my unparalleled way

Chapter 1377 Access to the Palace
"How can you be so confused? How can this kind of thing be regarded as a comparative capital? Don't you know what the outside world is saying about you? You are already a laughing stock, do you know that!"

Lin Si was almost roaring loudly into her ears, and the only words that could describe his mood at this moment were heartbroken and distressed.

What she said before about the process of interacting with those three people made him a little sad.

In fact, Hua Susu can be called beautiful even in terms of appearance, not to mention her knowledge is not bad, and her speech and behavior are quite moderate.Otherwise, how could someone as harsh as the father let her, the daughter of a commoner, live in the palace safely, and finally conferred her the title of princess?
It's a pity that because of herself standing behind her, because of that princess status, because of the circle she was in... She met very few people who liked her.Many people approach her because of the benefits she can bring.What they value is only those interests, not her...

In addition to being unkind to others, she herself is too impatient.

How can it be just two or three days to get someone to treat each other sincerely.It is difficult for people who share joys and sorrows to share wealth and honor, let alone those around her who only have wealth and honor...

On the first day she met her in Qingyue Forest, the two had a fight. At that time, she and she were wary of each other and disliked each other, didn't they?
And her mental journey afterwards made Lin Si understand that Hua Susu's depravity was indeed due to her own "negligence in discipline", but the bigger reason was her own, wasn't it?
Her will is too easily corroded and shaken.It is impossible for everyone in the aristocratic circle to be like that, but what she learned was the bad ones.

In addition, she was confused for a while at the beginning, but Lin Si didn't believe that she had been so confused all along.

She was actually awake, she knew what she was doing, after all these things had happened for two years.In the past two years, she should have had countless opportunities to turn back, but she never looked back, and instead became more and more depraved.

In the end, it even affected state affairs.

And the next moment, his anger became uncontrollable.

"If I know who spread the word first, I will make him regret living."

Perhaps it was the softening of Lin Si's tone before that made Hua Susu relax, but at this time she actually muttered such a sentence.

"Ha, you still don't know your mistakes! You are hopeless!"

Lin Si threw her away fiercely, which made Hua Susu's face pale, and panic once again covered her pretty face.

Tears came out of her eyes again, she hugged Lin Si's arm and begged bitterly: "I know I was wrong, I will change it, I will definitely change it..."

"How to change it? Can it be changed? Over the years, you have had countless opportunities to correct it, but you have never corrected it... How can I believe what you say now?"

He hoped to use this attitude to let her know that he would not indulge her again.

"Then you... don't care about me?" There was begging in the hazy tearful eyes.

"How do I manage? How do I manage? You are already like this..."

"Oh...you mean, I'm hopeless, a terribly bad, hopeless person, right? You think I'm dirty, you think I've dirty your eyes, don't you?"

"I don't think so, but let you put aside those boring comparisons, put aside those power positions, put aside the so-called glory and wealth, and be a normal and ordinary woman, can you do it? You can't do it, you are used to it Now this kind of..."

"No! I can do it!" She interrupted Lin Si's words with a hiss, and repeated again: "I can do it, as long as you can accompany me, even if I go back to the Qingyue Forest to live a life of poverty willing!"

When she said these words, the original despair in her eyes had long since disappeared, replaced by firmness and staring.

She fixed her eyes on Lin Si, she was waiting for his reply.

This gaze made Lin Si panic for a while, and he suddenly realized that he might have thought wrong about some things.

Hua Susu cared too much for her.In fact, she can obviously ignore her attitude, after all, she will not really put her in prison, let alone shoot her.But when she faced herself, it was like meeting a strict father. She was afraid of being scolded and extremely dependent.

For a while, he didn't know how to reply to her, but she didn't stop 'persecuting' him.

"I know that you took me to the banquet to let me meet more new friends and let me get out of hatred and sadness, right? So I worked hard, I worked hard to meet new friends, and I know what I did before Not good, I also want to get better again...But, none of those people are good, none of them are real, they are all wearing masks and pretending to be false..."

"I have really tried my best, but I can't find it. What can I do? I am very lonely, and I really want someone to understand me, comfort me, and tell me what is in my heart, who can be my reliance, or even control They always look at me and scold me when I do something wrong. So I searched desperately, quickly... but there was no one!"

"Looking back, ha, you are the only one who is real. But you have been away all the time, and now, you don't even care about me..."

Looking at her who was yelling like crazy and finally started to cry, Lin Si couldn't feel any blame anymore.She was really... poor.

"I didn't ignore you, I just hope you can correct it and stop being so confused." He patted her trembling back lightly, as if he could feel her loneliness and coldness.

"Then you take me away, we can go anywhere! Whether it's Qingyue Forest, or Rongcheng, or the frontline battlefield, or any other place. I don't want the position of princess, I don't want other people's fawning, I just want your company All right! Can you...promise me?"

Looking at her expectant eyes, Lin Si was silent for a long time.

