Queen, go for hegemony

Chapter 34 Cry and show me

I don't know how many days I have been burning, sometimes sober and sometimes confused.When I really got up from the dragon bed, Ehuang recited the Buddha happily, saying that I called "Your Majesty" to Feng Chaowen when I was awake, and "Father" when I was confused and stared at Feng Chaowen.His Majesty turned up to "Monarch" and down to "Father", he lost a whole circle of weight, he was really busy and pitiful.

I clutched my head and reflected in bed, this is really indecent.

When he went down, I was already sitting around the table to eat. There were more than a dozen kinds of food on the table, including hot dishes and snacks.E Huang persuaded me from the side: "Girl, slow down...Girl, slow down... Why does it seem like you have been hungry for dozens of days?"

I swallowed the eyebrows in my mouth, took another sip of the milk, and turned to stare at her: "Haven't you been hungry for a few days?" From the corner of my eyes, I caught a glimpse of Feng Chaowen's figure standing stupidly at the entrance of the hall, raising his hand The other half of the eyebrow cakes in the bag smiled and greeted him slightly: "Did your majesty just come down? Would you like to come over and eat some? Today's eyebrow cakes are delicious."

Only then did he come back to his senses, strode over, sat across from me, glanced at the food on the table, his phoenix eyes turned sharp, and he glared at E Huang: "Young lady just recovered, why are you giving me all these greasy things?" ? Why don’t you withdraw and bring some light food?”

I watched helplessly as the Crystal Elbow Spicy Beef and Lotus Spice Pancakes I personally ordered were removed from the table one after another, and the table was empty in a blink of an eye.

Ehuang saluted, "I will go to the imperial kitchen to keep an eye on this servant, and make some light food for the girl." As she spoke, she quickly backed up to the entrance of the hall, and disappeared in the blink of an eye.

I stared at him at the empty table: "Does Your Majesty think I eat too much?"

He was sitting so close, and when he looked closely, his eye circles were also blue, and his phoenix pupils, which were always clear and pool-like, were full of bloodshot eyes, and what E Huang said was true, he had indeed lost a lot of weight.

I think Feng Chaowen probably cares about me.

He frowned, and his eyes were very soft: "The pulse record was cleaned up in the imperial hospital after entering the palace. Shi Qing found it from a medical record drawer. Confidential things must be important, so I presented them to me, and I kept them..." He watched my expression, as if hesitating to continue talking.

I stared fixedly at him, sitting upright, motionless as a mountain, but the muscles on his face seemed to be strangely out of my control, I smiled slightly, and I heard my low and gentle voice ringing in my ears: "Your Majesty But it’s okay to say it!”

He stretched out a hand and touched my face: "Xiao Yi, if you want to cry, you can cry out. Shi Qing said that you are full of inner stagnation, and you have never vented it, so you started to burn... ..."

I stared at him obstinately, feeling that the food I just ate was sinking into my stomach like lead, and it kept falling. Sure enough, I can't eat more greasy food.

Shaking my head, I signaled him to continue.

He said: "Afterwards, I asked the little official who was in charge of the medicine storehouse in the imperial hospital. I heard that this medical record was in front of an imperial doctor surnamed Zhang... Moreover, this imperial doctor has always been the most favored by the empress dowager..."

I stared at Feng Chaowen's face. Sure enough, my original thoughts were somewhat reasonable. The Queen Mother likes to do this kind of thing the most in her life. Dad has only been the regent for a few days, and then he followed her way... He is so single-minded Maintaining Da Chen's foundation, knowing that Xiao Huang will find it difficult to hold onto Da Chen's country in the face of this turbulent political situation, he still tries his best to help him. Unexpectedly...unexpectedly, such a result will end up in the end...

Feng Chaowen's face came close to me, and I heard him yelling in my ear: "Xiaoyi...Xiaoyi... let go...don't bite yourself..." As if there was another me condescending, cold-eyed Watching him scrambling to break my hands and pinch my jaw...all of this is far away from me...

It was as if my soul was already out of the body, looking at myself whose body was stretched into a bow, clenched fists, teeth clenched lower lip, muscles all over the body stiffened, Tian Bingqing trotted in, his face full of anxiety. Se: "What's the matter here?" Helping Feng Chaowen to separate my tightly clenched fingers one by one, both hands were already bloody... He took out a bright yellow handkerchief from his arms and stuffed it into it. into the mouth that was opened by him, and shouted loudly: "Come on, hurry up and ask Shi Qing to come quickly..."

