my unparalleled way

Chapter 1443
"Is this the feeling of being rejected? It's really sour that people don't want to experience it again."

He finally experienced the feeling of loss, and it was impossible to say that he felt good and didn't care.Although he is a time traveler, he is also a mortal, not to mention the sense of superiority brought by his status as a time traveler, he has discarded it for a long time.

But maybe because he never got it, his mood at this time is far from being in pain.

His sadness is not too deep.Therefore, he still had a smile in his voice when he said he was uncomfortable, and he still had the leisure to show himself not too embarrassing and gaffe.

It's impossible to like yourself, so you force the other person to like you too, right?This is very common, there are countless similar things happen every day.

Moreover, based on my understanding of her, even if the confession fails, it will not destroy the previous relationship between friends and confidants.

"Sorry, I just feel...too fast. So fast that I'm a little overwhelmed and unprepared."

Perhaps sensing his loss, she behind the wall hastily defended herself, timely alleviating his embarrassment after his failed confession.

A glimmer of hope suddenly surged in his heart, because she didn't say anything to death.

"Soon? We've known each other for almost a month..."

"No, what I mean is that you made a confession without even meeting me. It makes me feel very uncertain. I'm not sure if you did it on impulse, because you didn't even know me. With such love, it seems so flippant."

Her prudence and earnestness deeply impressed him.

That's right, Lin San also doesn't believe in love at first sight.In fact, the reason why I told her many things about myself and expressed many opinions about myself during this period of time was to let her know more about who I am.

Only by letting her see as many sides of herself as possible, no matter whether her advantages or disadvantages are unreserved, can she promise herself, that is really reliable and real, right?
That means that she can accept herself as fully as possible, so that she won't have the feeling of 'bought a fake and defective product' in the future.

If they come together without any understanding, he will feel unreliable, and he is not even sure why the other party likes him.It gave him the feeling that the other party was impulsive for a while, and he shot when he saw a certain bright spot, but he would give up after being disappointed. What is the difference between this and just playing.

She doesn't want to play, she means it.This discovery instantly made Lin San feel better than before, because he was also serious.

"Then let's meet."

……

They did not cross that wall that day, but they met on a river island in the south of Qiping City at the same time the next day.

This is actually a 'scenic spot' in Qiping City. Even though most people are still busy at this time, this tree-lined river island still attracts many people to stop, including some young men and women.

Among the crowd, Lin San easily found her in a long plain dress.Of course, this is not because she should be like this in his imagination, but because she is holding a white jade flute that was agreed beforehand.

Not 45 points, at least 85 points or more, and a touch of ecstasy surged in his heart, although this change of mood seemed a bit contemptible.

And she also naturally saw the young man walking towards her with a slight limp.

It was just the first time they met, and the two of them couldn't help but smile on their faces, as if it was funny and interesting.

"It's not bad, it's much better than I imagined." She looked him up and down, and said what she thought without concealing it.

Lin San said with interest: "Oh? What do you imagine?"

She tilted her head and thought for a while, then said with a narrow smile, "Guess?"

"It's better to forget it. You will be pleasantly surprised by the way I am now. You can imagine how unbearable it was."

Puff!She couldn't help laughing, and immediately covered her mouth as if she felt that this was a bit unladylike, so she said not to be outdone, "What about you? Tell me about your first impression after seeing me, don't lie, don't tell me hesitate!"

"Me? I feel like I've found a treasure. It's much better than I thought."

She feigned anger and said, "Do you think I should be an ugly girl?"

"Yes."

"If I'm really ugly, will you pretend that you don't know me, and then turn away?"

Lin San shrugged his shoulders: "It's okay to turn around and leave, but if it's so ugly that it's unbelievably ugly, disappointment is inevitable, right?"

"Your words also disappoint me. Unexpectedly, are you also a person who judges people by their appearance? And it seems that I haven't agreed to your confession yet?" This time, she seemed to be really angry.

"This... I really want to say something nice, but would you believe it? It's not wrong to say that judging people by their appearance, but it can't be considered all. There are many factors that attract people. One."

"But if I'm ugly, all those factors will be useless, right?"

"It's not so useless, is it? After all, the reason why I am attracted is because of my inner self. Besides, if my legs are broken now, and I need someone to push me to meet you, how would you feel? Woolen cloth?"

"I have no idea……"

"You are beautiful, why do you have to assume that you are ugly, and then expect a man to only like your inside and ignore your appearance? It's like a king disguised as a beggar, and then expect other women to get close to him , despise those who missed it, think they are blind, but forget that he is deceiving himself, and still want to get the truth?"

