The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 612 Painful Love 2
Mingzhu's face was slightly pale, the corners of her mouth curled up in an unnatural arc, and she said lightly, "Dai Dai is still a child, I will have a good talk with Daddy about his future, and I can't keep letting him waste time like this and not go to school .”

Xi Mo calmly took her body's instinctive reaction into his eyes, and there was an unknown fire in his heart. Originally, Mingzhu should be healthy and healthy, but he couldn't see it with his eyes.

But Mu Ze and Su Luo pushed her to this point, the pain was suppressed deep in her heart, even if she could face Mu Ze, she couldn't control her instinctive fear.

Twirling her hair lightly with her fingers, her voice was as gentle as ever, "Mingzhu, will you come to Florence with me?"

"Uh--?"

"Take you on a trip, and by the way, I will also arrange things over there."

"I can't see, and my English is not very good, it will bring you a lot of trouble..."

Before he finished speaking, Xi Mo lowered his head and kissed her lips, "It's okay, just a week. I won't leave your side for half a step."

"Okay." Mingzhu held his hand, if he wanted to go by himself, he would go.

Xi Mo originally planned to leave in two days, but Mingzhu was worried about his health and insisted on waiting a week before leaving.I wanted to spend more time with Lianlian, so as not to let her think about it alone, but Lianlian insisted on leaving on the third day of the new year.

On the fourth day of the lunar new year, the weather was fine and the sun was shining brightly. The white snow that fell on the New Year's Eve gradually melted. Mingzhu sat on the swing in the garden, and the sun was shining on her body but she couldn't feel the slightest warmth.Obviously there is Momo by his side, but he still has constant fear and constant panic, which comes from his bones, like a psychological disease.

In fact, she had been ill for a long, long time.

Six years ago today, she experienced the most terrifying thing in her life, which made her live in hell for several years, struggling, suffering and helpless, desperate, and no one could save her.She once thought, why should she live in this world with such pain, why not die.But there is something in the bottom of my heart that pulls me and I can't let go, and I have been persisting?

——It's Momo.

She once even wondered in her heart if something happened to Momo, otherwise why would she not come to her.

Suddenly her body was surrounded by warmth. Someone held her cold and trembling hand and blew hot air under her lips. She said in a concerned tone, "Are you all right? Your complexion is not very good."

"It's okay, maybe I didn't sleep very well last night." Mingzhu replied lightly, wanting to squeeze out a resigned smile, but the muscles on her face were so stiff that she couldn't control it.

"I'll carry you up and rest for a while."

Mingzhu nodded, Xi Mo bent down and picked her up horizontally, and walked slowly and steadily towards the house, holding her carefully, for fear of hurting her to death.

Xi Mo put her under the soft quilt, pressed the corner of the quilt, bowed his head and kissed her forehead, and said softly, "Sleep. I'm right beside you."

His body trembled uncontrollably, his face became paler, and his voice came out with difficulty, "Momo, can you turn up the temperature of the air conditioner, I'm cold."

Xi Mo picked up the remote control of the air conditioner, the temperature was already [-] degrees, people wearing thin shirts felt hot in the room, but she was so cold.But in order to reassure her, Xi Mo said softly "Yes", pressed a few times pretendingly, and put it down.

"Can I sleep with you?"

"No, no need." Mingzhu licked her almost bloodless lips, and refused firmly.

Xi Mo looked at her trembling helplessly with distressed eyes, desperately suppressing himself, desperately hiding the great sadness, his heart seemed to be torn apart.Warm fingers gently wiped off the hair that covered her cheeks, and said softly, "I'll wait until you fall asleep before leaving."

Involuntarily clasped her fingers tightly, not letting go.

The temperature in the palm continuously permeated the skin, and when it flowed into her body, it disappeared instantly without a trace, leaving only the coldness and emptiness in her bones.It seems that nothing can be filled...

Some people, we can't wait all our lives; while some people, when they come, we don't know how to cherish them.How rare it is to meet a like-minded person.And losing someone is so easy.In an instant, it will disappear without a trace.

He once thought about why he was obsessed with this flimsy girl, why couldn't others?
He is born with a cold personality and a taciturn person. He will not be as sunny and gentle as Xi Ting, nor as gentle and refined as Ji Xian; he often lives in his own world and does not need to be accompanied or understood. It doesn't need friends and relatives, only Si Lan is enough.But this does not mean that he will not be lonely, growing up alone in a silent world, watching the changes in this world, watching the thousands of masks of adults, he will also be lonely and feel boring.

When she smiled at him for the first time in his infancy, his heart seemed to be filled with something, it was no longer lonely, it was cold and lonely like a pool of stagnant water without any ripples.

I still remember that when I was young, I didn’t understand that love in this world can be so tormenting, painful and joyful; he only knew that he longed for this smiling face to warm his lonely and cold world. He wanted this smiling face and would never Lost splendor.

On the way home that day, he once asked Si Lan a question: how to be with someone for a long time.

At that time, Si Lan replied without hesitation: If you want to be with someone, you must grow up and become strong. A strong person can protect the people around him and the people he wants to protect.

