The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 611 Restart

"Su Luo... is she still alive?" Ming Zhu asked in a low voice. Although she hated that woman to the core, she was still a mother.

Mu Ze yearns for maternal love just like he yearns for mommy. To put it bluntly, he and Mu Ze have the same disease.

"Don't worry, she's still alive." Xi Mo answered her indifferently.Of course Su Luo was alive, but life was worse than death.She wanted to die, but Xi Mo didn't allow it; because if she died, even Xi Mo couldn't help it, so those who hurt Mingzhu had better be alive, long-lived and tortured!

Mingzhu didn't speak for a long time, and finally just sighed softly like the wind, "Momo, I hated you for five years, and hating you has become a part of my life. I thought I would hate you for a long time to support myself Live, under the pressure of Mu Ze again and again, I also want to punish you with my own death, but I can't do it more and more. Momo, what do you think I should do? I live in the dark, I, who can’t do anything, find all kinds of excuses, use love, hate, to support myself to live, now I don’t hate and can’t love, my heart is broken and I am dying, what should I do?”

You, who have always loved me who is sick, what should I do?
Your tears burned my skin that night, how can I hate it?But the tortured person is not like a human being, I am not like a ghost, and I am a monster living in my heart, what can I do?
Xi Mo's dark eyes became deeper and deeper, staring deeply at her, and trembling fingertips touched the scar on her wrist. This ugly scar will follow her for the rest of her life, turning into loess and white bones.

"It's okay, you can continue to hate me... Mingzhu, I don't care whether you love me or hate me, because as long as it is given by you, it is happiness for me." Separate her fingers, and they are intertwined , like two entangled vines that could not be distinguished, his voice was hoarse and firm, "Hate and love are always separated by a thin line. You are sick, you can't see it from your eyes, you know Xiao Zimo is your father, and you are from Mu Rutang." My son was sick without you, and I was also sick. I don’t even know when I got sick. This kind of disease will drive me crazy. I have no reason and no humanity. I don’t know if I can cure you. But I know that only you can cure my disease, if you refuse, then I will either go crazy or die..."

"Momo..."

"Hush." ​​Xi Mo put his fingers on her lips, his eyes showed tenderness, and his voice murmured: "Listen to me, there are some things I won't say now, I don't know if I will have the courage to say them in the future."

"I used to be really afraid of your death, afraid that you would leave me alone, but now I am not afraid, death is no big deal, you die and I die, you live and I live that's all. You live in the dark and I accompany you Living in the dark, you say you can't find a pillar to live on, you can't love or hate, your heart is broken, it doesn't matter if you are dying of illness, you can't heal your broken heart, at worst you can live with my heart, We both live with the same heart."

Xi Mo took her hand and put it on his chest, and his fingertips touched the strong heartbeat, which represented the freshness of life.Mingzhu's other hand fell on her chest, it was really strange that she couldn't feel her heartbeat.

"Momo, you always feel hurt by me, doesn't it hurt?" You are so proud and assertive, watching me caring for Dai Dai, watching me ignore you for Dai Dai, isn't it uncomfortable?

If it hurts, why not let go?

"It hurts, but I am willing." Xi Mo lowered his head and pressed his forehead against hers, feeling the warmth of his skin, "The hurt and pain I received from you are a kind of satisfaction. Xiao Zimo actually said something wrong, 'It's really too extravagant to be loved, no matter how much you love you, there will be a bottom line, who can allow the girl you like to quarrel for a lifetime. But Mingzhu, even if you really quarrel with me all your life, I will still love you! "

When it comes to loving you, I have never had a bottom line.

"Fool Momo." Mingzhu wrapped her arms around his neck, her voice choked, "Idiot!"

The atmosphere of the New Year's Eve dinner was a bit weird, Mu Ze's face was calm, and he remained indifferent.Mingzhu sat in the master seat, and she was not emotional; Xi Mo sat beside her, Lianlian sat on the other side of her, and Xi Ting sat next to Lianlian.

"Thank you all for coming to celebrate the New Year with me." Mingzhu picked up the cup in front of her, and suddenly stood up, the color under the glazed lamp was not as gloomy as before, with a smile between her brows, "I hope all the bad luck will leave, and we can all find ourselves The right path to take."

Xi Mo stood up holding the cup, and was the first to clink glasses with her. Nothing could be more beautiful than now, he and her together.

Lianlian was second, Xi Ting was third, and then everyone's eyes fell on Mu Ze.Mu Ze's dark eyeballs rolled around, he stood up slowly, held his cup, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "People like me don't have any right way to go...Let's do it..."

When the sound fell, he raised his head and drank it all in one gulp.

Several people took a sip, secretly glanced at Xi Ting from the corner of the eye, and actually wanted to have a drink with him, thinking about their current state, let it go.

After the meal, Lianlian was going to set off fireworks, the sky was already dark, the fireworks outside continued, the beauty bloomed in the mysterious sky, and the beauty and splendor withered in an instant.

Xi Mo was afraid that Mingzhu would catch a cold, so he ordered Mrs. Rong to bring her a thick coat, and buttoned it up for her gently and properly.Mingzhu touched his arm with her fingers, "You also need to wear more."

