Nongmen Rice Flower Fragrance

Chapter 387 Unwilling
Seeing that Hanrui calmed down, Li Xin asked Xiliu to look at Hanrui first, and she went to fetch the medicine box to treat Hanrui's wound.There is a medicine box prepared in Qingfengyuan, and there are many medicines in it, and there are still good medicines for golden sores.

The little maid hurriedly brought some water to wash Hanrui's wound, Li Xin looked carefully, after all, it was not cut by a knife blade, so the wound was not too deep, and the meridian was not cut, it was lucky.If the meridian is really scratched, the situation is really bad.

And if the meridian on the wrist is scratched, one hand may be useless.Hanrui was really able to handle it, such a rough broken bowl was actually not very sharp, but it still suffered a lot of injuries, one can imagine how hard Hanrui used it.

Fortunately, the sharp things in the house, Li Xin, had been removed long ago, just to prevent Hanrui from doing something stupid again.If Hanrui used a sharper knife today, the consequences would be unimaginable.

After washing Hanrui's wound, Li Xin washed it with strong wine to disinfect it.Although the wound is not very serious, the injury is not considered light, so it is better to be careful.

After washing it with spirits, the golden sore medicine was sprinkled on it.Because the wound is not very deep, there is no bandage, so it will heal faster if it is left to dry.

After treating Hanrui's wound, Li Xin let the little maid go out first, leaving only her, Xiliu and Hanrui in the room.The three of them sat down, Xi Liu helped Li Xin and Han Rui pour a cup of tea, Li Xin picked it up and took a sip.

Hanrui was also holding tea and sipping slowly, at this time Hanrui didn't look dazed anymore, she looked very clear.

"Sister Hanrui, what is there to worry about! No matter what happens, life is still going on! Why bother to embarrass yourself, don't you feel pain when you put such a heavy hand?" Xie Liu opened his mouth first.

Although it is indeed unacceptable to be defiled by others and ruin the marriage, it is just that one should not toss about one's own life like this.

After all, people only have one life!If you lose your life, you really have nothing.Although a woman's chastity is very important, so is her life!If you lose your life, what are you talking about chastity?

The so-called three chastity and nine fierceness are nothing more than men's bondage to women. It is often such a chaste idea that kills women.

She really doesn't want to care about other people, and really can't, but the people close to her, no matter what happens, still hope to live well.She really hoped that sister Hanrui would get better soon and become the old sister Hanrui.

Is this decadent and suicidal person really the same person she knew before?
Hanrui raised her wrist to look at it. Although the medicine had been applied, the wound was still a bit hideous.It hurts, how can it not hurt!It just seems that no matter what kind of pain, it doesn't hurt as much as the heart. "It doesn't hurt anymore, it's been through it for a long time." Hanrui smiled sadly.

It's like a blooming flower suddenly wilting, it makes people feel sad to watch.

"Everything is in the past. If you can be stronger, you will naturally live the same life in the future. If you are willing, you can even live a better life than before." Li Xin said.

"A person like me, what's the future?" Hanrui looked at Li Xin sadly, Li Xin felt that she felt the same pain and sadness.
It's not that she doesn't understand Hanrui's sadness, and it's not that she doesn't understand that Hanrui will become like this, but she just can't see Hanrui like this.She hoped that Hanrui would be well, smiling like a flower, that was the Hanrui she knew!

Before seeing Hanrui's appearance, she thought what kind of smiling woman Hanrui should be, she must be very beautiful when she smiles!

"Why is there no future? As long as you are willing, you can naturally have a good future. If you still want to continue living in the mansion, you can naturally continue to live. If you don't want to, you can go to another place, to a A place where no one knows you, start living again."

"But girl. I really can't forget those things. There are many things that I can't let go of. How can I let go of all kinds of things that have happened so easily! Girl, did Wenyu really say never again? No more slaves?" Hanrui looked at Li Xin, as if she still had some kind of hope.

Li Xin did not expect that Han Rui still had hope for Wen Yu.Wen Yu always doesn't come to see Hanrui, isn't Hanrui not clear in his heart?In other words, in fact, it is very clear in my heart, but when I am unwilling to accept it, I still want to seek a little bit of hope.

Sometimes people just like to deceive themselves and others, after all, acceptance is such a painful thing!