It wasn't until the expectation in her eyes gradually dissipated, and even the hands holding her tightly gradually loosened, that he said shyly: "You know, this is impossible... I already have Xiao Zhi, I I won't betray her..."

Originally, when she was supposed to be heartbroken, she suddenly burst into tears and laughed: "Where did you go? I didn't intend to rob you with sister Xiao Zhi, we are siblings!"

"Huh?" Lin Si was stunned.

"What I'm talking about is the relationship between sister and brother. I didn't want to win love. How could I want you to leave sister Xiaozhi? I know that sister Xiaozhi is really good to me."

"This, that..." Lin Si's face almost turned red, it was so embarrassing that he didn't know what to do other than scratch his head.

"Isn't that okay?" Her tone dropped again.

"Okay, of course! Tomorrow...no, you can move to the palace and live with us right now!" Lin Si Da was overjoyed, yes, in fact, he can bring Sister Su, can't he?

What's wrong with an older sister living in the same family with younger siblings?In some big families, dozens or even hundreds of clan members live in the same mansion.

"Really? That's great, I'm going to clean up now!"

"Well, Xiaozhi will be very happy when she finds out. If she is not here, she will be bored during this time, haha!"

……

Tang Xiaozhi was really happy, Hua Susu was the person she was always worried about.Now living together, she felt much more at ease.

The two were already acquainted when they were in Mingcheng, and they were naturally as close as sisters when they met.

That night, when the husband and wife were sharing the bed, Lin Si still fully confessed to Tang Xiaozhi what Hua Susu had done in the past two years.

This is something that can't be helped. After all, some of Hua Susu's affairs have already spread to the outside world, and Tang Xiaozhi will know about it sooner or later.What's more, now that Hua Susu is living here, it's better for Tang Xiaozhi to have a solid foundation.

Tang Xiaozhi was also unaware of those absurd things before, after all, she had been with Qianlan before.

All this obviously had a big impact on her, so that she couldn't calm down for a long time.

Lin Si had to laugh dryly, and deliberately joked: "Cough, my concubine, don't learn from those noble ladies in the future."

"What are you thinking, this kind of thing is also used as a joke!" Tang Xiaozhi couldn't help but pinched him hard under the covers.

"All right, all right, I was wrong, but Sister Su will trouble you to take care of her from now on, and don't let her make the same mistakes again."

"Well, I know. Sister Su is also a poor person. I won't just sit idly by. What about you?"

"I will try my best to enlighten her, but I may need to be busy next time."

Tang Xiaozhi asked with a smile: "Is it still about the political affairs?"

"Yeah, and teaching students."

"Do you really need my help, Lin Si? I don't think you can do those things well..."

Tang Xiaozhi knew how much he had in government affairs.

Looking at her teasing eyes, Lin Si couldn't bear it any longer.

"Yeah, student Tang Xiaozhi, you think I'm too useless, don't you? I'm just too lazy to be serious. If I get serious, hehe..."

"how?"

"At that time, your mere imperial order will only be ashamed, and you will bow in front of my lord!"

"Really? But I don't have any confidence in you."

"Then just wait and see!" Lin Si's face was full of confidence.

However, Tang Xiaozhi, who was still joking, suddenly sneered: "Oh, Lin Si, who is confused, there are some problems that you haven't noticed yet? Do you think that Sister Su's problem has been completed and solved satisfactorily? "

"Isn't it?" Lin Si was taken aback.

He asked himself that he was quite considerate in his actions. With his own protection and care, it is impossible for the ups and downs outside to continue to erode Sister Su, right?
If someone else said this to him, he would only take it as alarmist talk, but if it was Tang Xiaozhi, he would have to think again.It's just that he really couldn't think of anything missing.

"You said you were confused, but you really didn't disappoint me." Tang Xiaozhi couldn't help shaking her head and laughing, and then she restrained her smile and asked seriously: "First, where is Zhou Zichuan? Is he dead or alive now?"

"This……"

Lin Si gasped suddenly. At this moment, he was extremely glad that there was Tang Xiaozhi by his side, otherwise he would have really forgotten the existence of this person.

The reason is very simple, he subconsciously thought that Zhou Zichuan was dead.After all, he did not see this person in Hua Susu's palace, and Hua Susu had not mentioned this name for a long time.

But when Tang Xiaozhi brought it up again at this time, he realized that he hadn't really confirmed it at all.

Of course, Zhou Zichuan couldn't be careless. If he couldn't be under his control, it would be better to kill him.

After all, this man is the enemy, and a smart and tough enemy.

"I'll ask Sister Su tomorrow. If he's still here, I'll definitely kill him this time. If I have one, what about the other?" For Tang Xiaozhi, he was already obedient and obedient, and she might not be good at housework. What kind of virtuous housemate is he, but he can be regarded as his "military adviser".

"Secondly, it's not that I want to provoke the relationship between your siblings, but I still want to remind you that our other sister may have problems in this matter."

Lin Si's heart skipped a beat: "You mean...Yue Luoning?"

"Not bad!"

(End of this chapter)