The south wind also entered my arms

Chapter 303 Don't You Even Want Me?

"You don't want me? You don't even want me?"

Another male voice suddenly sounded outside the door, the voice was hoarse and indistinct, but Nanfeng still knew who it was the first moment he heard that voice.

In this world, probably no one is more familiar with his voice than her.

In the three years after they separated in Los Angeles, she would think of the promise he whispered in her ear almost every night - when you grow up, I will marry you.

Because of this sentence, she waited from Luocheng to Rongcheng, from the dilapidated house to the Golden Terrace, how could she not recognize the voice that echoed in her mind countless times?
Nan Feng turned around slowly, and sure enough, he saw the man she was thinking of standing at the door.

His face and lips were pale, and he hadn't seen her for a day and a night. He seemed to be much weaker, but his pupils were still as black as ink. Looking at her deeply, he could clearly see the strong emotions inside: " So, you don't want me anymore?"

She was probably the only one who could make the dignified young master of the Lu family speak in such a hurt tone.

The tears on Nan Feng's face were not dry yet, he pulled the corner of his mouth and shook his head, and smiled weakly: "Cheng Yu, it's not that I don't want you, it's me... I can't afford you."

Yu Wen quietly left the utility room, leaving them alone.

In the narrow and sealed space, Lu Chengyu and Nanfeng stood face to face. The distance between them was only two meters, but it seemed that they were separated by the ends of the earth.

Nan Feng vented his anger just now, but now his mood has calmed down a lot, but his eyes are still glistening, and his voice is also hoarse:

"After meeting you, my whole life has become very complicated... It's like being pulled into a big vortex inexplicably, those who are directly because of you, those who are indirectly because of you, those who are because of you on the surface, and those who are secretly because of you. Treat me as a target, and everything comes at me."

At first, it was Mrs. Lu and Mrs. Lu, Xia Sangyu and Yu Yaoyu Xiao, and later Song and Michael, Xiao Chen and Li Nanyan. They used to be friends with her, but they all targeted her because of Lu Chengyu. She makes a big fuss.

"Every time the truth is revealed, I find that it has something to do with you. What can I do? I can only persuade myself to let go, let go, and forgive. Every time I tell myself that this is the last time, but soon, the second This truth has been unraveled again, and it has something to do with you... There have been so many times like this, I am starting to panic now, afraid that in the next moment, someone will come to tell me another truth, and this truth has something to do with you again ..."

Nan Feng spoke very peacefully, like ordinary friends sitting together drinking tea and chatting, she didn't have any extreme emotions anymore, and told him what was in her heart seriously.

"I don't blame you for saying these words. I remember everything you have done for me. I just want to tell you that I am already very afraid of being by your side." Nan Feng finally showed a faint smile, "So, Unless I have amnesia, forget everything about my future and the past, and then get to know you and fall in love with you again, otherwise I really can't continue to be with you."

During this period of time when they were together again, Nanfeng always felt that something was wrong. She thought it was because they were separated for too long and forgot how to love him, so she tried to recall the past, but finally found that they also loved very hard in the past, and they existed as they do now. She had a lot of problems, she used to be hot and didn't care about anything, so she ended up with a bloody end, but now...she doesn't dare, dare not fight it anymore.

Lu Chengyu quietly listened to all her words, his face turned pale again, and he moved his lips: "In the final analysis, you just don't want me."

In the final analysis, just don't want him.

It was right for him to understand so well. Nanfeng didn't refute. He took a breath of the soreness in his heart under the pressure, raised the corner of his mouth, and said with a half-joking and half-serious smile: "In the next life, you will come to me earlier in the next life." Find her before the plot starts, maybe then they'll have a chance to grow old.

Lu Chengyu pursed his thin lips into a straight line, cold and hard.

He heard and understood everything she said to Yu Wen just now.

