she hasn't heard him admit it personally, she can still deceive herself and say to herself that she heard it wrong that day, and he was so drunk that he passed out, maybe she doesn't even know what she said, so why should she be serious with him?

Seeing the nanny asking now, she couldn't bear it any longer, and told the nanny all about the matter, and finally said ruthlessly with tears in her eyes: "I didn't realize until now that I have been a pitiful and ridiculous substitute. Days like this How else can I live? I can’t live with this kind of life for a day! I want to make peace with him. From now on, I will take my Yangguan Road, and he will cross his single-plank bridge. If he wants to find his sister Xuan, just look for her. Go, I'm afraid people will forget who he is, and don't even bother to look at him!"

The nanny's complexion changed drastically, and if it wasn't because of the difference in dignity, she would have rushed forward to cover her mouth: "Ma'am, you can just say this to me, to others, even if it is two Miss, you must not reveal the slightest bit, or it will spread to the ears of the master, even if you do not have a relationship with the master, I am afraid that the master will have a relationship with you first, you must calm down!"

Lu Mingxin's tears flowed more and more fiercely.

How could she not know that it was impossible for her to reconcile with Zhao Yanjie, not to mention that she had three children, she always had to think about the future of the children, with a reconciled mother, what future could the children have?

Even if she had no children, would she really dare to make peace with Zhao Yanjie?On the surface, her natal family is indeed powerful, but her father is just a bastard, and her aunt will not support her sincerely at all. On the contrary, because Zhao Yanjie's official career has been smooth these years, she followed her husband and wife, and from time to time I want to send someone to deliver things to the capital, so that my father and mother-in-law will look at her highly, and even the life of her aunt is much better than before. If she and Zhao Yanjie go back, how can she and her aunt be in her mother's house? gain a foothold?

After all, Lu Mingxin calmed down painfully, and then put all his heart and energy on his three children. Although he still took care of Zhao Yanjie's life as meticulously as before, he would never be like before. It's him, because of his smile and frown, he also frowns with the smile.

But even so, they are still a well-known loving couple in Yuezhou City, and she is still the envy of all women in Yuezhou City. It is no wonder that her daughter thinks that the relationship between them is very good. Her own husband can treat her like this.

How pathetic, how ridiculous!

A sudden rustling sound pulled Lu Mingxin back from her distant thoughts. She hastily wiped the tears off her face and said, "Master, have you finished reading the book?" She was about to get up Serve Zhao Yanjie to wash up.

After being stopped by Zhao Yanjie, she didn't insist and lay down again.

Zhao Yanjie also lay down on the bed very quickly. Although Lu Mingxin deliberately concealed it, after all, he had been a bedside person for many years, he still found that Lu Mingxin had just cried, and asked with concern: "Why are you crying?"

Lu Mingxin just said lightly: "Thinking that in a few hours, my daughter will be from another family. Even if she comes back later, she will no longer be the host, but a guest. I feel a little bit reluctant." Then she closed her eyes. , nothing more.

That's it, there are very few couples in this world who can love each other and communicate with each other. On the contrary, there are countless couples who respect each other as guests. I feel bad about myself, if I am not satisfied anymore, don't others have to die?
The next day, after seeing off the eldest daughter's sedan chair, Lu Mingxin felt as if a piece of his heart had been gouged out, and couldn't hold on any longer, so he simply handed over all matters to the family's sisters-in-law who came to help. I went back to the house to rest.

Unexpectedly, she had just laid down, but the nanny came in and whispered to her: "The eldest grandma of the big house just sent a message, saying that the old man is very ill, and begged my wife to call a doctor, and then she wanted to Withdraw part of next month's monthly money in advance, so that I can buy some supplements for the old man and the old lady, and I beg my wife to be more accommodating."

Lu Mingxin couldn't help but frowned, and said impatiently: "It's fine if they don't come to congratulate you on the big day, and they're clamoring for a doctor. Isn't this clearly a bad luck for my daughter? You go tell them, and they'll be fine. Said that I was tired and had already fallen asleep, let them go back to the master, and asked the master to decide."

Lu Mingxin only gradually figured out the troubles of the Zhao family after a few years in the family.

At that time, the Zhao family had two brothers, they were Zhao Yanjie's uncle and grandfather, but who knew that Zhao Yanjie's grandfather left at a young age, and when his father came, he still left at a young age, but the eldest family was thriving. Put the idea on Zhao Yanjie's head, he is an orphan, why should he enjoy so much property from the second house, did he spend so much?It's better to 'take it out and share it with everyone, anyway, we are all close relatives of the same family'!

After Zhao Yanjie grew up, he had to ask for his family's property back, but how could the big house be willing to spit out the fat that had been eaten in his mouth? His reputation as a raiser was repealed, and he was left to figure it out. When will his slender arms be able to twist his thighs?
Later, when Zhao Yanjie got rich, he didn't do anything to Dafang. He just retaliated against Dafang, took all the other's property into his own hands, and pressured Dafang's children not to allow them to take imperial examinations, and let them I can only live by looking at my own face.

Just now, the eldest grandma Lu Mingxin mentioned was the daughter-in-law of Zhao Yanjie's first cousin, Mr. Zhao. All these years, the eldest son has relied on her to take care of everything, so she is flexible, otherwise the eldest son would not even be able to think about today's life.

After Zhao Yanjie heard the servant's report outside, he simply agreed to let people go to find a doctor for Mr. Zhao, but he refused to allow them to withdraw the monthly money in advance, and only said: "Back then, I could only rely on monthly money Live, and now they can naturally live!"

The visitor had no choice but to retreat obediently.

Zhao Yanjie put his hands behind his back and looked in the direction of the capital, startled.

He hadn't seen Sister Xuan since the capital was parted that year, and he didn't know how she was doing now?From time to time, he could know some news about her. For example, she is the mother of four children. Ling Mengqi treats her very well. Staying with her... But after all, I didn't see anyone with my own eyes, and I still cared about her in my heart.

It's just so much to worry about, he was the one who broke his promise back then, so who can he blame?
This feeling can be treated as a recollection, but it was lost at the time.

She has her own choice, she has her own life, and now that she is married to each other, she has a happy family, so that's all, this life can only be fate, I only hope that in the next life he and she can continue their relationship, and never stay together again. any regrets...

(End of this chapter)