The court judge rushed all the way, shaking his beard, pinching my wrist and slapping my face heavily, pinching the crowd and shouting: "Wake up quickly..."

I could clearly hear Feng Chaowen saying in my ears: "Lord Shi, it's useless, she has already lost her sense of pain. It was probably when the regent of the previous dynasty died, she was frightened, and she was depressed all the time, thinking it was her. My own father is so angry, and the regent only has one daughter, she is very doted on, and the love between father and daughter is deep..."

I also heard the court judge pulling my ear and shouting vigorously: "An Xiaoyi, disciple, your father was not angry at you, but the queen mother of the previous dynasty killed him, wake up quickly and avenge him ..."

Heart agitated, a mouthful of hot blood gushed out of Feng Chaowen's face, I looked at him intently, his face was full of joy: "Wake up, wake up..." Regardless of the blood on his head and face, he hugged me tightly into his arms.

The soul returns to the body.

Lord Shi grabbed my wrist to feel the pulse, I calmly and slowly broke free: "I'm fine, I'm just tired, I want to take a rest."

Feng Chaowen shook his head invisibly at him, he and Tian Bingqing retreated, Feng Chaowen helped me up: "I will take a rest with you?"

I pushed him: "Go away, you smell like blood, it's so bad."

"Then I'll help you to bed." His Majesty the Emperor begged in a low voice.

I glanced at him, his phoenix eyes were curved, hiding the tension and anxiety deeply, but I could see my small self in his eyes, the deep tooth marks on the lower lip were oozing blood, for some reason, I couldn’t say no He uttered a word of refusal, was supported by him, and lay down on the dragon bed.

He covered me with the quilt, and got out of bed lightly. I heard the sound of water. After a while, he took a face towel in his hand, wiped it on my face a little bit, and when he reached his lips, he said in a low voice: "Maybe some It hurts, bear with it."

I just heard him say that I lost my sense of pain. He clearly knew about it. This sentence is really superfluous.My eyes were fixed on him, and I felt the gentle wipe on my lips. He looked at me with extremely sad eyes, which was completely different from Feng Chaowen at any time I knew. His Majesty the emperor who was so sad and exposed, was my predecessor. Never seen before.

He wiped my hands and face one by one for me, and then got out of bed to wash up.

Before he came back, I had already fallen into a dark dream.

The dream was barren, I walked and walked alone, I didn't know where I came from, I didn't know where I was going, the world was vast, the world was prehistoric...

When I woke up, the sky was bright outside, and I felt very stiff when I turned my neck a little bit. Behind me was a surprisingly hot embrace. In June and July, even if ice cubes were placed in the four corners of the hall, I still had a head and a head. Sweat on the face.

I lay flat, saw a pair of bloodshot phoenix eyes, looked at the sun outside, and laughed at myself: "Your Majesty, you look like the son of Prince Yi before you went to the countryside. The spring night is bitter and the day is high, From now on, if the king doesn't go to court early, do you want me to bear the notoriety of being a witch who is a disaster for the country?"

He pinched my face, his expression calm as usual: "Smile is so ugly, come on, cry for me to see."

I stared at him: "Your Majesty, what's your hobby? Do you want me to call the palace people and ladies from all palaces to Chonghua Hall to cry for Your Majesty, so that His Majesty can give you some rewards when you see which Empress is crying so beautifully?" baby?!"

He looked at me thoughtfully, then lowered his head and gnawed on the tip of my nose: "Are you crying or not? How dare you disobey my orders? Why don't you cry quickly and let me see?"

I leaned into his arms and rubbed against him vigorously: "Caomin is resisting the decree, so behead me, behead me!"

His Majesty the Emperor laughed and jumped off the dragon bed: "You rascal early in the morning! Just wait for me!"

Feng Chaowen is a stubborn person, he said to wait, I had eaten breakfast and waited, but I waited for the news of leaving the palace.Tian Bingqing trotted in all the way, his eyebrows beaming: "Girl, Your Majesty said that today I will take you out of the palace to relax, and I want you to get ready."

