my unparalleled way

Chapter 1376 The Fallen Man
After the morning court ended the next day, Lin Si didn't go back to the palace directly, but went straight to Hua Susu's bedroom.

After discovering so many things that exceeded his imagination and made him unacceptable, he certainly wouldn't just pretend that nothing happened.

For someone else, walking in this deep palace would naturally be cautious with three steps, one post, five steps and one whistle, but he didn't need to be like this.

Although he has already moved out, he is still unimpeded in the Palace of the Moon King, and no one will come out to stop him.

Therefore, when he entered the Palace of Yongqiu where Princess Suning lived, no one had time to notify him in advance.And because of his preoccupation and anger, how could he care about etiquette?
Pushing open the door, what appeared before his eyes was an absurd scene.

The poorly dressed men and women hurriedly covered their naked bodies with thin quilts, and the panic in the eyes of the two people on the bed was panic, even though they were separated by a layer of gauze, they couldn't hide it from him.

He didn't even have any intention of evading, just quietly watching Hua Susu and another strange man get dressed in a hurry.

The temperature in his eyes is getting colder and colder. At this moment, the last hope in his heart has completely disappeared.

Du Qi didn't lie, everything was true.

He still blamed himself yesterday, but now anger filled his heart.

That's right, I ignored her and didn't accompany her too much, but she herself fell too fast and too thoroughly.

How is it that she doesn't know how to clean herself and love herself so simple?Doesn't she know what her current behavior represents?Although Lin Si doesn't value the face of the royal family as much as Yue Luoning and court officials do, but even ordinary people, this kind of thing is also despised by others, isn't it?

Hua Susu himself should be very clear about this, right?But she did it anyway.

Yeah, she's been hurt before and has a tragic past, but that shouldn't be a reason for her to do anything.

When this man and woman stood in front of him, he already had the urge to kill.

"You did a good job! Very good, really good! I really can't imagine that you have become like this..."

Hua Susu's eyes were full of despair, she obviously never thought that she would meet Lin Si on such an occasion.

She didn't know how to face this sudden scene, which made her feel like the sky was about to fall.

"Si, listen to my explanation..."

Lin Si laughed back in anger, and now he even lost the patience to listen to her: "Explain what? Are you going to tell me that you and him are really in love and can't help it? Don't think I don't know, I have had skin-to-skin relationship with you Dear man, you are almost ready to form a centurion! Ha, what exactly do you want to do, lead them into battle?"

"I never thought it would be like that, unconsciously..."

"Ha, haven't you thought about it? Could it be that someone else did these things? Did someone force you? You really let me down!"

Lin Si does still have a heart of concern for her, but he knows better that if she is still nice to speak now, then she will only continue to slide in an unknown direction in the future.In addition, at this time, he was indeed in a rage.

After saying this, he turned around coldly and strode towards the outside of the palace.

Seeing that he was about to leave like this, Hua Susu's eyes showed almost despair.She chased him like crazy, outside Yongqiu Hall, she stopped him.

"Don't go, I know I was wrong, please don't leave me..."

She held Lin Si's arm tightly and cried bitterly, as if parting from life to death.

"No one left you, but you left everyone alone."

"No, I don't want to..."

"You don't want to? Do you know what you have done? You actually formed a party member and interfered in the government. Do you understand government affairs? Do you know that this kind of thing messes up and harms the entire Yue Kingdom? Are you crazy? "

Hua Susu sobbed and said, "I don't want to do anything at all... I don't know what they did. If you don't like it, I will disband them..."

"Disband? Haha, do you think this is a game played by children? Now that these people's roots have been stabilized, and they are all huddled together, how do they disband?"

"Then what do you think... what should I do?" She raised her head with tears in her eyes.

So that for a moment, a trace of unbearableness flashed in Lin Si's heart.

But immediately, his heart hardened again. After doing those things, it was over in a few words. Isn't that a trifling matter?

"You don't need to do that so-called imperial order. The people you recruited will be dispersed immediately, and you will completely draw a line with those foreign ministers! Also, if you bring wild men into the palace in the future, you should get out with them." !"

"Oh..." She nodded hastily, and then said with eyes full of expectation: "So you forgive me?"

"Forgive? Heh, I really want to forgive you, but you can see for yourself, what has become of you? Why are you so ignorant of self-love? Are you a brothel girl, and you can sleep with anyone?"

"At first, I didn't expect this to happen..."

"But now you have become like this!"

"At the beginning, I planned to have a good time with Wen Qi. At that time, I never thought of finding many men."

"Wen Qi? From Wen Linghou's family?"

"Yes."

"And then? Did he hurt you?"

"No, he treated me very well, but it didn't take long for me to see that he and the Wen family simply took a fancy to my identity and just wanted to use me to gain benefits. He doesn't really like me..."

"Oh? So you think that kind of goodness is fake, and then you are disappointed in him?"