"Okay." Xi Mo couldn't help but smile in his eyes, in a good mood.

Holding her finger and walking out slowly, Mu Ze somehow became an errand runner, the servant arranged the fireworks neatly, and he lit them one by one beside her...

With the sound of continuous explosions, the sky is illuminated by colorful lights. Standing in the yard and watching the fireworks in the prosperous age, it still feels very good.

Mingzhu couldn't see, she could only hear the sound, she tried hard to search the appearance of the fireworks in her memory, but it was too long, she really couldn't remember.

"Fireworks are beautiful, aren't they?"

"Hmm." Xi Mo held her hand tightly, and said in a pleasant voice, "It also depends on the people around you. If someone else is standing, no matter how beautiful the fireworks are, it won't matter."

Mingzhu pursed her lips and smiled, her palm was held by him all the time, she didn't break free, her body was shielded from the cold wind, and she could smell the faint scent of lavender on her body, it was very reassuring and comfortable.

Lian Lian hung her hands on both sides of her body, looked up at the colorful fireworks in the sky, the darkness and brilliance reflected in her eyes, and when she glanced at Xi Ting standing beside her, her peripheral vision dimmed a bit.His fingers were frozen stiff and numb, so he couldn't feel anything.

But what about the heart?Why can't I freeze until I become numb and lose consciousness?Wouldn't it be sad?
Subconsciously, people like to abuse themselves. They know that watching it will make them sad, but they can't bear to watch it.

After the fireworks were set off, Xi Mo walked in holding Mingzhu's hand, Mu Ze went back to the room early and yawned; only Lian Lian was still standing in the snow, reluctant to go in, thinking about the fleeting beauty, why can't it be frozen into eternity.

"Go in." Xi Ting didn't go in either, staring at her with deep eyes, swallowing thousands of words in his mouth.

Lianlian came back to her senses, not daring to look into his eyes, she nodded.When she turned around, her feet were numb, and she almost fell to the ground, "Be careful!" A low voice sounded, warmly clasping her hand, fingers tightly clasped, the hot temperature seemed to seep through the skin and flow into the blood.

Shocked, she turned her head to look at him, and instantly fell into her deep eyes.Xi Ting stared at her intently, his fingers were tightly clasped, he couldn't bear to let go, her hands were so cold that people felt distressed.

The suppressed crazy emotions finally broke out uncontrollably at this moment, and he hugged her tightly in his arms without a trace of strength, without any words, a hug has already expressed everything.

Lian Lian's body froze, she leaned against his arms, kissed his chest sideways, felt his heart beating like a drum, crazy and intense, trembling pain...

The snowflakes drifted down slowly at some point, and the sky continued to be filled with fireworks. In the darkness, his silhouette flickered, blurred and clear.The unique fragrance on his body is her favorite perfume, and he should never have used other ones.

The familiar smell in the cold air smelled sour, and his fingers tightly pinched his clothes, fearing that once he let go, he would never have the strength to hold him tight again in this life.

Between them, it was like an inexplicably grown tooth, which was not a serious problem when it existed, but it was a hidden danger.It is also possible to suffer for its existence.It is difficult to choose what to do with it.

An inexplicably derived relationship ended without a problem when it passed away. The careful forgetting seems to be calm, but it is also a hidden danger.It's like the familiar and secret reflection that remains in the bottom of my heart, and one day it becomes an illusion that is so real that it becomes illusory, what will happen?

This kind of love hurts when it is lost, but does not know what to do when it exists, just like wisdom teeth.

Misplaced teeth, misplaced love.

Misplaced him and her.

The two of them stood in the snow like this for an unknown period of time, or it may have been a long time ago, or the sea was dry and the rocks were broken, or it was just a short-lived flash in the pan.His deep panting echoed in his ears, revealing an air of depression and despair.

In the end, Xi Ting slowly let go of his arms, trying to suppress something in his low voice, "Sister, go in."

Lian Lian's body stiffened in an instant, and she looked up at him uncontrollably, she couldn't believe it was what he said!He actually called himself - sister.

For a moment, severe pain accompanied by a biting cold wind swept over the heartache, swallowing the whole person.In the darkness, his expression was gloomy and unclear, making it difficult for people to figure it out.

The sting of these two words is not only Lianlian, it is more like Xi Ting pierced his heart fiercely with a knife, blood flowed like a river, and hurt to the extreme.From the corner of the eye, it's not that he didn't notice the shock and grief on her face, he just turned his head slowly, pretending not to see it, pretending not to feel heartache.

He has never called her "sister" for so many years. In his heart, this person is the woman he loves, the woman he loves to the depths of his soul!
If he could, why would he want to hurt him and himself like this; but something has changed between them, and there must be someone who stands still and cuts off the ties that shouldn't be there. In this case, why not let yourself be the executioner.

If she hated him, it would be much easier than missing him.

Lian Lian didn't dare to ask, let alone vent hysterically, all the grief and despair collided deep in her heart, churned, swayed and even fell; the cold atmosphere was almost suffocating.

Turned around and stumbled to run inside, running desperately, but couldn't stop the tears streaming down my face.

(End of this chapter)