Yi Yang Qianxi the other shore fleeting song Weiyang

Chapter 26 Struggle
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You have to know enough is enough
when no one needs you

you have to learn to walk away
A little more self-knowledge and a little less self-indulgence}
When I sat down, I found that there was sweet and sour fish in the bowl. I lowered my head while holding the chopsticks and shook my lips helplessly.Facing the dinner plate, I still don’t know how to speak

i don't like fish
——reason, unknown
i don't eat seafood

——reason, unknown
I looked up at the cheater next to Ranran, hoping that he would pay attention to my discomfort

However, he seemed to be very happy talking to Ranran.
As for what to say, I don't know, and I'm not interested
Looking at them who were joking, I ate the white rice in a daze, mouthful after mouthful.

However, I have not been able to swallow it, it is really hard to swallow

Maybe it's because I'm ignorant, and now I know that white rice is so hard to swallow
After a while, Laoqian noticed that I was in a daze with a big mouthful of rice in my mouth

He smiled slightly, and said to me, "Xun Xun, what's the matter, you're still in a daze with such a big mouthful of rice, be careful choking on it"

Seeing this, Ranran smiled and waved in front of me
I shook my head, looked at the plate that hadn't moved much, swallowed the white rice in my mouth hard and said to Laoqian, "It's okay, I'm just holding on, Laoqian, eat slowly, I'm leaving "

After finishing speaking, he left without waiting for the old man to answer.

I just walked out of the cafeteria, and I felt a little uncomfortable in my stomach. I resisted the pain, so I had to walk slowly with my hands on my stomach

Nanxun, when did you become so hypocritical?

Don't you just eat white rice?

Isn't it just watching them fight and ignore you?
Shouldn't you be used to it by now?
Really, there was a moment

I really want to squat down, put my hands on my stomach, and relieve the pain

However, seeing the strange eyes cast by others, this idea was immediately dispelled

Those girls who don't know must have thought my aunt was here
As soon as I took two steps, I felt that my whole body was embraced, and I didn't know which arms I was in.
Crazy?
Should, no?
Isn't he still eating in the cafeteria?

What's more, with Ranran, he won't hold my shoulders like before
I was turning my head to see who it was
He Yiyu patted my head as usual, pouted dissatisfiedly, "Nan Xun, you little heartless, why have you become so cold and cold, you didn't even say hello when you saw me?"

Hearing the sound, I stopped what I was doing just now, because I knew without looking, it must be that guy He Yiyu
I pretended to be angry and gently pushed him, "Don't wrong the good guy, I didn't see it, okay?"

He kept shaking his head and cooperated with me, "Yes, yes, it's fine if you don't see it."

I just walked side by side with him
This boy is not a cheater, but He Yiyu

It's just that my stomach is still making trouble, and I don't want to stop for a moment.

I stopped and turned my head away

I think the complexion in this state must not be much better now.

So, I don't want him to worry about me anymore

because I know
One day, I will leave this boy named He Yiyu

I can't be selfish enough to make it a habit to rely on him

He had walked a few steps before, but when he saw that I hadn't left, he stepped back and stood beside me, "Nanxun, let's go. The lunch break at noon is so long, let me take you out to play."

I kept looking into the distance, and said without looking at him for a while, "You go, I want to walk alone"

He looked at me curiously, or he felt my discomfort and wanted to pull me over
I stopped it with my hand, "It's nothing strange, didn't you say it? I've changed, so, now I'm like this, there's nothing to make you feel strange, you go away"

He Yiyu called out my name curiously, "Nan Xun, you..."

I took a deep breath, turned my back to him and smiled helplessly, "Come on, leave me alone."

The answer I got was not He Yiyu's voice but the old man's voice not far away, "Xun Xun, why are you still here, haven't you returned to the classroom yet? The lunch break is so long, you can take a nap."

Hearing the old man's voice, my heart still skipped a beat.

It seems that He Yiyu is looking forward to my answer

What would I look like for the old man's answer?

I think he must be curious

He must still be thinking, in fact, I haven't changed, I just changed to him
I didn't look at him and Ranran, and I returned to "I don't have this habit" after thinking about it for a while.

I feel that He Yiyu is not the only person looking at me behind me, so... the other one should be Laoqian and Ranran

His eyes can finally stay on me, shouldn't I be grateful?
It's just that I'm really not in the mood to be thankful now, because... my stomach hurts so much that I can't ignore it

The old man's curious voice sounded behind me, "Xun Xun, what did you say?"

I sobbed unnaturally at the corner of my mouth, then returned to normal, and said indifferently, "I said, I don't have the habit of taking a nap anymore."

"Oh, Xun Xun, let's go back to the classroom together."

"Forget it, you guys go first"

"Xun Xun?" Lao Qian looked at me curiously, but after all, it was my back
"I said, you go first, you go quickly, leave me alone"

"Xunxun, then...Ranran and I will leave first, you should come back earlier"

I didn't look back because I knew the cheater must be gone

This is the first time I've turned him down

No wonder, he would be curious

Yes, I think this Nanxun idiot in his impression never said anything to reject him, right?
He Yiyu's voice came from behind, "Nanxun..."

For a moment, I seem to understand

As long as there is a cheater, He Yiyu can't say a word
Actually, why am I not

As long as there is dye, when can I say a word
For a moment, it seemed that I also began to feel sorry for this boy.

Actually, I feel sorry for myself too.
"He Yiyu, walk with me." After finishing speaking, I turned to look at the expression on his face

Because, I want to see how happy he is because of me
Must be like me
Hearing that Laoqian asked me to go out to play, I was so happy that I couldn't hide the smile on my face, even my eyes were full of smiles
He Yiyu laughed when he heard what I said. I said that if there were no cheats, I think I would like this boy. A boy who has no dimples in his smile.

However, his smile gradually diminished after he saw me, and he looked at me with a worried expression on his face, "Nan Xun, you are fucking sick, you pretend to be sick even though you are not feeling well, what are you pretending, you are not an actor , you fucking really think of yourself as a saint."

Hearing He Yiyu's words, I couldn't help laughing out, "He Yiyu, you can become a doctor now, really."

He Yiyu didn't answer when I heard the joke I said, but just held my hand, "Go, go to the infirmary"

Maybe you know what I'm going to say next

He turned around again and looked at him holding my hand, "Honestly, I know you don't like that place, but who does? The air smells like a pungent medicinal water."

I didn't shake off He Yiyu who was holding my hand, but looked at his back
Sure enough, only He Yiyu knows me so well
"He Yiyu, Jiang Han, she... is gone"

"I know, so if you have anything to do in the future, remember to look for me, don't worry, I won't bother you"

After speaking, he turned his head and looked at me seriously.

There is no usual hippie smile, as if I can see peace of mind in his face
It doesn't feel like a deer bumping around, but it makes me feel at ease and at ease

He waved his hand in front of me, "Don't, don't look at me like this, I know you're very touched, but you can't cry now, or your classmates will think I'm bullying you"

After finishing speaking, he turned around disapprovingly, took my hand and continued walking towards the infirmary
i know he smiled

This boy named He Yiyu finally laughed because of me

　I heard your crush is a hero

　　I won't surpass the world

　　but i'll cover you up
　　
　
(End of this chapter)