love at the wrong age

Chapter 31

The school arranged for you to be an exchange student. My mother and I didn’t want you to go. Later, you said it was a good opportunity and you wanted to go. I thought, my girl has grown up and I can’t keep her anymore. You still left, and my mother began to worry. Carrying burdens, tossing and turning all night, until you call back and say it's fine, you don't feel relieved.Later, you met a boy over there, and my father didn't want to write about the following things.

Dad doesn't know if you are doing well, but I hope you can take good care of yourself and don't hurt yourself. Girl, a man is better than a family member. The festivals outside are not as lively as at home. Girl, I send this letter to you. I wrote a letter to your second uncle. The second uncle is going to work in your city. I hope he can meet you and bring you a letter. Girl, your mother and I have always thought that you are traveling. Well, not as good as the walk home.Girl, if you forget the way home, when you meet the second uncle, ask the second uncle to take you back, and your father and mother will light up your favorite red lanterns at the door of the house to light your way home.Girl, as long as mom and dad are still here, you are welcome at home, don't be angry with dad, dad just doesn't want his darling to be taken away.Okay girl, Dad can't write any more, so let's do it!

Chen Mo hugged herself like a child and cried hard. She didn't know what she was feeling at the moment, heartache, other than heartache or heartache, this feeling of suffocation pervaded her whole body again, all the way to bones, cells, blood , every time stronger than the last time, for the first time, Chen Mo cried without concealment, the voice was very loud, she never knew that she was so self-willed and rebellious from the beginning, torturing others and torturing those people like that. For those who love her, if this letter was shown to her earlier, if it was four years ago, before Chen Zihan was born, would she not want this child and throw it back into the arms of her parents?She has not forgotten the way home, she will never forget the way home if she forgets anything, and no one will forget the parents who gave birth to her and raised her. She also wants to go back to see them, but she has no face to go back.She was sorry for them, and Chen Mo cried more and more.

Chen Zihan was at school, and he didn't wait until Chen Mo came to pick him up. When he was about to go back by car, both Lin Haoyang and Xu Chenxuan came.Standing awkwardly in the middle, Lin Haoyang looked at Xu Chenxuan.He said something to Chen Zihan. "Xiaohan, get in Uncle Xu's car!" Chen Zihan hesitated and got into the car.Xu Chenxuan didn't understand why Lin Haoyang did this.Until Lin Haoyang said, "Chen Mo is at home today, don't let her see it."

"Why is this? Why give me a chance?"

"As long as she is happy, I am willing to forget all the memories about her, but I will support her only if she makes her own choice." After speaking, Lin Haoyang got into the car and drove away.Xu Chenxuan has been standing there, but his former brother has gone against him. In this world, what else should he believe in?What else to do?Parents, brothers, one by one deceived him, Xu Chenxuan drove very slowly, chatting and laughing with Chen Zihan along the way.When he was about to reach the community, Chen Zihan said that he wanted to go in by himself. He was obviously his own son, but he wanted to sneak around. Did Xu Chenxuan do too many sins in his previous life?

Chen Zihan took out the key to open the door. At first, Chen Mo deliberately set the lock cylinder very low, so that Chen Zihan could reach it.Chen Zihan was terrified when he opened the door and saw the scene inside. The whole room was dark without any light.Chen Zihan turned on the light and saw Chen Mo lying in the middle of the carpet, lifeless.Chen Zihan called his mother to run over, and when Xu Chenxuan came up, he heard Chen Zihan yelling, Chen Zihan kept shaking Chen Mo, crying and yelling, Xu Chenxuan ran in to see, he was also frightened, Chen Mo was fine, just Fell asleep, really just fell asleep, but Chen Zihan shook her life and death, Chen Mo had a very long-lasting dream, dreaming that he came home, his parents forgave her, and the family of four lived happily , very happy, but Chen Zihan was not included in this family of four, just her, Chen Nuo, parents, and four people. Chen Mo panicked and searched for Chen Zihan everywhere. Bei, kept looking for it, and then, she didn't know where she was, she looked at everything around her, she didn't know her, and he couldn't understand what people said, this time, there was no Lin Haoyang, no Liu Ting, Only herself.The picture of Lin Haoyang slowly appeared in the line of sight.She reached out to grab it, but couldn't catch anything.She saw Liu Ting again, she called Liu Ting, Liu Ting looked back, and left again, as if she didn't see anyone.Then she saw Xu Chenxuan, Xu Chenxuan was laughing at her, mocking her.

Suddenly she woke up, followed by Xu Chenxuan's face, she slapped Xu Chenxuan reflexively, and saw Chen Zihan beside him, hugging him tightly, Chen Zihan was breathless in her arms coming.Xu Chenxuan turned his face to one side, and looked at her hugging Chen Zihan again, tears fell down uncontrollably, who said men don't have tears?Just not to the point of sadness.

Xu Chenxuan didn't disturb their mother and son, but walked to the kitchen consciously, opened the refrigerator and saw that there was nothing there, only a few cans of beer left.Some time ago, I lived in Liu Ting's house, so it was normal that there was nothing in the house. Xu Chenxuan took out his mobile phone with trembling hands, called Xu Jie, and asked him to bring some ingredients. Xu Jie was puzzled, but he readily agreed.Xu Chenxuan stood at the door of the kitchen and looked at Chen Mo. Chen Zihan knew that his mother was having a nightmare again. He dreamed that he didn't want his mother anymore, so he hated to cooperate and leaned into her arms.

Chen Mo is still alive because of his growth. If Chen Zihan doesn't want her, how will she survive?I live.Just because of your existence.

That night, when Xu Chenxuan was in the kitchen, Chen Morang didn't let him go. The happiest thing was Chen Zihan. Xu Chenxuan kept picking up vegetables for Chen Zihan and Chen Mo, but Chen Mo didn't eat a single bite. In fact, she just wanted Chen Zihan to be happy, but all she could give was today.

I heard that Yang Qing was always sick at home, and Xu Chenxuan never went back, so the servants were taking care of her. In fact, think about it, Yang Qing is also a poor woman, what is wrong with her for her son's future?But everyone put the blame on her, is it useful?Who told them to follow in her footsteps?Often the leader is the object of everyone's despise. One day after a week, Xu Jin looked for her and called Lin Haoyang. Lin Haoyang told her that Chen Mo looked at him and was very angry. Lin Haoyang just smiled and turned away. .She felt that Lin Haoyang was different at a certain point, very different.

"Chen Mo, me."

"Mr. Xu, some things are already settled, why bother to say too many useless words?" Before Xu Jin could say anything, Chen Mo interrupted him.He went on to say, "At the beginning, I made irreparable mistakes just because I was young and frivolous. Looking back now, it is very funny. Everything in the past is gone. Chen Mo used to believe in you like that, but you did it. Things have repeatedly chilled me, not to mention Mrs. Xu's fault, Mrs. Xu was just doing something by herself, and didn't ask you to follow, Xu Yijing, Xu Chenxuan, Yang Qing, you said you didn't hurt Me? Leaving aside the members of the Wang family, you are doing cruel things again and again, and you are still calling me cruel. Does Nana find it funny? Didn’t you know that I was framed by Yang Qing? Why didn’t you Say? If you say so, can Xu Chenxuan and I get to this point? Do you think you are right? Don’t think of yourself as being so noble and selfless. After all, you are all thousand-year-old foxes. Take it away from me, I, Chen Mo, you should be very clear about the person I am, no one can get what I can't get, it makes me anxious, and no one can get better." Chen Mo's words, Xu Jin's words trembling.

(End of this chapter)