my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 65 Please

I barely opened the corner of my mouth, I forced a smile, and wanted to continue talking, Yu Minghui rushed up suddenly, he hurriedly grabbed the two sides of my clothes and pulled them towards the middle, those not too thick fabrics were torn by him " There was a "chichi" sound, but because there was no traction from the button, all his movements were in vain.

I stood there almost numbly, staring at his sudden panic, my heart was full of bitterness.

Even if he can't accept my past, he is still a good man.

Yes, yes, he is a good man, but it is a pity that I haven't had it yet, so I lost it, what a painful realization.

Just as I was dazed, Yu Minghui lowered his head, put his hands on the hem of his clothes and lifted them up. He took off his round neck T-shirt and put it on me directly.

His clothes must be oversized for me, and they look funny and ridiculous on me, just like me at this moment, both funny and ridiculous.

Think about how he acted as if he liked me back then.

Thinking about it now, even though I volunteered to sacrifice myself, I was still rejected.

All the meanness and arrogance I had just disappeared in this instant. I took a step back unconsciously, and my back was pressed against the door, and my head was buried. I must have exhausted all my strength , so that this sentence of apology is like a rotten apple emerging from the dust.

I said softly, "I'm sorry."

Following my words, Yu Minghui, who was naked from the upper part of his body, leaned forward abruptly, his hands cruising across my hairline, he firmly restrained the back of my head, his kiss fell like a storm, His face kept rubbing against mine, and he almost squeezed out a dozen words between his teeth. He said, "Lin Sisi, I don't allow you to abuse yourself! I don't allow it!"

Almost threw my whole body into his arms, his hands clung up like vines, his arms squeezed me so painfully, he pressed my face against his chest, his voice was very deep , He said: "Lin Sisi, I will protect you well in the future, I will protect you well, I will do what I say, you have to believe me, you must believe me."

Well, Yu Minghui's words made me automatically, self-righteously and self-righteously regard his behavior as a man with savior feelings, pity and sympathy for a poor woman.

Over the years, I am not only afraid of confessing my past to others, but also of the pity and sympathy that will be drawn after the confession.

If the two things that hit me hard came from people I cared about, it would only hurt me more.

How can I be so calm, but I am indeed so calm, I just stand in Yu Minghui's arms like a piece of wood, without emotion but extremely firm, I say: "Let me go."

However, Yu Minghui hugged me harder, and he said firmly: "I won't let it go, I don't want to let it go again."

Thinking back to his indifference just now, and now to this seemingly firm embrace, I think he did it out of kindness.

I hate his kindness.

I also don't want to see him troubled by his kindness, because of his kindness, he becomes stuck in a dilemma.

Suppressing the despair that was about to burst out of my heart, I tried my best to say slowly in a very steady voice: "Yu Minghui, actually you don't have to be like this. You don't need to hug me out of sympathy and pity. Those things I have experienced, but It's the price I paid for my youth and ignorance. These have nothing to do with you, and you don't need to be responsible for the love words you said to me not long ago. When you heard these things, you didn't regard me as a scourge, no Treat me as a deadly poison, and I am very grateful that I did not avoid me like others. You are not a saint, you are also an ordinary person, and I can understand that you have no way to accept it. If I choose to confess these things to you, I have already Be prepared for your unacceptable mentality. You are not wrong, and you don’t need to be responsible for the love words you said to me before. In general, I am grateful for your help to me several times, and I will be more Work hard to make money and return your money to you as soon as possible. After paying back the money, I will disappear in front of your eyes as soon as possible. I accept your help and kindness as repayment, I am self-aware, you can rest assured."

Listening quietly to my long-winded words, Yu Minghui straightened my face and forced me to look directly into his eyes. He stared into my eyes and said word by word: "Lin Si Four, you listen to me carefully!"

Even though his voice was quite soft, it carried an undeniable aura. I was completely intimidated, and unconsciously steadied my body, staring at him and frowning.

Leaning closer to me, Yu Minghui's eyes, like two bottomless ponds, looked so deep that they were deeply entangled, he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, I would kiss you and hug you just now, I would I do this because I, Yu Minghui, like you so much, I like you so badly, I like you so much that I want you to be mine, and I want to be qualified to hug you, kiss you, protect you. I will do all this because I Like you, not the sympathy and pity you think!"

