within Temptation

Chapter 227 I Have Another Woman in My Heart
I really didn't expect Tang Xiaoru to apologize to me as soon as I came back.Originally, I wanted to question her wholeheartedly, but this time, I couldn't say all the harsh words immediately.

Tang Xiaoru still looked at me with pitiful eyes, and she seemed to know that it was too much to get angry at me for no reason.Since I became friends with her, I have never said a harsh word to her, and I have never darkened my face.But my performance just now made her realize that I was really angry, and if I didn't apologize quickly, the consequences would be serious.

Seeing Tang Xiaoru's weak and pitiful expression, for a while, I was angry and funny at the same time.The anger that was full just now disappeared in no time.

Tang Xiaoru is a woman after all, and now she is sick, why should I be serious with a woman and a patient?
Thinking of this, I sighed softly, shook my head, and said, "I'm not angry, you don't need to apologize. Well, lie down and rest. After hanging the bottle in a while, I'll take you home."

But Tang Xiaoru didn't seem to believe it. After looking at me nervously for a while, she suddenly moved her body, moved half of the hospital bed out, and then said to me: "Come here, sit next to me, and listen to me, okay? "

I didn't know what Tang Xiaoru wanted to say to me, and I was a little hesitant at first.But right away I thought, didn't I just want to know, why did she have any objections to me breaking up with Shi Shanshan?Maybe, she just wants to tell me the reason now?
So, I'm not polite.He sat down on the edge of the bed, looked down at Tang Xiaoru, and said, "What do you want to tell me?"

Tang Xiaoru adjusted her posture and lay on her side facing me.He looked at me with big eyes blinking, as if he was thinking about what to say.After about half a minute, she finally said softly: "You must be very strange, right? You broke up with your girlfriend, that's your private matter. Why can't I get used to it and get angry at you, right?"

I also had this question in my heart, so I nodded and said, "Yes, why?"

Tang Xiaoru was silent for a moment, as if thinking about something again.But in the end, she seemed to have made up her mind to speak.First he sighed, and then said in a low voice: "You may not know, I... I am actually an illegitimate daughter without a father. My mother gave birth to me without being married, and then endured everyone's ridicule and accusations , brought me up through hardships. I didn’t understand it when I was young, but when I grew up, I gradually understood that my mother was abandoned by men. Her whole life was ruined by that irresponsible man. Yes. You can't imagine how desolate and painful a woman who gave birth to a child without marrying will live. As long as I can remember, I have hated the man who abandoned my mother. Even with him, I can't see I am used to those people who are irresponsible to their feelings and break up just because of little things. I don't know why you and Shi Shanshan broke up, but I can tell that she really likes you. As long as you work hard, she will I would never want to break up with you. Dai Yong, maybe I wouldn’t be so angry if it was someone else. But you are my friend. I always thought that...you are a very responsible man. It shouldn't be so sloppy and casual. But you...how did you let me down so much?"

I was stunned for a moment, I never expected that Tang Xiaoru was an illegitimate daughter, and her mother was abandoned by men.No wonder she has such a big opinion on my breakup with Shi Shanshan.

In an instant, I understood Tang Xiaoru's heart and intentions.It is precisely because she has seen her mother's pain since she was a child that she hates people who are irresponsible for their feelings so much.I didn't explain to her the real reason why Shi Shanshan and I broke up. That's why she misunderstood me and thought I was another person like her father, right?

Tang Xiaoru was still saying: "Dai Yong, if you hadn't stayed here to take care of me today, I wouldn't have talked to you about this. But since you have worked so hard for me, it shows that you are still a responsible person after all. Listen to my advice, okay? Shi Shanshan is a good girl, she loves you so much, you really shouldn't give up. Between lovers, is there anything that cannot be forgiven? If it's a misunderstanding, everyone should make it clear. .Even if there is something wrong, you are a man, can you be more magnanimous? I really don't want to see you regretting your whole life because of a little thing. You will regret it, you know?"

At this moment, my heart is full of incomparable touch and warmth.Tang Xiaoru is so kind. I know that she is worried and sorry for me.At the same time, I also sympathized with Shi Shanshan, and didn't want her to regret like her mother for the rest of her life.

That's when I felt the need to tell her the truth.Of course, I can't say everything, at least, let me explain the real reason why Shi Shanshan and I broke up.

Seeing Tang Xiaoru's expression looking forward to my change of heart, I smiled slightly and said, "I understand, Mr. Tang. Thank you, you are such a good woman."

Tang Xiaoru was overjoyed, quickly grabbed my arm, and said happily: "So you agree?"

I froze and said, "Agree? Agree to what?"

Tang Xiaoru said as a matter of course: "Go and apologize to Shi Shanshan, and then get back with her!"

I laughed again, shook my head lightly, and said, "Mr. Tang, to tell you the truth, Shi Shanshan and I are no longer recovering. In fact, it's not that I didn't apologize to her. It's that she is determined to You must leave me now. There is nothing I can do about it.”

Tang Xiaoru was stunned, stared at me blankly for a while, and suddenly said: "Did you do something to offend her? Impossible, you are not that kind of person, I still believe you in this regard."

My heart felt warm again, and I stretched out my other hand involuntarily, and gently held it on her hand that was holding my arm, and said, "Thank you for your trust, but it is true that I am sorry for Shi Shanshan, and I am the one who hurt you." her feelings."

Tang Xiaoru's hand was held by me, but she didn't seem to notice it. She just looked at me in surprise, blinked a few times, and said, "What the hell have you done? Shi Shanshan loves you so much, unless you Empathize and don't fall in love, otherwise she will definitely not leave you."

I had no choice but to smile wryly, thought for a while, and said, "I don't know, whether I am empathizing or not. But in my heart, there is really another woman. Before Shi Shanshan and I got back together, that woman It's already in my heart."

"what?"

Tang Xiaoru's face suddenly changed color, and suddenly she twitched her hand and broke free from my grasp.He looked at me coldly and said, "Really?"

I nodded and said, "Really!"

(End of this chapter)