love at the wrong age

Chapter 30 A Father's Letter to His Daughter

Chen Mo took a sip of the bitter coffee, feeling that today's coffee is bitterer and sweeter than before. Sweets are because, in this city where she was hurt the most, she can still meet her relatives and let her know that this world is more than just She is alone.She wanted to leave countless times.But in the end it stayed.

Chen Jingnan looked at her, took a sip of coffee slowly, and only took out a letter from his pocket. Originally, he wanted Lin Haoyang to give it to her today, but it seemed that he was the only one who gave it to her. Chen Mo looked at the letter.I don't know why.

"Your father asked me to teach you. It was given to me four years ago, but now it is the first time I have encountered it in City A. Otherwise, this letter would have been in your hands long ago." Chen Jingnan's simple words, but let me Chen Mo was heartbroken. It turned out that they still remembered her. It turned out that she was too contrived. If she had gone back earlier, would she have been forgiven by everyone?Chen Mo didn't dare to read the letter, but felt that what he was holding in his hand was not just a letter, but a family, a great family.

"Why don't you watch it?"

"I'm afraid I won't be able to help crying, and others will say that you bullied me." Chen Mo said with a smile, Chen Jingnan knew her difficulties, stood up slowly, and said: "Lin Haoyang has my number, I When you come to me, if you don't know the way home, it doesn't matter, I will take you back, in my heart, you are still my girl."

After finishing speaking, he left. Chen Jingnan's eyes were foggy, and he didn't want her to see him, so he had to leave quickly.How many hardships has this girl whom he loves as a woman has gone through?Does he know?He doesn't care about her past, he only knows that his family will always be family.

If you can't find your way home, I'll take you back, what a warm sentence, this is the best sentence she has heard in ten years, the most touching sentence, what she needs is this sentence, if You don't know the way home, tell me, I'll take you home.

Chen Mo didn't dare to look at it again, holding the envelope, the weight in his hand was much heavier than those trucks and planes.All these years and all the things have not crushed her. She is afraid that this letter will defeat her self-confidence and the strength she has pretended for many years. She drove home and closed the door as soon as she got home. Even the curtains in the living room were closed. Pulling it up, she sat tremblingly in the corner and opened the letter.

Girl: This is the first and last time my father wrote to you in his life; I also came from your age, and I can understand everything you have done, but girl, what I can’t understand is; The son of a rich family betrayed your mother and me. This time, your mother and I are heartbroken, do you know?Girl, everything you are pursuing now is nothingness. You are still young, and you don’t understand the bleakness of human nature. You think that as long as you love, you can do anything, girl; I will not tell you that love is not two loves. People who look at each other are called love, and people who trust each other are called love. Everything you think about now is beautiful, and you are full of longing for the future. You don’t know, what awaits you ahead of you will be an abyss. You are rightly matched, and you are just a child of an ordinary family. Can you last long?If one day he abandons you, you will be alone.

Ten years ago, I should have told you these truths, but you have a strong temper, and you can't allow others to say what you are sure about, so as a father, you have to write these words in a letter. This letter, I I wrote it for six full years. In the past six years, I used countless papers, countless pens, and wrote it over and over again, because I didn’t know what language to use to write this letter. Finally, your mother said.Perhaps the most prosaic is the good one.

When you told us that you wanted to be with that boy, we asked you about his background, and once you said it, I disagreed, please forgive me, I can't remember the boy's name, maybe I don't want to remember.That boy is better than you in every aspect. I'm not saying that my girl is not good enough for him. I just think that boy is not suitable for you. Later, your mother and I went to Mr. Liu to ask for a hook. Mr. Liu said, your life will be full of calamities. For this reason, your mother and I could not sleep all night, just like at that time, when you were just born, you cried all night, and your mother and I stayed with you all night , but now, we really want you to cry beside us, so at least you still exist in our sight.But now, all I see are photos.Then you grow up.I wanted to sleep in a room by myself, but my mother didn't agree, so I built a small bed in our room. At that time, you thought it was unfair, why we can have our own room, but you can't?For this reason, I didn't talk to us for several days. In the end, I lost the battle with your mother and gave you a separate room. Every night, my mother and I would go to your room many times to cover you with a quilt, One day, Mom and Dad were too tired to go to work, so they slept soundly at night, and forgot. You will kick the quilt at night, and you will suffer from a cold.

Later when your younger brother was born, you got angry, got into trouble, and didn’t talk to us, saying that we only love my younger brother and not you. My mother and I only felt bitter in our hearts. We are also our children, why should we be so clearly separated?When your younger brother was three years old, you were eight years old. Your younger brother liked to play with you. If you didn’t like your younger brother, you would never play with him. Once your younger brother disappeared after you, and your mother beat you twice anxiously. After that, you had a bad relationship with your mother, and your mother apologized for it, but you didn’t accept it, and your younger brother was still the same, only clinging to you. Later, you gradually treated your younger brother better, and my mother was very relieved to see it.

When I was nine years old, my family bought a big TV to replace the old one. My mother said to put it in our room, but you said to put it in the living room. Because of this, I quarreled with my mother again, and my father also said a few words to you. I don't care about my parents, and I don't take my brother to play.Mom had no choice but to put the TV in the living room.Girl, dad will not tell you that the reason why mom and dad want to put the TV in the room is to let you watch TV in our arms like when you were a child, and to let our family lie together.Later, the younger brother grew up and was very beautiful.You are very handsome, you are not as beautiful as your younger brother, so you always talk about me and my mother, in fact, girl, in our hearts, you will always be the most beautiful. Later, when you went to junior high school and started to stay, you started to go home once a week. My mother and I only I feel that the house has become empty, and my mother and I are still used to calling you and my brother when we get home and in the yard.But suddenly my mother didn't hear your answer that day, and my mother cried, crying very sadly. Later, my younger brother said that my sister went to school and didn't come back until the weekend. My mother is better. In order to adapt to you, I go home once a week. Mom Draw circles on the calendar every day.Dad knows that you are very popular in school, and there are boys chasing you. Dad only hopes that you don't take it too seriously, otherwise my girl will be sad.

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