I stood up and looked around the Chonghua Palace, as if I had nothing to prepare except subconsciously looking for some gold and silver keys.

Tian Bingqing saw me tugging at the jewelry box in front of the dressing table, pursed his lips and said happily, "Girl, this purse is for you. Change into plain and unobtrusive clothes."

E Huang came in and found me a very plain snow-colored short skirt and long dress, took off all the gold jewelry on my head, and replaced it with a small silver hairpin. I praise her for being careful, it's better not to be too ostentatious when going out of the palace.

Feng Chaowen only changed into a pale blue satin gown today, changing from the gorgeous look of the past, it looks like someone rushing for an exam.The carriage drove all the way out of the palace gate, I lifted the curtain to look at it, and let out a long breath, after several months in the palace, today I can finally breathe.

Tian Bingqing worked with the coachman on the shaft, and said with a smile: "Thanks to the girl, I haven't been out of the palace for a long time."

As I lifted the curtain to look outside, I replied: "This is called sharing the blessings, and you should take care of yourself when you are in trouble!"

Feng Chaowen squeezed my face, "Come on, cry for me to see." I glared at him, and he motioned me to look at the palm of his hand, there was something red and special in his slowly opened palm, I After a closer look, he was stunned for a moment, stretched out his hand to grab it, and looked at it in front of his eyes in disbelief.

That's right!This is the little wooden fish that my father made for me. Although the little golden ring in the fish's mouth has not faded, but the crooked double fish knot that my father made by himself, because of the age, the red rope has looked much worn.

I held this little wooden fish, and my vision was blurred. I gratefully raised my head to look at Feng Chaowen: "This little wooden fish... The little wooden fish made by daddy, why is it here with you? I always thought it was lost in the Yellow River Valley."

He touched my face, "When I was in a hurry to treat your wound, I put it away for you. I forgot to give it to you all the time. Be good, cry for me to see."

Tears filled my eyes, I pressed the little wooden fish to my heart, but smiled brightly at him: "You must have deliberately refused to return it to you, how stingy!"

He nodded again and again: "Yes, I'm just greedy for your things."

If it weren't for the cramped compartment, I would have kicked him.

He is the king of a country, he has never seen anything good, and he said such a thing.

I stared blankly at him, as if I had never known him, and I didn't understand what was behind all his thoughts.Until I heard Tian Bingqing shout: "Your Majesty, girl, we have reached the boundary."

I lifted the curtain and looked, and was stunned.

It seems like yesterday I was still smiling and going out for an outing, riding a crooked horse all the way back along this alley, knocking on the door, the door opened wide, and a grumpy voice flew straight out with a bolt...

"Niezi, do you still know how to come back?"

Heart like a knife.

I hurriedly put down the car curtain, "Go back to the palace."

Feng Chaowen stretched out his iron arms and hugged me tightly, "Since we're here, let's go home and take a look."

My whole body shivered into a ball, and there was an uncontrollable fear in my heart. The old time was hidden in this closed door. If I didn't open the door, I would laugh and sing inside, and my life was protected by my father. Happy days, with bright eyebrows and eyes, never experienced the ups and downs of the world.

If you don't open the door, my father lives in this yard, holding the latch and hiding behind the gate...

Feng Chaowen hugged me and strode forward, every time I took a step, I trembled more violently, I was afraid of being overwhelmed by extreme terror, I screamed, jumped up and broke away from his arms, kicked him hard, kicked him hard He vented the horror of this world, the deeply buried sadness and despair on him.

He stretched out his arms and coaxed me loudly: "Little Yi, darling... Xiao Yi, let's go in and take a look, and go to worship once..."

I hate him!I hate this world!

I screamed, wishing I could hold my arms tightly so as not to see the scene in front of me. He stretched out his arms to hug me, and was kicked and kicked by me, but he finally hugged me, hugged me tightly and knocked on the door. His body was buried in his arms and trembling, weeping bitterly, a familiar voice came from the door: "Who is it?"

The vermilion-painted door squeaked, and with tears in my eyes, I saw the snow-white silver threads on Uncle Tong's old face. Feng Zhaowen smiled and said, "Uncle Tong, I'll bring Xiaoyi home to pay homage to the master."

I cried louder and louder.

Like, daddy just died today.

(End of this chapter)