If Wen Yu really wanted to continue marrying Hanrui a little bit, he wouldn't really make no effort at all.So what if the family doesn't accept it?You can still work hard!But Wen Yu didn't work hard, in fact, Wen Yu himself gave up Hanrui from the bottom of his heart.

Although what Yin Yi said was right, there was nothing wrong with Wen Yu making such a decision.After all, there is dirt on Hanrui's body. If the Wen family really married Hanrui, the whole Wen family would become the laughing stock of others, and even Wen Yu would have no future.

It's not a good feeling to be pointed at by others, and Li Xin knows all about it.Wen Yu did nothing wrong, if it were another man, he would almost make such a choice.It's just unacceptable that the relationship between Wen Yu and Han Rui used to be so good.

Such sweet talk, such vows of eternal love, made countless people envious of Hanrui's blessing.But they separated so easily, Wen Yu finally made such a heartless choice.

If there is no deep love in the past, maybe it will be easier to let go.The more unforgettable feelings, the more difficult it is for people to let go.In fact, loving someone can also become a habit, as if it is baked into the bone marrow. If you want to change this habit, it is as painful as scraping the bone.

"Yes, Wen Yu did say directly that it's over between you two. He said it to me, and I don't need to lie to you. Therefore, you should give up, don't have any hope, between you It's impossible. If he really cared about you, he wouldn't stop seeing you forever." Li Xin patted Hanrui's shoulder helplessly.

Hearing Li Xin's resolute words, Hanrui burst into tears.In fact, Hanrui hasn't cried these days.Although sad, she just stared blankly, not crying.Or cry out, it's even more harmful to be bored like this all the time.

Li Xin let Hanrui lean on her shoulder and let Hanrui cry.Hanrui shed tears silently at first, then burst into tears after a while, Li Xin patted Hanrui's back lightly.

"Cry if you want to cry! Have a good cry, and you will feel better after crying. We are all your close people. You can cry when you want to cry. There is no need to feel ashamed." Li Xin Said in a low voice.

She suddenly remembered that someone said that the tears shed today were the water in her mind yesterday, and she couldn't remember where she heard it.

Maybe a good cry can make people more sober!

This time Hanrui cried for quite a while before she stopped slowly, even though she stopped crying, she was still a little choked up.Xiliu then poured her another glass of water, Hanrui held it up and drank it slowly.

"Sister Hanrui, since Wenyu is such a person, it's really not worthwhile for Sister Hanrui to keep him in her heart. The past is over! Sister Hanrui will definitely meet better people in the future, Hanrui It's better for my sister to live better than him." Xiliu looked at Hanrui with a smile.

Hanrui nodded slightly, "I understand both you and the girl's intentions, I won't do such a stupid thing again." Hanrui looked at the wound on her wrist again, she didn't feel afraid when she struck, but After coming over, I felt a little lingering fear.

It's really easy for people to ask for death. If she keeps asking for death, even a girl can't look down on her.It's just that the girl is right, what she did was just to hurt her loved ones and make her enemies quicker.Is she really willing to do this?Yes!In fact, she is not reconciled.

How could she let the girl suffer for her, and how could she always let those who hurt her live happily.

No, she is not reconciled.Concubine Liu and Liu Yi, how could she be so cheap to them.And Wen Yu, if she is really dead, I am afraid that his wish will come true!If she really died, the past is really over, and no one will point and point at him anymore.

She should indeed live a good life and let herself live a good life, better than these people.

"It's good if you understand." Li Xin finally breathed a sigh of relief.Since Hanrui has made such a firm decision, he probably wouldn't have lied to her and Xiliu, he probably wouldn't do stupid things again!
If Hanrui really no longer has the idea of ​​committing suicide, it would be something to be happy about.

"You let the girl bother you so much for the servant, the servant is really sorry." Hanrui looked at Li Xin slightly shyly.She always looked very sad when she came here these days, the girl must be really worried about her!
In fact, she is not considered to have nothing, even if she really has nothing, but there are girls and Xiliu by her side, they always care about her wholeheartedly.Since she still has nothing, why should she be desperate?

There is always hope in life, even for those who care about her, she should live well.It's enough to do stupid things once or twice, and it really can't go on like that forever.

"As long as you're well, I'll be relieved, and why don't you bother. We don't need to talk about this." Li Xin smiled. As long as Hanrui gets better, she will be very happy.

(End of this chapter)