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Chapter 1371 The Truth
"In fact, the biggest problem with mental illness is that it is difficult for patients to get rid of the influence of certain events or experiences on themselves."

"That's my problem too... I've studied and summarized it carefully in the past few days. Heh, I found that there are actually a lot of problems hidden in my past."

"These problems are difficult to solve in a unified way, because different objects have different situations. In addition, the biggest difficulty is that it is impossible for me to tell a stranger my past in such detail."

"So, I considered this treatment option."

"Hypnotherapy has always been the ultimate means of psychotherapy. I was thinking, whether I can use hypnosis to treat the problems I encountered in different stages of my life."

"It's just that the feasibility of this matter is not yet known, and there are two big problems. The first point is that it is difficult for me to be hypnotized by others. This is probably the disadvantage of studying psychology. The psychological defense is too strong. The second point , still the same problem as before, I couldn't find someone I could trust to implement this treatment plan."

"Even I hesitate to implement this treatment plan."

"Because of a careless word, it may directly cause my psychological problems to explode... Hehe, I feel like I am talking about a simple cause-and-effect relationship when I explain this matter now. I look very rational now, but if If the worst happens, then I won’t be the same person I’m sitting in front of the camera.”

"It seems that making a video record in advance is the right decision."

"It's an insurance policy."

"I hope that if I become a lunatic in the future, I or others can still see these videos, at least the truth will not be completely buried in my brain."

After facing the camera and talking to himself for a while, Han Yu in the video stretched out his hand again, seemingly easily turning off the switch of the recording equipment.

However, Han Yu, who was watching these videos in front of him, was sitting on the sofa at home with a surprisingly serious expression on his face.

He seemed to have captured something in his mind, but it was not very clear.

Looking at the black TV screen, he fell into short and chaotic thoughts.

Although he in the video didn't say whether he planned to implement the treatment plan that sounded really whimsical, but Han Yu, who is familiar with his personality, clearly felt his determination from the video.

In fact, when recording that video, he himself should have decided to implement that rather dangerous treatment plan.

The reason is also very simple. At that time, Han Yu looked quite normal on the surface, but after watching a few videos, Han Yu could still see that he should have fallen into a paranoid state at that time.

What seems normal is actually not normal.

At that time, he paranoidly believed that he was a dirty existence, and he should not bring the so-called darkness back to Yuner and the others, so before going back, he had to "clean up" himself.

In Han Yu's view, this kind of paranoia would most likely exceed the crisis awareness of normal people. Even though he knew it was extremely dangerous, he felt that he should have implemented that treatment plan in the end.

From this point of view, it may be that his experiment failed, which caused him to be in a very unstable mental state before returning to China.

In this way, it can also explain why he later split Richard and the others.

It's just that this does not conform to Han Yu's previous judgment.

To say that Richard and the others are really subpersonalities, there is a subtle difference in it, obviously there are some factors in the whole thing that he doesn't know.

After sorting out the thoughts in his mind roughly, Han Yu took a deep breath and solemnly opened the last video file.

It stands to reason that this should be his last video before returning to China.

I wonder what this video will tell him?
"Bang, click, click..."

The video started to play, and there was another shaky picture at the beginning.

After the picture stabilized, he also saw his face appear in front of the camera again.

Han Yu took a closer look at himself in the video, and found that his expression didn't seem to have changed from the previous video. He didn't become crazy or depressed.

Could it be that, during the interval between the two recordings, he hadn't attempted to implement that regimen?

So, what is his purpose in taking pictures of himself again?

"I thought about it carefully, and I realized that the last person who will see these videos should not be me. Maybe it should be Robin? Or Zoe?"

"Hehe, I don't know why, but I always feel that one of the two is more likely to be Zoe."

"If it's Zoe, or Robin, who's watching the video right now, I want you to send an apology to her personally for me."

"Not only because of the various behaviors I have done to make her sad, but also because I had a dream yesterday. I actually dreamed that she betrayed me, and I was very angry about it. Is it because I got the news yesterday Are you saying that she is secretly buying those shares that LJ has distributed? I feel that I am not like me in my dream, and he is more like a certain side of me, like a split personality."

"No matter what... I gradually felt that my mental state was really out of control. Before that, I felt that I should say what I should say first, so as not to have the opportunity to say it again in the future."

Having said that, Han Yu in the video suddenly sat up a little bit, stared at the camera in silence for a while, and finally spoke again, saying in a low voice:
"Probably because of the dream yesterday, I suddenly thought of a bolder idea... It may be able to solve all the difficulties in my treatment plan."

Ok?Han Yu was immediately refreshed, and quickly read it attentively.

"I'm wondering... can I put myself in a state of pseudo-split personality through self-hypnosis?"

For a moment, Han Yu, who was sitting on the sofa, froze for a moment.

In the video, he is still saying:

"I know it's a wild idea. But I have to say, if it works, it will solve my problem perfectly."

"I am going to carry out a series of psychological hints in advance, which can also be said to pave the way for the shaping of personality. First of all, I want to split a juvenile personality. I will name him 'Lin Yunyu'. He will represent my age from 6 to 17. In the stage of my life, I encountered a lot of things in those years, I was very happy and very happy, but I also had very unpleasant troubles with Yuner and the others, I hope he can help me solve these problems..."

(End of this chapter)