This time it was not a misunderstanding, nor was it an injury, there was no reason not to forgive, this time she was tired, physically and mentally exhausted, she felt that falling in love with him was too hard, so she didn't want to continue, and the self who made her work so hard, it seems that at this moment There is no reason to keep her.

Nanfeng waited for a while, but before he could speak, he thought he had nothing to say, and assumed that he acquiesced in her going with her brother, so she didn't say any more, and passed him directly.

Opening the door of the utility room, Yu Wen was waiting outside, she walked towards him: "Brother, let's go."

Still want to go?Yu Wen originally thought that Lu Chengyu could persuade her.

Looking back at Lu Chengyu, his back was facing the door, he couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only see his back like a straight pine tree, standing motionless on the spot, as if very calm, only his hands hanging by his side moved. Clenched into a fist in an instant.

The south wind over there went further and further away without looking back.

Yu Wen withdrew his gaze, paused, wanted to say something but didn't say anything in the end, and followed Nan Feng instead.

Lu Chengyu supported himself until he couldn't hear the footsteps of their brothers and sisters, and then covered his mouth and coughed in a low voice. Xu Sa appeared immediately, supported his body that had just finished an operation, and asked hesitantly: "Mr. Let Miss Nan and Mr. Yu go?"

There was a drop of blood on the corner of Lu Chengyu's mouth, he curled his lips lightly, but his eyes were stubbornly unwilling: "I have let her leave my side for so many years, how could I let her go again?"

He knows her pain, he should fulfill her, but he fulfilled her, who will fulfill him?It doesn't matter if he is selfish or cruel, but he can no longer bear the life without her.

God knows how she spent those days and nights alone during those three years in Country E. He didn't want to endure that kind of suffering anymore. He wanted her, he wanted her!
Xu Sa understood what he meant: "Then I send someone to follow them?"

Lu Chengyu closed his eyes and nodded in acquiescence.

Let her calm down for a while, just as he is about to start finishing the situation he is currently dealing with, and after he has dealt with the matter here, go to her and tell her—don't be afraid, he won't bring any more Her new injury.

Maybe that way, they have a chance to start over.

……

Yu Wen came by car, so when they left, they also drove away.

Nan Feng has been silent since getting in the car, staring blankly out of the car window, Yu Wen suddenly reached out and flicked her forehead, Nan Feng suddenly came back to his senses, and looked at him blankly.

Yu Wen asked softly at this time: "Are you willing?"

Are you willing?Are you willing to leave that man?
Nan Feng lowered his eyes, his eyelids covered the color in his pupils, but he admitted frankly: "I can't bear it."

She turned into a smile: "I can even predict that after leaving him, I will miss him very, very much for a period of time, and maybe I will cry for him again, but... I will be fine after I get over it. The pain is better than the pain." Strong forever."

Nanfeng looked out of the car window, and the flowers, plants and trees in the darkness were mostly in strange shapes, like ferocious monsters, her eyes were calm, and her voice was very soft: "Maybe a year later, maybe three years later, one day , I will forget him."

Yu Wen didn't speak, but shook her hand, representing his silent support.From childhood to adulthood, he supported most of the decisions she made.

Nanfeng lowered the car window, took a deep breath of air, and spit out all the grievances and resentments in the past with this breath, then raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, tilting his head and asking the brother beside him: "Where are we going now?"

Yu Wen said: "Go to Bolin, I have a few friends in Bolin, first let them help us create a few fake identities."

Nanfeng thought about it, and thought it was not bad: "Okay."

……

However, sometimes fate is so fond of teasing people, until that moment, no one knows what accident will happen next.

In order to deceive others, their car was driving on a small road among the woods, the road was rugged and steep, even Yu Wen had to slow down the speed of the car, but at this moment, a large truck suddenly drove towards them, and the speed of the other party was very fast , and as if they didn't see them, they rushed straight over!
Yu Wen immediately realized the other party's intention and wanted to hide. However, this small road was so narrow that two cars could not pass by at all, and there were big trees on both sides of the road, so there was nowhere to hide!
(End of this chapter)