Forgive me for being humble and sensitive.

Even this man in front of me, this man who has always been very cool, he talked a lot, and it seemed that every sentence was sincere, but I still remembered that not long ago, when I told him about my unbearable past, he Moved back unconsciously.

Just such an inadvertent action is enough to crush my heart and my courage.

I didn't even have the courage to ask him, since he likes me so much, since he seems to be able to accept all my past, why did he unconsciously move away from me in the first place!

I dare not ask.

My poor humble self-esteem, it is now the only thing that keeps me from tearing my heart and crying in front of Yu Minghui, it won't let me ask.

It will only make me hold on to that pitiful strength, it will only make me pretend to be nonchalant and laugh at myself lightly, and use the kind of words that are not funny at all to make fun of all this.

That's right, I just smiled indifferently to Yu Minghui's seemingly sincere and sweet words, and I said: "Ding Zhanbo told me before that we are each other's angels, and I didn't see that we both grew up. Wings are flying. I should have known what a man said, just listen to it. So Yu Minghui, don’t make fun of me. This farce is over tonight. I’ll go home and sleep. I’ll be resurrected with full blood after I sleep, You don't have to worry too much."

Yu Minghui's face darkened suddenly, his voice suddenly became cold, and he shouted: "Don't mention that scum again! He doesn't deserve it!"

Then, in my astonishment, his eyes turned red.

He almost pushed me into his arms again, and pressed his hands heavily on my back. He hugged me silently for nearly 5 minutes before slowly saying: "Lin Sisi, Please, stop pushing me away, stop rejecting me. Stop feeling so bad about yourself, stop torturing yourself with other people's mistakes, you deserve a better life, please don't torture yourself with the past Yourself. Let's forget about those things completely, shall we?"

The cautiousness in his tone, coupled with the tears he suddenly fell on my neck, I think the tears of a man like him are very precious, these tears are like a particularly sharp knife, easily prying open my heart Heart, to pry open my bloody heart at a loss.

All the strength I had been holding on to so easily collapsed and turned into ruins.

My clenched fists loosened, and my voice was full of despair: "Yu Minghui, I feel dirty..."

Yu Minghui quickly interrupted me: "Nonsense! You are cleaner than anyone else!"

You are cleaner than anyone else!

This sentence is like a handful of mustard, it forcibly draws out the tears I have held back for too long, I nestled in Yu Minghui's arms, first weeping silently, then weeping uncontrollably, in the end, I couldn't help it at all Weeping uncontrollably, I kept crying, I tried to turn all the sadness and embarrassment deposited in my body into tears, let them evaporate completely, and become a certain period of my life.

I was finally tired from crying, exhaustion came one after another, my feet were a little numb, I pushed Yu Minghui, or revealed my heart to him, I said naturally: "I'm tired of crying, I want to cry." Go home and go to sleep."

Slowly let go of me, Yu Minghui bent down abruptly, he quickly hugged me by the waist, his voice was a bit vague: "Just sleep here for one night."

When he carried me stepping on the stairs to the second floor step by step, his footsteps hit my eardrums one after another. Maybe I was really tired, or maybe because Yu Minghui was shining on my upper body, I felt a little uncomfortable. I slowly closed my eyes.

It wasn't until Yu Minghui put me firmly on the bed that I half-opened my eyes slightly.

In my limited vision, I saw Yu Minghui walk to the closet, he took a T-shirt and put it on, and then turned back, he lay down next to me, looking at the ceiling like me, his He wrapped his hands around and held mine tightly. When he spoke quietly, his voice was like a gust of sea breeze, cooling his face.

He said, "Lin Sisi, are you agreeing to be my girlfriend?"

Although I haven't recovered from the messy farce just now, my heart is as messed up as a fishnet, but I am very sure of my heart, I fell in love with this man holding my hand, He doesn't dislike me, he is willing to be with me, I think this is a gift from God after teasing me countless times.Even though I actually still feel unworthy, I want to covet it desperately.

With countless surging emotions, I gave a heavy "um" in response, but the doorbell at Yu Minghui's house suddenly rang very pickily.

It completely suppressed the word "um" forcibly. As for whether Yu Minghui heard it or not, I don't know.

All I know is that he got up slowly and said, "I'll go and see who's here."

(End of this chapter)