"You can say it with your mouth, it seems that I'm going to change my evaluation of you. Anyway, your performance is very bad when we meet for the first time."

"Okay, okay, I was wrong..." Lin San spread his hands helplessly, of course he knew what to say, those words just now were actually very stupid, but for some reason, he still couldn't help but collapse in front of her. out.

Perhaps it was also because he understood that even if he said those words, he would not lose her as a friend.

"So, what's your reply?" He sat beside her with a smile and asked.

"What reply?"

"Hey, don't play dumb."

"I still have to think about it."

"Huh? Still thinking about it?"

"Look at your performance in the future. Before you agree, you have to please me, right? And I always feel that it's weird to fall in love with someone who is so similar to me." She teased with a smile.

……

Although what he said was just consideration, Tai Shuxue formally agreed to him a day later.And from that moment on, they really became a pair of lovers.

Lin San fell into the happiest period of his life. At this moment, he only felt that he was the luckiest person in the world.The so-called time travel, the so-called past memories are no longer important, what matters is only here.

Every day he feels as if he is living in the clouds, an experience he has never experienced before.

For a person like him who can maintain his sanity and sobriety at all times, it seems unbelievable for him to fall into an impulsive relationship. In fact, he often examines his own practices, recalls the details of getting along, and even infers some future possibilities.

At this time, he seems to be constantly wandering between rationality and sinking. He clearly knows what he is doing and what his state means, but he is unwilling and unable to extricate himself.

It's been a long time since they had that conversation over the wall, and more often than not, their relationship turned into a stroll in Qiping City.Or go shopping, or sit side by side to enjoy the beautiful scenery, or listen to her play, or go out for a walk in the city together.

Even, they cooked together at his residence and sang for the first time under her 'force'.

Maybe his previous point about the dialogue between the walls was right, because they already had enough understanding. Although there were occasional disputes between them, they still had a tacit understanding.

The topic of the two of them has more about the future.After all, they are so similar, they don't only think about the present, they also think about whether they will live in harmony after they get married in the future, they think a lot and in the long run.

They envisioned what the family would look like in the future, agreed on the division of labor when living together in the future, how to deal with the relatives and friends of the uncle's family, and even the intercourse was within the scope of their discussions...

This is simply like a different kind of play house.It's just that both of them enjoyed it by coincidence.

After getting along with each other in reality, they discovered that the two of them are still in perfect harmony together. Although there are occasional problems, they are far less than they imagined.And more importantly, both of them know tolerance.

Lin San has made a complete decision to live in Qiping City from now on, to be a real Bilan person, to marry and have children until he grows old.

As for the big events outside, those wars, what does it have to do with him?

The only thing he was worried about was the attitude of Tai Shuxue's parents.

Yes, it sounds a little ridiculous, they have already thought about how to raise children after many years, but in fact, their relationship is still unknown to any acquaintances around them.

Although they didn't want to admit it, both Lin San and Taishu Xue seemed to understand that it was impossible for Taishu's family to accept such a lame son-in-law.They are very worried that this relationship will be forced to terminate because of some external factors they have to consider.

They have never thought about the so-called elopement, not because they lack courage, but because they are too rational.

Lin San somewhat regretted that he had given up his career in the army. If he was now a popular figure in the army and a young general, then these troubles would not exist.

As for the medal of the second-level combat hero, in fact, it has no much effect.He was expelled from the military academy, which was a serious stain, and he couldn't really get anything for this medal...

He quickly erased the thought that made him feel a little regretful. If he hadn't left the Second Military Academy, he wouldn't have had the chance to meet Uncle Xue, would he?
"I'm going to change my job." At his own residence that day, he solemnly announced his decision.

"Oh? What are you going to do?"

"I don't have much idea yet, maybe go to the big chamber of commerce to run business, and then consider starting a small business by myself in the future, haha."

"What is running a business?" It was obviously the first time Tai Shuxue had heard of this word from another world.

"You can understand it as helping them sell things, selling goods to other people or chambers of commerce."

"It must be hard work, right? And you need to deal with a lot of people."

"Others can do it, so can I." Lin San patted his chest confidently.

This line of work does not look as relaxed and decent as Mr. Accountant, but it has more opportunities for change, and what he needs now is change.He hoped to 'get ahead' and make some 'achievements' before proposing to her parents.

Of course she could see his intentions.

"Actually, as long as you're not lazy and have bad habits, you don't have to think so much. It's good now."

(End of this chapter)