The south wind also entered my arms

Chapter 302 Even Crying Is My Fault

From the dawn of the sky to the dawn of the night, the day passed silently. A gust of wind blew past, and the rows of green plum trees in the yard swayed gently.

The south wind seemed to grow together with the tree, and she did not come down from the tree all day. She lay on her side on the thick branch, with her hands bent and her head on her head, her eyes closed, and the faint moonlight fell on her through the branches and leaves. A hazy mottled light and shadow formed on his face.

"Sheng."

"Sheng."

A few soft calls were sent by the wind, both real and unreal. Nanfeng frowned slightly, and her fingers tightened her clothes with some unease. She seemed to be in a dream. In the dream, someone called her with a smile. 'Sheng Sheng' covered her head with warm palms to help her block all the gentle wind, drizzle and squalling rain.Sheng, wake up, it's getting dark, it's time to go home. "

The word "go home" spread through the overlapping peaks, and suddenly hit the ear snails, and the south wind opened his eyes suddenly.

At the first moment, her eyes were completely dark, and she couldn't find a single star of light, and she even had the illusion that she had fallen asleep to the point where the world and the earth had returned to chaos.

After a while, my eyes got used to the darkness, and I realized that the sky and the earth were not all pitch black, and the stars in the distant sky were also very bright. Nan Feng was looking a little distracted, when suddenly a voice came from under the tree——

"How soundly did you sleep? It took me so long to wake up after calling you."

It's... a man's voice... a very familiar voice...

Nan Feng turned his upturned head to the ground in a daze...

There was indeed a man standing under the green plum tree.

While he was talking, he swept her face with the flashlight in his hand, and his face was also illuminated by the afterglow of the flashlight. His brows were gentle and smiling, and a tear mole under his eyes was more dazzling than the stars in the sky.

He... Nan Feng's lips trembled, and he wasn't sure if he had yelled: "...Brother..."

Yu Wen stuffed the flashlight into his trouser pocket and opened his hands: "Come down, I'll catch you."

Nan Feng didn't think about anything at that moment, or didn't have time to think about anything, he stared blankly at the brother who suddenly appeared below, he told her to jump down, and she really jumped down.

Yu Wen has been exercising all year round and has excellent physical fitness, coupled with his agility and rich experience, it is not very strenuous to catch Nan Feng who jumped from a two-meter-high tree. He just took a few steps back in inertia, and soon Get back on your feet.

He made fun of it on purpose: "It's getting heavier, and I almost can't hold you."

Nan Feng still held onto his sleeves with both hands and did not let go, staring at him fixedly, not daring to make a sound, lest it was just an illusion again.

Yu Wen tapped her on the forehead and said amusedly, "Are you stupid?"

"elder brother……?"

"if not?"

No.

Not a hallucination.

It's true, her brother is here.

Before Nanfeng said anything, the tip of his nose became sour, and his voice had a strong nasal tone: "...how...how did you come?"

It took days to prepare for a phone call with her, and he had to be careful to contact her with an Internet calling card. How could he... stand in front of her?
Yu Wen bent down to pick up her kicked high heels and let her put them on.

It's not easy for him to appear here.

Lu Chengyu used the most elite personnel from the Golden Terrace to bring him here from a small village more than 1000 kilometers away in the dark. Although there were people helping to cover him along the way, of course, there were still certain risks.

A few hours ago, Lu Chengyu called him and briefly talked about Nanfeng's current situation. He just wanted him to have a phone call with Nanfeng, but he felt that if she didn't really understand his sister, I'm sad, I won't hide in Yujiazhuang.

She was tired and in pain, so she was afraid and ran away.

From Yu Sheng to Nanfeng, and then to Cynthia, the things in this world that can make her escape can be counted on five fingers, and there is no one around her now, how could he not come in person?
"If I don't come again, you will have to crush my bamboo horse into a third-level disability. Didn't you notice that its branches are shaking?" Yu Wen pointed to the green plum tree and said leisurely.

Nanfeng blinked and remembered that when she planted this tree, she was still young and naive, so she insisted on naming it. At that time, she learned a word called 'childhood sweetheart', so she named this tree 'Bamboo horse'.

Being teased by him like this, Nan Feng's original sourness was also suppressed, and his tears turned into laughter.

Yu Wen looked back at the manor, and took his sister's hand: "I haven't been back to Yu's Manor for ten years, please accompany me to look around."

