Nongmen Rice Flower Fragrance

Chapter 386
There are people who take care of Hanrui carefully every day, but Hanrui is not allowed to commit suicide.I don't know if there are always people following, Hanrui can't find a chance, or Hanrui has already figured it out and no longer has the idea of ​​committing suicide.Although Li Xin hoped that it would be the latter, she intuitively felt that it would be the former.

Hanrui's temperament is relatively staunch, and after being so stimulated, it is inevitable that she will be unable to face the people around her.

There will always be some feeling of shame!It's just that Hanrui is still like this at this time, and Li Xin is really worried about letting her leave Prince Xiang's mansion.Leaving Prince Xiang's mansion, not under the nose, how many accidents will happen!
Fortunately, since Liu Yi came to make trouble on the [-]th day of the twelfth lunar month, he has never been to Prince Xiang's Mansion, nor has he come to pester Hanrui again.If she sees Liu Yi again, Hanrui still doesn't know how much stimulation she will suffer.

Li Xin also thoroughly felt that Liu Yi's troubles were not for Hanrui, but for Yin Yi.I don't know what the Liu family means, whether they really want to completely tear themselves apart with Yin Yi.It's just that Concubine Liu is still a member of King Xiang's Mansion. If the Liu family and Prince Xiang's Mansion are enemies, how will Concubine Liu deal with herself?
Li Xin didn't know the purpose of all these fights, but he knew that the relationship between the Liu family and Prince Xiang's mansion should not be good.So does it also prove that the relationship between Yin Yi and the Queen Mother is not very good?If that's the case, I'm really worried about Yin Yi.

After all, the royal family is not a peaceful place. Even if there is an occasional calm, it may be just the eve of a storm, and a bigger battle is brewing.

Although Prince Xiang's Mansion is now very busy on the surface, Li Xin is still a little worried, not only about Hanrui's situation, but also about Yin Yi's situation.In fact, it hasn't been too long since she came to Prince Xiang's Mansion, but a lot of things have happened. Even Yin Yi has been assassinated many times, which really makes people have to worry.

Although Prince Xiang's mansion is getting more and more old-fashioned, and there is a lively and festive atmosphere everywhere, Li Xin just feels restless.

As time went by, Yin Yi also had someone send her some detoxification pills, saying that they were newly developed by the doctors in the mansion, and asked her to take a look.The doctors in Prince Xiang's mansion are still very skilled in medicine, which made her feel hopeful.Although Meng Qianqiu's poison was not a severe poison that would break out on the spot, nor was it a drug that would make life worse than death if tortured, it was still very uncomfortable.

No one really likes being drowsy all day long, and she really doesn't like that feeling of powerlessness.If there is really a way to detoxify, she is naturally willing to try more.

So she took all the medicines that were sent one by one. Presumably those doctors would not send messy medicines to her, so she could take them with peace of mind.Even if it cannot be completely detoxified, it is good to be able to detoxify some.

"It's really lively! There are people playing firecrackers outside." Xiliu put a cloak on Li Xin.Although the room is warm, it is slightly stuffy, so Li Xin always likes to stand outside the room.Even if the lotus pond is empty and has no aesthetic feeling, it seems to be worth watching.

"That's right! Come here day by day, it's the New Year's Eve." Li Xin smiled.It is true that the Chinese New Year is coming. After the 23rd of the twelfth lunar month, people will feel that the days are passing faster and faster. The excitement of the New Year comes bursts of happiness, and it seems that there is no joy everywhere.

After all, it is a day when people all over the world have to celebrate. Chinese New Year is really different, it is unusually lively, and everyone seems to be beaming.

Even though there are always things happening in Prince Xiang's mansion, it is natural to live a good time like the Chinese New Year.

"This is the first time for the girl to celebrate the New Year in the mansion! You must be happy!"

"It's a happy Chinese New Year." Li Xin slightly missed her family.Originally, the Chinese New Year was supposed to be a family reunion, but she was so lonely, after all, she still felt a little desolate.Although there are many people in Prince Xiang's Mansion, and there are also many people in Qingfengyuan, but the feeling is different!

No matter how many people there are, they are not their own relatives. After all, they still don't have the excitement of wanting a family reunion.

But is her family really her family?Before, she always thought about going to see her family members. After all, they were her relatives!It shouldn't be dragged on forever.But later things happened a lot, first Yin Yi was injured, and later she was poisoned by Meng Qianqiu, so she never went to Ling's house.

Waiting for everything to get better, she didn't want to go anymore.

Since they don't care about her at eight o'clock, it seems that they can no longer be called relatives!She originally thought that relatives should be very close and have a good relationship, but what she didn't expect was that her family never came to her once.I'm afraid they don't regard her as a family anymore!

