Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 25 trauma . Trauma
As soon as he arrived at the door of the classroom, he saw Miejue Shitai who was speaking in high spirits on the stage.

Xu Shi was too absorbed in talking, but he didn't notice my existence.

Perhaps, I am too small.

Perhaps, I am too unobtrusive.

Maybe it's me...

After all, didn't the old man never pay attention to me?

I pinched the corner of my clothes and took a deep breath, "report"

The lecture was interrupted, Miejue Shitai looked towards the source of the voice in annoyance.

Seeing that it was me, I didn't say much, I just waved the textbook on my hand and continued the lecture, beckoning me to go in

I lowered my head and counted my steps.

One step, two steps, three steps... fifteen steps, sixteen steps
Or maybe, this is the distance between me and him, there is Ranran in the middle, there is a distance of ten steps in the middle, after all, I still can't cross it.

Or maybe, even if there is no Ranran among us, we can't cross

I took out my textbook and lay down on the table, looking at the empty desk beside me.

Gently touched Jiang Han's desk.

Jiang Han, are you okay?

I tell you, I think I miss you a little

Very disappointing

Look, you've only been away for a few hours, and I miss you a little.

without you
Will I be alone in everything I do in the future?

However, what should I do if I still haven't been able to get rid of the bad habits in junior high school?
I am still afraid of being alone.

I'm so disappointing and useless, right?

Doesn't this kind of Nanxun make people feel very weak? It should be very weak.

In a daze, I fell asleep in Miejue Shitai's class unknowingly. Fortunately, Juejue Shitai didn't notice me sleeping

Maybe it is really as I thought, the existence is too small, too inconspicuous

That's why Miejue Shitai didn't notice me

So, it's not me who the old man cares about

In fact, it's nothing, just get used to it, and it's no big deal

When I woke up, it was noon

But what surprised me even more was that the cheater was sitting next to me
Am I no longer the cheating deskmate?
Why are you still sitting next to the cheater?
Is it sleepwalking?
Where did Ranran go?

I rubbed my eyes lazily, and felt that everything in front of me was unreal

The old man knocked on my head, tilted his head and smiled slightly, "Xun Xun, wake up, let's go, go eat"

Before I could answer, he took my hand and was about to go out
The moment his fingertips touched my hand, I withdrew my hand
first time reflex
After a while, he came to his senses, and smiled at me shallowly, with a look of indifference, "Let's go, let's eat, Ranran is still waiting for us in the cafeteria."

It turned out that I was thinking too much

It turns out that you are holding me because you are afraid that I will walk slowly, Ranran is in a hurry
It turns out that dye is still important in your heart

I always hold the corner of my clothes tightly in my hand
He said that this is a sign of my nervousness. I don’t know if he forgot it, but I wrote it down anyway.

It turns out that there will be a day when we will become so unfamiliar

I nodded to him, went up and patted him who was in a daze, "Let's go, old man. If you hurry up, Ranran will be angry."

After finishing speaking, I left alone without waiting for him to come back to his senses.

walk ahead, walk fast

Because I don't want his Ranran to blame him for me
After a while, Laoqian trotted after me and patted me on the back, "Hey, Xun Xun, why are you walking so fast?"

I smiled at him, but I never stopped, and I replied after a while, "Because I'm hungry, hurry up, old man"

"it is good"

He didn't say anything more, he just walked side by side with me, soon, soon

The reason we walk so fast is because of her, Ranran

I know the old man doesn't want Ranran to wait for us in the cafeteria alone
I know, but he's too embarrassed to say it.
When I came to the entrance of the cafeteria, I slowed down and finally stopped.

The old man took two steps, found that I had stopped and fell back, and waved his hand in front of me, "Xun Xun, what are you thinking? Are you hungry? Why don't you leave?"

I shook my head, looked at the people coming and going in the cafeteria, and smiled slightly.

The girls who come to eat in the cafeteria are either with their good sisters, girlfriends, friends or boyfriends, and I...

