mermaid toe dance

Chapter 4

Time flies like water, and May Day is here in the blink of an eye.Rock City, as hard as its name, the memory of this city hit me again dizzy, dizzy.Here I am again, everything is still the same, but the personnel and affairs have changed several times.

After getting out of the station, Zhang Nuanxue saw her brother waving at them from a long distance away, and the girl standing next to her should be her brother's girlfriend.

At that moment, seeing her brother's gentle smiling face, her heart felt hot, and she rushed over and threw herself into his arms.Holding the coquettish younger sister in his arms, Zhang Yang saw the shadow of the former lively and handsome younger sister, felt quite comforted, and gently stroked her younger sister's hair.My younger sister has been very dependent since she was a child, and she likes him holding her and smoothing her hair the most.

"Hello, Xiaoxue. I'm Xia Wei." Xia Wei greeted her generously and sweetly.

"Hello. Brother, I'm hungry." Zhang Nuanxue just smiled at her gently, then turned her head and retracted into her brother's arms.A trace of dissatisfaction flashed in the corner of Xia Wei's eyes, and he threw the phone into the bag calmly, and withdrew the hand that was holding Zhang Yang's arm.

"Girl, why is your voice hoarse again? You have a cold again. Let's go, put your luggage in the hotel first, and then I will take you to have a big meal."

"The No. 15 bus is here, get on the bus." Xia Wei shouted while dragging Zhang Yang away.Zhang Yang subconsciously moved Xia Wei's hand away, and turned to hold Xiaoxue.Xia Wei was immediately annoyed, turned around and got into the car.

"A city, a person, a lifetime of love." This sentence, when she first met Shen Ruiqian, was Shen Ruiqian's QQ signature.Now, it's her signature.When you are in love, it is the city that traps you.When I'm not in love, I can't find a trace of peace in Ningcheng.

The bus passed by Wanda Plaza, and Xu Song's "Only Love You" was playing in a video store. Memories flooded in all directions along with the singing...

In the summer afternoon of the third year of high school, Mu Xi and Ji Zhiyan ran over with a smile, and handed her a piece of white paper folded in half: "Xiaoxue, Shen Ruiqian wrote you something again." The corners of her mouth were smiling, her face flushed, Turning her head through the window, she saw Shen Ruiqian who was standing on the balcony across the building looking at her.He was wearing a white T-shirt, lying on the balcony with a bright smile.

"Yo yo, look at your smile, what sweet talk are you talking about?" Mu Xi and Ji Zhiyan hooked her shoulders, and poked their heads to peek.

"It's nothing, just the lyrics."

"Lyrics? What lyrics make you smile so happily. Let me see. Oh, what are these lyrics? This is clearly a love letter, with a double meaning!" Zhang Nuanxue just lowered her head and smiled gently.

On the white paper is Shen Ruiqian's unrestrained and powerful words - "Only Love You".

His warm smile in the sun, her tenderness in bowing her head.Stayed in the summer before the college entrance examination, slowly turning yellow and becoming a memory...

……

"Think about it, tell you personally that you are the only one in my heart. Only love you, your figure is the driving force of happiness. Only love you, think about you, there will be a little more light in my heart. Only love you, no matter how big the journey is Storm, I will always be firm with you..."

Xu Song's voice dragged her back from the memories to reality, and those melodies were buried in the car exhaust.No matter how much sweet talk there is, it's just a good song. Once they parted ways, they realized that it was just a melody that everyone knew.

Mu Xi suddenly ran over and hugged Zhang Nuanxue's arm, "Your brother is a bully, help me teach him a lesson!" Mu Xi pouted and acted like a baby.

"Little girl, my sister-in-law is here, why don't you ask her to beat him up for you. Stupid!" She stroked Mu Xi's hair.

Xia Wei originally didn't like Zhang Nuanxue who seemed difficult to deal with, but she was very satisfied when she heard this, and immediately put on the posture of her sister-in-law, pretending to blame Zhang Yang a few words.Zhang Yang hugged her, kissed her cheek, and secretly gave Mu Xi a look.

Zhang Nuanxue looked at them and said with a smile, "Stop making out, the bus has arrived." A group of people got out of the car immediately, and under the leadership of Zhang Yang, marched towards the food street behind the campus of Rock University. Ji Zhiyan was so happy .The food street is still the same as before.Zhang Nuanxue didn't care about other people, so she went to look for "Yaya Malatang", and saw the familiar boss busy at the food rack from a distance.As she approached and was about to say hello, she saw Shen Ruiqian in the back looking at the crab sticks on the shelf in a daze, her mind went blank, she turned around and left.

When he turned around, he caught a glimpse of the surprise in Shen Ruiqian's eyes, he chased her out and grabbed her, "Why are you here?"

"Play." She didn't show any expression, and didn't look at his face, "let go." Her mouth remained calm, but the loss and fear welling up in her heart suddenly overwhelmed her. Why was he standing in front of him while he was thinking about it, but she didn't know Confused, he broke free and ran away quickly.

"Brother, have you eaten yet? I'm starving to death." A girl in a white jumper and light-colored jeans walked past him and greeted him with a smile on her face.

elder brother?Who is this girl?Don't you hate the trick of recognizing your brother and sister the most?Wasn't it because I recognized a brother that I had a huge quarrel with myself?You said that there is no pure friendship between men and women, you said that brothers and sisters are disgusting, and you said that you are not allowed to get close to the opposite sex. Now the "brother" in that girl's mouth is also you.Shen Ruiqian, why are you so disgusting.Doesn't this store belong to the memories of both of us?What is this, is new love better than old love?

Doubt mixed with soaring jealousy spread in my heart, blocking all exits, even the air became full of particles, and my lungs hurt from the anger.

