Chapter 93

monday, sunny
One week, only one week left, I don't know if the end of a week is a relief for me, the flight is scheduled for next week, I think what I should do, she is always unreliable.

cough cough cough.

My body also seems to be counting down. Today, I coughed up blood. My organs seem to be aging at an alarming rate. The backlog of more than ten years of illness broke out at the last moment.

I want to sleep a little bit, but I know that maybe I won't be able to wake up after this sleep, and my last calculation by Shen Nianqi will also be in vain, so I can't sleep, I have to pass the time.

I took a cold shower to try to refresh myself, unfortunately things seemed to be getting worse.

Sitting in front of the camera projector, the interesting thing is that once the machine started to work, I was able to put on a perfectly healthy appearance.

"Hi, Ran'er." I greeted her with a smirk. When she saw it, she must have cried uglier than anyone else, but I just wanted to laugh. Let's go, I know she will be sad, but I still want her to think of me and feel sorry for me, am I mean?
"When I first saw you, I forgot to tell you that I was caught by you and lied to you. Do you know how embarrassing you are? You look so proud, so silly." I smiled carelessly, outside The sky is very bright, and it shines on me, which is very warm, but I know that my body is terribly cold.

I try to recall as much as possible from the first day we met. In fact, we didn’t have many days together. Compared with a lifetime, it is too little, but I still feel that the remaining time is too little for me to recall it all. .

After recording for a whole day, I didn't take a break, I didn't want to take a break, I just wanted to use my only time to leave her as many e-mails as possible, maybe enough for her to read for a year.

On Tuesday, the sun was big.

I didn't rest, but I didn't feel tired either. The sun outside was so strong, but my room was very dark. I didn't want to turn on the light or draw the curtains. I was afraid that my current appearance would make Ran'er see too clearly , frightened her.

"Are you thinking of me again?" There is no doubt about it, Ran'er is a very emotional person.

"Today I met the old man you used to nag about. God is just as you said, there is nothing special, so a fool like you finally guessed it right once." I imagined the appearance of God described by Ran'er, and smiled , I've never praised her for doing the right thing before, this time, let's make her happy.

"It suddenly occurred to me that on your 26th birthday that year, I said that I had prepared a gift for you, but we were in a hurry, so we all forgot about it. Stupid girl, the gift is buried in the fifth front and seventh from the left of the door of the apartment Under the square tile, you dig it out and have a look, the wedding gift I gave you, I won’t take the place of the ring finger of your right hand, so wear your left hand, okay?”

In fact, I don't know very well whether the wedding is worn on the right hand or the left hand.

Although that ring was a proposal ring, I never thought she would agree, so I just bought it to coax her. I actually forgot about it. Things will be remembered very irregularly.

wednesday overcast

I don't know how many video messages have been completed, but after two days, I was still a little tired and slept for an hour.

After waking up, the sky was very dark. I don't know if it was because it was evening or it was cloudy today. I had no sense of time at all.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I couldn't get up and I didn't even have the strength to talk, so at the last minute, I chose to take drugs, I never touch these things, but now I need them, they will turn me on.

"You cried so badly today." Every time I sit in front of the camera, the first thing I do is imagine what she's doing.

"I sat on the Ferris wheel yesterday, turning and turning, back to 20 years ago, do you know what I saw, I saw you as a kid, just like now, you are really stupid. It turns out that a People are stupid, it is really not possible to train to your level overnight."

Still like this, I try my best to coax her, I am very selfish, I hope she remembers me, but I don't want her to be sad every day.I hope she feels guilty for me, but I don't want her to live too depressed. Am I being too contradictory?
Friday, heavy rain.

It has been raining for two days in a row, tick tock, endless, it seems to be the same as my mood, my hearing is a little fuzzy, even my throat is hoarse, today I don’t speak much, just silly Smile at the camera, and occasionally miss a word or two.

I turned on the lights today because it was so dark.

But I'm very confident. I'm the kind of person who doesn't care about the outside world.

I can't even hear what I'm saying.