Jiang Han has also left, the old man has already had an affair, and I...

It's sad, but I'm still alone.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Laoqian looked at me anxiously.
I know, he must be afraid of Ranran waiting.

Looking at the crowded crowd, I hesitated, and finally took a step

I don't know why, but there are so many people in the cafeteria today
I don't know why, but the old man also likes places with a lot of people and noise

Wasn't it like this before?
Come to the third floor, relatively speaking, there are much fewer people on the third floor than on the first and second floors

But I still can't notice the dye in the corner at a glance

But the old man noticed
The cheater who was walking behind me saw Ranran in the corner and walked towards her
Don't even think about it, I already guessed it

Ranran should be there
Sure enough, Laoqian quickened his pace and walked in front of me because he saw Ranran

Ranran in the corner saw me and Laoqian, got up and waved to us
To be precise, he got up and waved at the old man when he saw the old one, not at me

Laoqian walked over quickly and stood next to Ranran, joking with her, while I was still about ten steps behind him, walking slowly with my head down
Ranran seemed a little surprised when he first saw me
Doesn't she know that the cheater is waiting for me in the classroom?

Didn't she tell the cheater to wait for me in the classroom?

Maybe she didn't expect that I would be so shameless and follow the cheater.

Ranran took Laoqian's hand, smiled at me shallowly, showing the dimples on both sides, "Xun Xun is here too, that's great"

The cheater at the side patted her head dotingly, smiled at her, and then pinched her face again, "Fool, don't stand still, sit down and eat quickly, the food will be cold later Oh no"

I just stared blankly at them talking and laughing. It’s something I’ve expected a long time ago, just get used to it, and it’s no big deal.

After a while, the old man turned towards me, maybe he just remembered my existence

He scratched his hair foolishly, and said to me with some embarrassment, "Xun Xun, sit down quickly, don't stand still."

I nodded dumbfounded, and was about to sit down when Ranran stopped me
"Will Xun Xun sit across from me?"

I didn't expect Ranran to come out like this again. I didn't know what to say for a while, so I had to look at the old man
Coincidentally, Ranran also looked at Laoqian, and did not forget to wink at Laoqian cutely, "Qianxi, how about you, let Xunxun sit opposite me?"

The old man is always like that, pampering Ranran's head and pinching her nose, "Okay, alright, alright, little ancestor"

Maybe the old man is like me

No matter what Ranran says, the cheater will satisfy her

No matter what the old man says, I'll say yes to him
After a while, the old man turned around and looked at me, a little embarrassed, I knew he might not be able to speak again
Before he could say anything, I smiled at him, "It's okay, it's just eating, it doesn't matter where I sit"

After finishing speaking, I took the dinner plate and walked to the opposite side of them, pretending to be indifferent and smiling

Seeing that the old man kept looking at me, as if he was sorry for me, I smiled at him again, and signaled him not to care, "Really, it doesn't matter where I sit, as long as Ranran is happy, let's eat quickly, stop standing"

Only when Ranran is happy, you will be happy

I will be happy when you are happy
So whatever you say, I'll say yes
You don't have to blame yourself, and you don't have to.

As I said, liking you is my own business, as long as it doesn't bother you or disturb your life, liking you has nothing to do with you after all.

Just like this relationship, after all, it’s like a movie, the protagonists are you and Ranran, and I’m just a humble supporting role

Staged a tragedy, a one-man show that can only belong to oneself

It's okay to get used to things that have been expected a long time ago, and it's no big deal.

Perhaps this is a sentence Nan Xun said to himself most often.

Yes, this is something that has long been expected, just get used to it, it’s no big deal
—— Nanxun

　17 year old dick, happy

　　.
　　you like fields

　　and i'm stupid
　　Can only plant grass in wasteland for ten years
　　change spring

　　wish you well
　　17-year-old Yi Xiaoqian, happy birthday
　　
　
(End of this chapter)