mermaid toe dance

Chapter 3

Zhang Nuanxue was carrying an oversized red backpack and an oversized khaki coat, which made her look bloated.The navy blue scarf wrapped her tightly, and her hair was messed up.Gu Yun slowly fell behind her, watching her shuffling in front.She likes to rub the soles of her shoes on the ground, and when she walks, she can hear the sound of leaves falling to the ground.

It was always just him following her, never leaving her behind.

I always hope that your figure falls in my eyes, and I don't want you to leave my sight.There is only indifference behind it, and I don't want you to feel alone.However, you never look back to notice whether I am still there, what on earth do you rely on, so firmly believe that I will not leave.

Gu Yun wanted to catch up and ask, but her phone rang.He stopped, and the words drifted away from his mouth with the wind.

"Well, brother, what's the matter?" Zhang Nuanxue answered the phone.

"How did you arrange for May Day?" Zhang Yang asked on the other end of the phone.

"Not arranged yet. What?"

"You, Gu Yun, Mu Xi, and Ji Zhiyan come over to play with me."

"Okay. I'll get their opinion and call you back."

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Nuanxue turned around and met Gu Yun's affectionate gaze. She frowned and stared blankly at Gu Yun with a puzzled expression on her face.Then he raised his eyebrows and approached him: "Be honest, have you... taken a fancy to my scarf?!"

"What?" Gu Yun's head was knotted by her jumping and illogical thinking, "You..." He became nervous and slapped her head down, "What is in your head? ,speak nicely."

She struggled to break Gu Yun's hand away, lifted her head up, used two hands to smooth her hair, and asked him with a correct attitude, "Do you want to go to my brother's place together on May [-]st?"

"Hmm...where is your brother?"

"Yeah, what?"

"He's at Yan University." He quietly hinted to her that Yan University and Shen Ruiqian are also at Yan University.

"I know." She lowered her eyebrows and stopped looking into his eyes.

Seeing her like this, he roughly understood: you still want to go there because you still can't let Shen Ruiqian go in your heart.That boy... Forget it!
"Forget it, I have something to do on May Day. I have to go back to the student union now. Are you going to the bookstore or go back with me?" He was sour and angry.

"Well, goodbye then." After Zhang Nuanxue said that, she turned and entered the bookstore.Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, Gu Yun saw her find a corner of the bookstore, take out her notebook, and dance with her fingertips.

He turned and left, and Pinguan's singing came from the earphones: "He made your eyes red, but you still smiled and forgave, so you have already figured out who you want to stay with..." Gu Yun put his hands together I clenched it tightly in my pocket, and my heart was like knocking over a pot of boiling Americano coffee. The pain was burning and the bitterness was unbearable: Zhang Nuanxue, why can't you see me by your side forever?Will you go back to him like the lyrics say?Is it that you would rather be hurt than rely on the shoulders I gave you?He tore off the earphones and stuffed them into his pocket, the singing stopped abruptly, and everything was quiet.

Nuan Xue looked away from the computer screen, saw the figure of Gu Yun leaving outside the window, and fell into the conversation at the hot pot restaurant just now...

"Xiaoxue, why don't you join the club?"

...Why don't I join the club?why……

Through the window of time, I saw those complicated memories, repeatedly overlapping and shuttling, which made people have a headache...

In the third year of junior high school, she was in the head teacher's office of the grade group. The head teacher knocked on Nuan Xue's forehead, pretending to be serious and said: "Dare you mess up this activity and try."

"How could it be messed up? I'm such a smart girl, right? Teacher, don't worry, I promise I will live up to my fate!" Zhang Nuanxue laughed at the Chinese teacher with a serious face.

"You're still smart. You just passed the monthly math test this time. Why do you think you can't do well in this math test?" The teacher scolded her while correcting homework.

"The main reason is that you are too charming, so I put all my heart into the small composition, and then...you know." While she was playing tricks, she poked her head to look at the homework that the head teacher was busy with.

The teacher nudged her to the side: "Go, go, go back to class honestly, and do this activity well for me, remember?"

Nuan Xue stood at attention in a serious manner, saluted, and ran out with a smile on her face.Within a minute or two, the homeroom teacher heard Nuan Xue's hearty laughter from outside.

"Damn girl, I don't know who she's playing with." The math teacher also heard her contagious laughter and said to the class teacher with a smile.

"Haha! She is a heartless girl, she doesn't care about her image at all, but she is quite willful. I hope she can continue to be so happy."

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"Don't tell me about those bad things about you in junior high school! Playing with the male teacher is so good, you still have the nerve to say it?! Do you know what it means to be reserved?! Do you know what it means to be restrained?! If you must join the student union, you Let's go, let's break up!" Shen Ruiqian roared furiously on the phone, but she on the other end of the phone couldn't understand at all, but he was so angry that he just entered a student union.

"Why are you so angry, isn't it just a student union..." Big tears rolled down unstoppably, wet the delicate handwriting on the application form, and slowly blurred into blurred dots of ink.She pushed the paper away, lay down on the table and couldn't help crying.

"Don't cry! The student union must be very complicated, and there are probably a lot of boys. Based on your previous personality, who knows if you will play and fight with other boys all day long. In a word, when you enter the student union, Let's break up."

"But...how could you break up so easily, we're not..."

"You blame me? It all depends on your choice, you can figure it out!" Before she could answer, there was only a busy tone on the phone.Looking at the blurred application form in front of her eyes, she was lying on the table, only helpless company left.

Later, I couldn't remember the crying and compromise again and again, only this time, it was unforgettable.After crying for a long time, I closed the curtains, tore off the application form, sat in the dark, and sent you a text message: "I love you, I won't go to the student union."

Suddenly I felt very sad, why did I become so humble and unprincipled for the sake of love.I unilaterally thought that there is always someone who needs to compromise in love, I love you, so I am willing to retreat step by step, but I didn't expect that this retreat led to the final nowhere to retreat.We have our own characteristics, forcibly twisting will only cause rebound, the harder the twist, the more painful the rebound will be.

Shen Ruiqian, if time goes back, I will definitely choose not to love you.

(End of this chapter)