Any kind of emotion cannot be forced, since they don't care about her, she naturally stopped thinking about going to Ling's house.Feelings are mutual, if others always don't care about themselves, their own thoughts will gradually fade away.

With Yin Yi and Hanrui by her side, this year shouldn't be too miserable!
It's just that Hanrui hasn't gotten better all the time, and she doesn't seem to have much expectation and excitement for the new year. I'm afraid it's because the joy of living this year will fade away after all!
"Girl, it's too bad, Sister Hanrui suddenly wants to commit suicide!" Suddenly, a little maid came running over and said hastily when she saw Li Xin. Her face was pale, and she seemed to be too scared light.

Hearing this news, Li Xin and Xiliu were also taken aback, Hanrui has been relatively quiet all along!Why did he suddenly want to commit suicide again?Although I feel that Hanrui has not completely let go of the idea of ​​committing suicide, it is still a little surprising to hear that Hanrui commits suicide.Li Xin was angry and worried again.

Why is Hanrui always unable to think about it!Do you really not care about your own life?
With Hanrui like this, those who really hurt her will not be sad, nor will they blame themselves, it just makes those who care about her even more sad.Li Xin and Xiliu didn't ask the little maid carefully what was going on, they hurried to Hanrui's room.

After entering the house, I found that the inside was in a mess, a mess all over the place, many things fell on the ground, and porcelain and the like were smashed to pieces.

Hanrui has been restrained by two little maids, but Hanrui's wrist seems to be cut by a sharp knife, there are several wounds, blood drips down, and a small puddle gathers on the ground, which is shocking.

"Young lady is here!" Seeing Li Xin enter the door, the little maid was relieved.

"What's going on?" Li Xin frowned slightly as she looked at the scene in front of her.Hanrui is too capable of tossing around!He actually made himself into such a mess again.

"While the servants were not paying attention, Sister Hanrui took the broken bowl and scratched it on her wrist. With a wrong eye, Sister Hanrui hurt herself. The servants took a lot of effort to do this." Stop Sister Hanrui!" A little maid said, feeling a little aggrieved.

Li Xin didn't blame them either, after all, it's not easy to always look at Hanrui, always guarding like this, there will always be times when you are sleepy, maybe it's just a nap, and there will be many changes .

But if Hanrui wants to die with all his heart, he can always find an opportunity, which is hard to guard against.Many times, it is difficult to live, but is it not easy to ask to die?
Li Xin walked to Hanrui's side, raised her hand and slapped Hanrui twice, but Hanrui froze, as if she hadn't expected it.Indeed, the relationship between the two has always been very good, let alone beating, even scolding, Li Xin has never scolded Hanrui.

Hanrui has always been careful in doing things, but she rarely does things that make people scold her.Moreover, during the most difficult days for Li Xin, Hanrui was always by her side, so it was even different for Hanrui, she was not willing to beat and scold Hanrui for anything.

"Have you had enough trouble? What kind of trouble do you want to be reconciled to?" Li Xin looked at Hanrui disappointedly, "You are just doing this to hurt your loved ones and hurt your enemies. Will you be sad? The ones who are really sad are those of us who care about you. If you are someone who doesn’t care about you, you will die hundreds of times, so what? Maybe you just become the laughing stock of those people.” Li Xin straightened Look straight into Hanrui's eyes.

She just wants Hanrui to listen to her words, if Hanrui always wants to ask for death, no one really can stop her.This kind of thing can't happen again, always letting people follow Hanrui is just a helpless solution, if we really want to say once and for all, we should let Hanrui completely let go of the idea of ​​committing suicide.

"Girl..." Xiliu shouted in surprise.She really didn't expect that the girl would suddenly hit Sister Hanrui, but the girl loves Sister Hanrui very much!

"Xiliu, don't say anything more." Li Xin glanced over, "I have to let Hanrui think about it carefully today. I always live like this, how will I live in the future! I just want to Wake her up, whether Liu Yi or Wen Yu, who is worthy of her like this?"

"Sister Hanrui, what else can you not think about? Everything is over, and nothing will happen again. Just talk to us! You are always so addicted to your own world, me and The girl is very worried!" Xiliu talked to Hanrui patiently.

"I..." Hanrui said a word, but it was very hoarse.It has been several days since I spoke, and it seems that I am not used to the feeling of speaking.Anywhere on the body is like, if you don't move for a long time, it will slowly rot, and it will be a little inconvenient when you use it again.

If you don't speak for a long time, you will gradually become very incapable of speaking.If you do not exercise for a long time, even your hands and feet will feel a little numb, and you will feel a little weird when you move again.

(End of this chapter)