Nanfeng nodded silently.

At night in the suburbs, I could occasionally hear the chirping of insects and birds. Brother and sister walked on the cobbled road with a cool breeze, as if it was a child.

Nanfeng opened the door with a key, and Yu Wen walked in first, uncovering the furniture covered by white cloth, with surprise in his eyes: "Why is this place exactly the same as before? It hasn't changed at all."

Nanfeng also started to uncover the white cloth: "After I take Yujiazhuang back, I will let people redecorate it and return it to its previous appearance." She pointed to the sofa, "This set of furniture is from the same set as our original home. A craftsman, I had trouble finding him."

At that time, she thought that Yu Wen was dead, so she tried her best to change the Yu family village back to its previous appearance, trying to deceive herself that there was still brother's aura here.

It's just that after the decoration was completed, she didn't dare to step in here, because she was afraid that the reality would tell her that these were all dreams, so this was the first time she came here.

Yu Wen naturally knew it, reached out to rub her head, and looked elsewhere: "Yes, it is indeed exactly the same as our previous home, and you remember it so clearly."

Sweeping his eyes around, he suddenly noticed something on the TV cabinet. His eyes widened slightly, and he walked over quickly, and squatted down to take a closer look. ...as ugly as ever."

Nanfeng protested: "What's ugly? You praised it for being beautiful before."

Yu Wen said: "I didn't do that to please you. If I said I was ugly, you could ignore me for three days."

"..." Nanfeng picked up the piggy bank unconvinced, looked left and right—well, it was indeed a bit ugly.

"Then replace it."

Yu Wen shook his head and smiled, and put the piggy bank back: "Let's keep it, no matter how ugly it is, it belongs to our family."

A smile appeared on Nanfeng's lips, and he hummed triumphantly: "You obviously like it too."

……

Looking inside and outside of Yujiazhuang, Yu Wen knew that Nanfeng must have put his heart into it. Almost every plant and tree was copied from the past, as if this manor had never been invaded by Yu Zongxing's family.

But the more you look at it, the less smile on Nan Feng's face.

After all, no matter how much the copied things look like the original ones, no matter how much they look like, they cannot be regarded as non-existent in those ten years.

Walking to the utility room, Nanfeng found the toy doll that Yu Wen gave her before in a pile of sundries. The doll's clothes were rubbed against something, it was very dirty, and there would still be traces after washing it hard.

The corners of Nanfeng's eyes were a little moist, and he didn't want to be seen by Yu Wen, so he quickly wiped away his tears with his back turned to him.

But Yu Wen still saw it, he had been paying attention to her emotions, and naturally noticed her less and less smiles.

"If this place really makes you so unhappy," he stepped forward, wiped away his sister's tears, and smiled lightly, "then go with brother."

"Let's leave here, never come back, never have anything to do with anyone or anything here, how about it?"

Nan Feng couldn't hold back tears welling up in his eyes, he nodded heavily: "Okay..."

"Have you thought about it? Are you willing?"

Nan Feng didn't dare to think about it anymore, she wanted to leave now more than ever, she lowered her head, put her forehead on her brother's shoulder, and sobbed softly: "I admit defeat... I would rather be a deserter..."

She admits defeat, she can't afford it, she is cowardly, she wants to face it, she would rather be a deserter.

"Brother, do you know? As soon as I close my eyes now, I think of Lu Chengyu's plot against me, and as soon as I open my eyes, I see Li Nanyan's use of me... In their stories, they are all affectionate But it turned out that it was all a last resort. It seems that there are good reasons and there is nothing wrong. They must be understood. If I didn’t understand them or forgive them, it would be my fault... Xia Sangyu said I was wrong, Song Qi said I was wrong, Xiao Chen said I was wrong, Wen Mu also said I was wrong, I was wrong in everything, even crying is my fault."

"But...but what do they have to do with me? Did I cause their problems? No, not at all! It was me who hurt me, how could they all say that I was wrong? What did I do wrong? ? Is it wrong to fall in love first and give affection first like a fool?"

"...my heart is made of flesh, and I'm not a robot. I can heal it with a stab and tinkering...I can't heal. My heart is made of flesh. It bleeds once stabbed. Twice pierced blood will bleed twice... I really want to dig out the heart and show them how many holes he pierced, and how many holes he pierced..."

"Brother, I really can't do it, I can't hold on... I don't want them anymore, I can't afford it."

(End of this chapter)