Madam is an internet addict girl

Chapter 16 Talking Hearts
When Qin Xiaoyue entered Xiao Ran's room, she saw him staring at the computer motionlessly, with a smile on his face.She was very curious about what made her son smile so happily.

"What are you looking at? You didn't even hear me calling you out for dinner."

Hearing the sound, Xiao Ran turned his head and looked at Qin Xiaoyue: "It's nothing, they are all game anchors. Watch them play games to learn skills."

He didn't learn anything, but he memorized all of Chi Ruan's "fallible reasons".Sometimes he wants to see what's in Chi Ruan's head, so the jokes come when he says it.

"Hey, when you said that, I remembered, did Ruan Ruan also say that she was broadcasting live that day? Do you know where she is broadcasting live? I'll go and see." Qin Xiaoyue seemed to see a glimmer of hope.

Ever since Xiao Ran became a professional player, she also played that game, but she couldn't understand how to play it, and was beaten to death by the opponent every time she went out.

She asked Xiao Ran, is there something wrong with this game, and why the death replay appeared when she didn't do anything.Xiao Ran was also very helpless at the time, he said "Just as long as you are happy", and then slipped away.

She thinks that Chi Ruan should be very good at playing this game. If she goes to Chi Ruan to teach her how to play this game, will she be able to go to the game site to watch her son's game in the future?

"Just read novels with peace of mind. There's really no need to learn how to play games." Xiao Ran didn't know why her mother had a soft spot for learning how to play kings. She always wanted to learn, but she couldn't find anyone to teach her. .

When Qin Xiaoyue heard this, she became a little anxious: "It's not that I want to know more about you. When you were young, your father and I were busy with company affairs and worked overtime every day. We didn't have time to take care of you, so we left you to Liu Ma to take care of you. It was our fault that we were all absent from our childhood.

After the company got on the right track, I decided to go home and take care of you, but at that time I felt that the distance between us was very far.I don't know what you like, and I don't know what's on your mind.You always keep things to yourself. Sometimes I feel like I am really a failed mother.

Later you told us that you want to play professionally and form a club. I think the opportunity has come. If I know how to play this game, can I go to watch your game live? Is it a chance for me to get along with you? That's more. "

"Whether you know how to play this game or not, you can go to watch the game live, you don't have to force yourself so much." Xiao Ran couldn't hold back, and interrupted Qin Xiaoyue.

"It's different! I don't want me to go to the scene and don't understand anything, I don't know anything, and I just sit there blankly when others cheer and applaud. I also don't want others to say that Xiao Ran's mother doesn't understand anything and come to watch I don't want to implicate you in the competition!" Qin Xiaoyue has been holding back for so many years, and at this moment, she finally spoke out all the thoughts in her heart.The harmonious atmosphere that had been built for so many years collapsed at this moment.

Xiao Ran was a little overwhelmed. He knew from a young age that his parents were very busy, so busy that they might not see each other several times a week.When they went to bed at night, they hadn't come back yet, and when they got up in the morning, they had already left.

He still remembers it very clearly. When he was in elementary school, the school organized parent-child activities. The parents of other classmates came. They made cookies, drew pictures together, and played games together. Everyone had a good time. The smile hurt his heart.He was the only one squatting silently in the corner, looking at the gate with his eyes motionless, hoping that his parents would appear at the gate in the next second.

But he waited until the event was over, everyone went home happily, and he didn't wait for the person he wanted to see.In fact, you shouldn’t have hope. What are you praying for?

Before Liu Ma came to pick him up from school, he put on his schoolbag and left the school secretly.At that moment, he seemed to be surrounded by sadness and loneliness.

When Mama Liu found him, he was already drenched. "Young master, why did you come here? Why don't you find a place to hide from the rain? What can you do if you get wet!" Mama Liu looked at the child she had brought up since she was a child, her eyes were full of tears. Distressed.

"Mama Liu, I'm sorry, I didn't sneak away on purpose, and I didn't know that it would rain so heavily suddenly." The rain in summer always comes suddenly, which makes people unprepared.

Mama Liu opened her mouth, but she still didn't say anything.Some things, even if she knows, so what, in the final analysis, she is just a servant who is paid to work, and has no position to say anything.

Growing up is a painful thing.Everyone lives in a different environment and suffers differently. If you want to gain something, you are bound to lose something.Depends on which one you want to grab more.

That night, Xiao Ran had a high fever.Although Mama Liu made him take a hot bath as soon as he got home, changed his wet clothes, and made ginger soup to drive away the cold, but the worst thing happened.

When the family doctor arrived, he had already started talking nonsense and kept calling "Mom, Mom".Seeing this, Mama Liu felt uncomfortable, so she called Qin Xiaoyue, hoping that she would come back soon. After all, there were some things that she couldn't replace.

After taking care of him without sleep for three full days, Xiao Ran finally had his fever subsided.When Qin Xiaoyue came back, she looked at the pale and thin little boy on the bed, feeling inexplicably sad.At that moment, she made a decision: money and career are not as important as her son. I don't want her anymore. I only want my son to be happy.

"Ranbao is good, mom is here, mom will always be with you from now on, and won't go anywhere! Just stay with our family, Ranbao, what do you think?" It seems that it is not too late now, and it seems that it is already too late.

Xiao Ran just looked at her quietly like this, without answering, it doesn't matter if it's good or bad, if you don't have hope for some people or things, you won't be disappointed anymore.He can be fine himself.

Even though the two were able to communicate calmly afterwards, he hid it well, and everyone knew that there were some things that could not be returned.

"Actually, you have done well enough these years. You don't need to worry about the past. I had a childhood without any worries. You must have bought it with your time. I have long understood this. You don't have to worry about it." Blame yourself."

Xiao Ran looked at Qin Xiaoyue, and gently wiped away the teardrops from the corners of her eyes, "But you should also know that it takes time for some things to truly heal. I have been alone these years, and I am used to hiding my thoughts in my heart and pretending , but I will try to communicate with you in the future and try to let go of the past."

They may be blushing because of different positions, but after the matter subsides, they can still sit together and talk and laugh happily. This is the charm of blood relationship.

"I know your intention of taking me to dinner that day. She is very good, and she is also very good at playing games, but I am also considered a half-public figure now. I have too many uncertain factors, and I am afraid that it will affect her. Wait until I Get a champion, and I'll help you get your daughter-in-law back." Xiao Ran felt that this matter should be explained to his mother, lest she mess up the relationship again.

When Qin Xiaoyue heard this, she burst into tears and laughed: "Why do you like you and hide it? If Ruan Ruan is kidnapped by someone else, I'll see where you cry."

"I was live broadcasting that day, and she came to my live broadcast room to brush gifts. After brushing, I gave her a manager. At that time, someone scolded her. If she was bullied and sprayed on the Internet because of my poor performance in the game, I would feel bad. It's so good A girl should be held in the palm of her hand, not suffer those abuses."

(End of this chapter)