"Hmm, hypocrisy makes me sick."

"It's right for you to leave him, but I don't understand how this has anything to do with your subsequent debauchery? Just because you were disappointed in a person, you deliberately destroyed yourself?"

She shook her head with eyes full of bewilderment: "I didn't think so, anyway, I was hurt by Zhou Zichuan's hypocrisy once, and I'm used to it, I've seen it through..."

This sentence hit Lin Si's weakness, and for a moment he even wanted to comfort her.

The problem hasn't been solved yet, she hasn't become a new person, she can't relax...

But even though he warned himself like this in his heart, his tone softened: "Then why did you become like that? You used to be so self-respecting and self-loving."

"At that time, I just wanted to find someone who could be true to each other. There were many men around me. I thought that the children of officials and nobles might want to use me to climb higher, but it would not be true, so I looked for Li Yuansheng, the son of a merchant who is not an aristocrat..."

"Oh? From the Liyuan Chamber of Commerce, how does he treat you?"

"He also treated me very well, and cared for me in every possible way... It's a pity that within three days, I found out that the Liyuan Chamber of Commerce was using my name to evade commercial taxes and customs duties, and even used my name to pick him up. Some official business..."

"It's unreasonable!" Lin Siyin gritted his teeth tightly, and the anger rushed to the top of his head again.

"You mean, he is also cheating your feelings, he doesn't really like you, he just wants to take advantage of your identity?"

"Well, he actually has other women." Hua Susu nodded with a lonely face: "After I separated from him, I was completely disappointed in these rich and powerful family members. of……"

Lin Si shook his head helplessly: "Don't be so anxious, you are not someone who is worried about marrying."

"No, you don't understand... Anyway, I found Ji Ying not long after."

"Ji Ying?"

"Yes, he's just an ordinary person, he doesn't know how to practice, he's not a nobleman, he's just a playwright. I've seen his plays before, and he plays great heroes with a sense of integrity, or he's upright He is also a handsome young master and a hero. I think he should be a good man..."

"How can the image in the show be confused with the real person?" Lin Si couldn't help shaking his head.

"Yeah, but I didn't know at the time, I was too confused at the time... I think that if he can play a hero so vividly, then he should be a similar person himself, and he is only depressed because of his background. "

"But in fact, he is not like that?"

"Yeah, in the play, he talks elegantly and wittily, but outside the play, he is just a straw pillow. Although he tried his best to pretend, he still couldn't hide his vulgarity and shallowness. It's okay to be short-sighted, but he is more self-righteous..."

"This, it's just that the words are not very elegant, it seems to be nothing."

"Yes, but he is also very problematic. In the play, he plays a hero who is handsome or strong, but outside the play, he is a villain who succeeds and becomes rampant. Since he met me, he He has no respect for the people around him, scolds and humiliates passers-by and shopkeepers wantonly, flatters officials and nobles, and is actually timid and cowardly in his bones... You know, I hate this kind of person."

Lin Si sighed: "I don't like it either."

"Besides, he is also addicted to gambling. He may like me, but he flatters me in every possible way, just to get money and vanity from me. He is very envious of the lives of the nobles, and he does everything possible to get me to introduce some nobles to him. He knows..."

Lin Si touched his nose helplessly: "This person is really not worth dating."

He had to be thankful that Hua Susu was much smarter and more sober than before.None of these people's hidden intentions and dispositions could hide it from her, and she saw through each of them within a few days.

But since she is so smart, why did she do those stupid things in the end?
"Yeah, after him, I have been disappointed with these people. I just want someone who treats me sincerely, and I don't think about getting married or anything... I just want a good friend who can speak my heart. I need someone to comfort me. But I can't find any, heh..." She sneered, and the corner of her mouth was full of mockery.

"There must be someone who treats you sincerely, but you don't have to be so eager. Even if you are disappointed with all the men in the world, you don't want to insult yourself!"

Hua Susu chuckled: "Could it be that you're talking about a woman, good sister? I once had a good sister, her name was Yue Luoning, and in the end she refused to save my parents."

"That doesn't mean there are no other good sisters."

"Oh, don't you want to know why I became so slutty? It's because of those women's persuasive temptations..."

"Those women? Who are they?" Lin Si's eyes turned cold. Did someone deliberately lead her to a wrong road?
"Many people, some ladies I met at the banquet. They told me that these things are actually very common. If you don't know how to play, you will be looked down upon..."

"Is this considered a game? And it's normal?"

"Yeah, they brought other strange men into the house to do that kind of thing in front of me, and many of them obviously have husbands at home..."

"Then you will follow suit?"

Hua Susu was silent for a long time before she nodded with shame on her face: "Once, I was confused for a while and thought it was okay for everyone to be like that... Later, I gradually felt that the men they found were not high-end... They also taught me a lot of other fun stuff..."

"You! You really..." Lin Si was almost speechless because of her anger.

(End of this chapter)