Sweet marriage

Chapter 514 Will not bet on her happiness again (8)

Shen Yanran contacted the person in charge of Xiaolong's operation, prepared some clothes for Xiaolong, said goodbye to his family, and took Xiaolong straight to the hospital.

Shen's mother originally planned to go with her, there are so many people to take care of her, but she was rejected by Shen Yanran.Dad has just been discharged from the hospital and needs someone to take care of him. Since Lei Zijun has already arranged someone, she doesn't need to run around for miscellaneous things. She just needs to take care of Xiaolong.

Everything went well, Xiaolong was admitted to the hospital smoothly, the doctor prescribed a lot of orders, Shen Yanran took Xiaolong to start checking one by one.

Xiaolong is a very obedient child, and he is very cooperative with those inspections. He thinks that the disease will be cured in the future, and he can go to kindergarten and play normally like other children. He is very happy.

It was already noon after the examination, Shen Yanran took Xiaolong back to the ward, after lunch, she fed Xiaolong and coaxed him to fall asleep.

Shen Yanran ate some casually by herself, sat on the bed in a daze, seeing Xiaolong sleeping soundly, her mood at this time was very complicated.

She knew that Lei Zijun must hate her very much now, and her heart was also very painful.Xiaolong's illness can finally be cured, but she is not happy at all.Maybe it won't be long before Lei Zijun will talk to her about Xiaolong's custody. She doesn't want to lose Xiaolong. When she sees Xiaolong, she can see Lei Zijun's shadow. She feels a little comfort in her heart. She is afraid of losing her. I can't take it anymore.

She took out her mobile phone and found Lei Zijun's phone number. She wanted to call him, but she was afraid that he would refuse to answer.

She didn't understand why she was so stubborn, Lei Zijun had already expressed it so clearly, and he was too much to her, obviously trying to let her get rid of the wishful thinking in her heart, but her heart was unshakeable and she wanted to see Lei Zijun If she wants to listen to him, as long as she can see him, even if she doesn't give her a good face, she won't complain too much.

She felt that she was a bit mean, the more she couldn't get, the more she wanted to get it. Lei Zijun's vicious words did not wake her up, but made her sink deeper. She had already been poisoned by him and couldn't extricate herself.

After being stunned for a long time, Shen Yanran didn't make a call after all, she was afraid of being rejected again, she didn't want to bear his ruthlessness again.

She has been imagining that Lei Zijun can accept her, live with her and Xiaolong, and the family live a happy life, immersed in her fabricated dream and unwilling to wake up, but the reality is cruel, and she will eventually face to reality.

Shen Yanran lightly stroked Xiaolong's small face, with his company, she felt that her life was no longer the same as before, with no purpose.She has hopes and goals in her heart.

Looking back on the things she did recently, she felt very confused. She kept telling herself that she had done nothing wrong, but deep down she seemed to be condemned by her conscience. She just lied to herself and chose to anesthetize herself. Waking up, the sweet dreams she wove will be completely shattered.

When she was almost unable to bear the pain, the beautiful first love between her and Lei Zijun would appear in her mind, as if she had returned to the past, unwilling to wake up from that memory.

She sometimes feels that everything is so unreal now, as if she has been immersed in that past, she doesn't know what's wrong with herself, and often struggles on the verge of pain.

(End of this chapter)