Grow up, be strong, the four words are like a seed, planted in the heart of Xi Mo at a young age, he is studying hard to grow up, studying hard to become strong, strong enough to protect what he wants to protect thing!

After a long time of baptism, not only Xi Mo grew up, but also the seed in his heart, which grew like a towering tree; the only thing he didn't expect was that he ignored her growth during the growth process.

He wanted to protect her wholeheartedly, but let her suffer the most extreme harm because of him; he wanted to see her smile, but she would never have such a clean and innocent smile again; he wanted to protect her for the rest of his life, even if Even hatred would be entangled together, never to die; it's just that she didn't even have hatred anymore...

How painful she has been through these years, silently bearing the harm from the outside world, suppressed to the point that she has no desires, suppressed to the point that she is no longer a normal woman...

Thinking of this, the corners of his eyes couldn't help but drop.

Who is he, Xi Mo?
Satan, who was able to stand up straight even if his legs were broken, was never even frowned in his narrow escape, and he was like Satan in the eyes of everyone——crying.

The first time was because Mingzhu committed suicide. He thought he was going to lose her. The fear of losing made him deeply afraid, and the tears fell uncontrollably; but this time, seeing her so suppressed and enduring the pain , Unable to express, distressed and couldn't help crying.

Such pain, such great grief, how much he wanted to bear it for her thousands of times, would rather suffer the pain of thousands of arrows piercing his heart, would rather use his own life to exchange for her health, but he can't, he is not omnipotent .

The most important thing is that her pain happened to come from herself.

This kind of pain and grief almost tore Xi Mo to pieces, he held her hand tightly and dared not let go, his face was icy cold, and under the corners of his eyes was hot water, falling drop by drop on her cold hand face.

Mingzhu seemed to have a few bizarre dreams in her turmoil.I dreamed that my eyes could see, and Momo who saw her was only half a step away from standing on the edge of the cliff, and Momo would fall in another half step.

I tried very hard to call him, should I back up, but Momo couldn't hear him, and I ran over anxiously, and when I wanted to catch Momo, he grabbed his hand and threw it hard.Caught off guard, I flung myself into the abyss, the sound of the wind whistling past my ears, the pain of scraping my bones, my body couldn't stop falling, falling continuously.The outline of Momo standing on the edge of the cliff is cold, hideous and vague, so he can't see clearly.

I fell heavily on the ground, didn't feel the extreme pain, but felt that it was pain to the bone, and couldn't struggle and call for help.Looking around, there is a desolate area, no breath of life, but there are countless snakes entrenched around, their bodies are slender and wet, with red cores spitting out, gloomy and terrifying.

Mingzhu kept screaming and retreating, but it was everywhere.The stones, the stone walls, and the dead wood were full of red, gray and gray tongues. They approached her, and the vicious snake devoured her skin inch by inch.

Death is never the scariest thing in this world.

What is terrifying is the pain of being tormented by nightmares day and night, wandering mentally on the verge of collapse, wanting to go crazy, wanting to die but not dying.

Life is worse than death, what do four words count?
"Don't, don't, let me go, please, let me go. It hurts, it hurts..."

The bright pearl in her sleep screamed desolately, her tears kept falling, the crystal clear teardrops under her eyelashes were falling down in big ones, her subconscious hands clutched her neck tightly in her sleep, her face was blushing, Extremely painful.

The breath of death can no longer tell whether it is a dream or reality.

The knuckles protruding from the joints pinching his neck with both hands, the fingertips were morbidly pale, and the veins were faintly visible.She couldn't breathe in reality, and the pain of being bitten in the dream was superimposed, and it was about to kill her.

Xi Mo went to the bathroom to wash his face, and when he returned to the bedroom, he was shocked to see such a scene.

Mingzhu on the bed had her eyes closed and she was clearly asleep, but her hands were tightly pinching her neck, tears were streaming down her face, her cheeks were very red, she had no strength to call for help, and her difficult voice was weak Couldn't hear what she was saying.

"Mingzhu!" Xi Mo's deep voice contained so much grief and helplessness, he stepped forward and broke her fingers vigorously, his choked voice was accompanied by tears, "Mingzhu, don't do this... Please don't do this... don't... Hurt yourself... Mingzhu, it's okay, I'm here! Mingzhu, let go, you will hurt yourself..."

He finally understood what Mrs. Rong meant, why she hated winter so much, why she hated Chinese New Year so much, and why she hated the fourth day of junior high school so much.

Every year on the fourth day of the lunar new year, what kind of torture did she experience and how much pain she endured.Why did fate do this to her, and why did it do this to him?

He really didn't dare to imagine how much she had endured in her heart, and she wasn't even sure if life was a good thing for her.

Mingzhu's fingers were very hard, almost pinching her own neck stiffly, trying to kill herself.Xi Mo's tears swept again, blurring her vision, and she forcefully opened her fingers one by one, coaxing softly with a choked voice, "Mingzhu, it's okay... I'm right by your side, Mingzhu... I'm Mo Mo... I'm here..."

What was she dreaming about, why did she hurt herself like this!
(End of this chapter)