Zhang Nuanxue is unwilling, unwilling to sacrifice so much, unwilling to be the only one who suffers, unwilling to love the wrong person, and blind!The more she thought about it, the angrier she became, so she found Zhang Yang and the others, sat down and ordered a large bowl of spicy fish fillets, until her dry throat wanted to burn.During the banquet, Zhang Yang looked at her many times, each time with helplessness in his eyes, knowing that he couldn't stop him, so he could only silently pass the boiled water.

Xia Wei's slight affection for her just now disappeared without a trace, this girl is not cute at all, how could Zhang Yang have such an ill-mannered, selfish and negative younger sister.

After dinner, Zhang Nuanxue asked Mu Xi, Ji Zhiyan, Zhang Yang, and Xia Wei to accompany her to KTV to sing.Ji Zhiyan sings very well, especially Jay Chou's.

"Come, come, Zhiyan. Sing for me." Zhang Nuanxue handed her the microphone while ordering songs for her.

Mu Xi was fighting with Zhang Yang and Xia Wei.

"Xia Wei, what do you want to sing?" Zhang Nuanxue asked.

"Help me order Mayday's "Contentment"."

""Contentment"...ordered!"

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"If I fall in love with your smile, how can I hug you, how can I possess..." Xia Wei's voice was soft, not as tough as Shen Ruiqian's. "Contentment" was sung by Shen Ruiqian for her alone, and it was also the only song he sang for her.That night Shen Ruiqian came to her: "Xiaoxue, accompany me to the playground, I have something for you."

"What, it's so mysterious, just give it to me now."

"No, listen."

She obediently was led by him to the playground.

High school students are not as timid as junior high school students. At night, the dark playground of high school is almost full of young couples who are secretly in love.Back then, we loved doing things the grown-ups wouldn't let us do.

"Give it to me now." The lights on the playground were dim, and she stood in front of Shen Ruiqian, with her right palm spread upwards.

"Oh, I forgot the lyrics, wait a minute, I'll look for a cheat sheet."

"Aha? You don't want to sing for me, do you?" She couldn't help laughing.

"Don't laugh, I won't sing if you laugh again..." He felt embarrassed, "I practiced so many times in class today, my desk mates think I'm annoying. Wait, I'm thinking about how to sing. Oh, yes , Ahem, listen up, don’t laugh! If I fall in love with your smile..." Rui sang in a low voice, while struggling to read the lyrics on the cheat sheet in the dim light.

There is warmth seeping into the heart drop by drop, like ink smudged on the rice paper, making the whole heart sweet.She approached Shen Ruiqian shyly, wanting to kiss this extremely cute boy in front of her, but... she had never kissed anyone before, this kiss did not fall on her face for a long time, and finally fell on his neck.

"Why are you leaning on my neck..."

"Oh. It's not relying on you, it's..." Her face was burning hot, and she slapped him, and changed the phrase "I kiss you" into "This is really ugly, whose song is it?"

"What?! It's ugly. I heard it on the way home from school one day. I thought it was very nice, so I wanted to sing it to you. You actually said it was ugly. It hurts my heart." Shen Ruiqian argued.

"Ah, that's your problem, not the song's problem. Haha"

"That's not true. Anyway, I sang and participated in theatrical performances!" Shen Ruiqian was unconvinced, trying to tickle her.

"Okay, okay, it sounds very good, I like it very much."

"What do you like?" Shen Ruiqian asked maliciously.

"I like... this song."

"Liar, why did you kiss me just now?"

"...You're too bad if you don't bring something like this."

"But……"

"Ok?"

"I like you." Shen Ruiqian stood up and pulled her up, "It's time to go back to self-study, or you will be scolded if you are late."

"Well, let's go." Her heart was warm and sweet.

As soon as he finished speaking, he was pulled into Shen Ruiqian's arms. He smelled very good.She didn't know whether she should push it away, it was the first time she was hugged by the boy she liked, she was afraid that he would think she was casual, but she liked the warmth of hugging, and finally she put her hand on his waist...

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"If you're not happy for me, will you let go, in fact, you have it? The happiness of contentment makes me endure heartache..." After Xia Wei finished singing, Nuan Xue suddenly woke up from her memories, and found that her face was wet .

"Xiao Xi, what should I do? I still love him very much, and I miss him so much..." Zhang Nuanxue, who could no longer control herself, hugged Mu Xi and burst into tears.Zhang Yang, Ji Zhiyan, and Mu Xi were all taken aback by her, and hurried over to comfort her.

That mountain has been pressing in my heart, pressing tightly.And I will not escape and cannot escape, all thoughts, emotions, and emotions are compressed infinitely and cruelly, and the air is pulled away bit by bit, and I am powerless.It finally broke out at this moment, and all the grievances that had been held down rushed to burst out, crushing the last bit of persistence.

Zhang Nuanxue hugged Mu Xi and cried uncontrollably, crying into tears.

"I want to sing..." She turned her face away, with tears all over her face, and said sobbingly.

"Okay, what are you singing?"

……

"Suddenly miss you so much, where will you be..." Zhang Nuanxue roared hysterically, crying like a human.Zhang Yang next to him was protecting Xia Wei's ears, Mu Xi and Ji Zhiyan couldn't stand the volume, they covered their ears, trying to get close to Liang to comfort her, but they couldn't do anything.He simply sat silently, watching her act like a lunatic, yelling Mayday's "Suddenly Miss You" over and over again.

The reality is like this. We can never empathize with other people's experiences. We can only watch and do nothing.The most fundamental relief has always been the self-salvation of the person involved. Even if the process is painful, there is no painkiller to take.And love is the kind of deep-rooted pain.

But, Shen Ruiqian, do you know?I don't know how to redeem myself...

(End of this chapter)