Sunday, sunny

Today's weather is very good, I don't know if it is the last gift from God, let me take a look at the brilliant sky.

My spirit is very good, better than ever. Today, my hearing, vision and physical strength have recovered a little. I don’t know if this is not the legendary flashback.

I know I'll be in better shape tomorrow, as long as I'm not dead before I get on the plane tonight.

In front of Ran'er, I always look healthier than anyone else.

I moved off the balcony to try to look better.

"Hi, it's been so long, it's really annoying to see you on time every day." I complained, and I can imagine that the first thing Ran'er does when she wakes up every day is to open the video I saved.

I told her that I could only read one book a day, and I was afraid that she would forget about me after reading it all at once. Now I am really more stingy than a child.

I don't know if she will listen to me obediently, so every time I end a video, I will warn her at the end, "If you don't listen to me obediently, you will die, if you peek, see what I do teach you."

But I still can't figure out how I will teach her a lesson?How could she be dead?

The sky darkened unknowingly, and look, another day passed.

I can't stay up late tonight, I have to adjust to a good state, and I will see Ran'er tomorrow.

"Seeing you every day, I'm really bored, so I decided to go and enjoy myself. There are really many beauties in heaven, some are European and some are Oriental, so don't say that I forget my friends when I see sex. "

"It's the last call, delete it, and live a happy life from now on. One year has passed, when you think of me again, your heart won't hurt so much, right? Silly girl, be happy."

This is the last message, I smile more handsomely than ever.

On Monday, the weather was mixed.

I don't know if it's because the weather is complicated or my mood is very complicated.

As I said, today I am really in good condition, as if I have never been sick.

Ran'er came to see me into the airport, and the boss also came.

"Hey, stupid woman, Xiao Nian is sick, don't be violent at every turn, be careful that he grows up, and take advantage of your old age to take revenge." I said with a smile.

"You say I'm stupid again!" Ran Chen feigned anger: "Don't bother you, Hua Dashao, the tone of his speech is like explaining the funeral. Don't worry about Xiao Nian, just come back and look at me earlier."

I smiled naturally, without showing any signs, but I saw that the boss's expression seemed unnatural, but she couldn't tell, the boss's expression was like no expression.

Didn't see my answer, Ranchen tugged at my clothes very worriedly, and looked at me very seriously: "I'm not kidding, you have to come back early, after the mission in the Middle East is completed, come back quickly. If you let me If you find out that you forget your friends when you see sex, let's go carefree first, and you will look good."

See, no matter when, the way she cares about people is still fierce, but... fierce and cute.

"I want to have a cup of coffee, miss, can you run some errands, please?" I looked at Ranchen with a smile.

Ranchen gave me a blank look, and angrily went to buy coffee for me.

"You pushed her away on purpose and wanted to say something." The boss said to me helplessly.

"Xian, you know, I can't worry about her."

"Well, I won't help you take care of her." The boss said very rudely.

I laughed: "Don't worry, don't say it's you, even a normal man would have a headache and offend such a stupid girl. That's not what I want to talk about." Take care of her?Why should I explain, the boss will do a good job: "I don't trust her, but after all, she has the little devil, Li Mufan, and you."

I deliberately looked at the boss's reaction, and heard Li Mufan's name, the boss's eyebrows were slightly lowered, but I don't have time to worry about these things, the boss's matter will be resolved one day.

"I'm most worried about the boss." I raised my hand, smashed the boss's chest, and said in a low voice, "Don't let yourself live too tired."

Without waiting for the boss to answer, I waved my hand smartly and approached the gate.

I just want to let me go smart.

"Aren't you waiting for her?" came the boss's voice from behind.

I didn't answer, just curled my lips unconsciously, I'm going to be relieved, take care.
Sitting on the plane, I looked at my watch. It was about 1 minute before the explosion.

Looking at the distant continent from the window, there is only an endless open sea far below, how can there be a shadow of the mainland?
I closed my eyes with a smile on my lips.

This is what I can give, what I can afford, the only way to love you.
boom!
(End of this chapter)

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