within Temptation

Chapter 228 External Drugs

Hearing my affirmative answer, Tang Xiaoru narrowed her eyes and her expression became more serious.Looking at me, I began to show great disappointment.

After a while, she said coldly: "So, you and Shi Shanshan are just in love for fun? No wonder you broke up so simply. You don't feel any pity at all, do you?"

I had no choice but to sigh secretly, knowing that Tang Xiaoru would think so.But I also know that before I explain the matter clearly, anyone who hears it will think that I am playing with feelings. Tang Xiaoru is the kind of person who especially hates people who are emotionally irresponsible. She must think that I am not at all. Do you care about Shi Shanshan's departure?
I pondered for a while, and was about to continue, when Tang Xiaoru snorted again, and said, "I really never thought that you would be such a person. Now I want to say, Shi Shanshan is really right." , leaving you, this is the most correct choice. Fortunately, I want you to go back with all my heart, hum, it's ridiculous!"

I had no choice but to say nothing, although Tang Xiaoru must have misunderstood me, but what she said was correct.It was indeed the right choice for Shi Shanshan to leave me.As long as I still like someone else in my heart, I have no right to beg her to come back to me.

After a while of silence, Tang Xiaoru seemed to be tired and didn't want to continue talking to me.She closed her eyes, and said to me lightly: "You go, I don't want to see you again. After hanging the bottle in a while, I will go back by myself."

I know that Tang Xiaoru has misunderstood me deeply. If I leave, I'm afraid I won't even have the chance to explain in the future.So, I didn't get up and leave sadly, but slowly whispered: "Mr. Tang, do you really think that I'm just playing with Shi Shanshan's feelings when I'm dating Shi Shanshan?"

Tang Xiaoru's eyes suddenly opened again, staring at my face and said: "Isn't it? You have someone else in your heart, so why are you still dating her? Shi Shanshan just knew that you cheated her, so she made up her mind to leave Yours?"

I shook my head and said seriously: "The reasons for my relationship with Shi Shanshan are very complicated, but I can tell you that I have never cheated on her emotionally."

Tang Xiaoru laughed suddenly, as if she heard some big joke.He looked at me contemptuously and said, "I've never seen such a thick-skinned person as you. You have the nerve to say that you have never lied to Shi Shanshan's feelings? Why did she leave you if you never lied to her? Don't tell me, Before you dated, she knew you had someone else in your heart!"

I sighed, nodded, and said, "You're right, she did know about it before dating."

"Uh……"

This time, Tang Xiaoru finally froze, opened her mouth wide, and looked at me blankly.After a long time, she said in disbelief: "She...she knows? How is it possible? Why does she still...still..."

I smiled and said, "You still want to be with me, right?"

Tang Xiaoru seemed to have sensed that things were not what she thought, and now she stopped arguing with me.Struggling to sit up, his expression became serious, and he said, "Dai Yong, I'm almost confused, what's going on?"

I said: "Isn't that what I was going to say earlier? You lost your temper halfway through hearing it and wanted to drive me away. We are still friends, why don't you trust me so much?"

Tang Xiaoru's pale face turned red for a rare moment, bit her lips, and said with flickering eyes: "I... I just treat you as a friend, that's why I'm so angry. Okay, okay, I can listen carefully now Right? Tell me, what's going on with you and Shi Shanshan? Why do I get more and more confused the more I listen?"

I smiled, and I didn't bother her anymore.Things always need to be explained, otherwise I'm afraid I will lose Tang Xiaoru as a friend.Of course, I can't say everything about the truth.Otherwise, Tang Xiaoru would be too embarrassed if she realized that the woman in my heart was actually her.After that, I really don't know how to get along with her.

So, I thought about it carefully, and then slowly said: "Actually... the matter is not very complicated. Shi Shanshan and I have been working together for more than a year, and we have always had a good impression of each other. .It's just that I'm very emotionally slow, so I never thought about it that much. Later, I met a...a very good woman. In the process of getting to know that woman, I fell in love with it unconsciously. Unfortunately, this woman is not the one I should like. She is so beautiful and so high that I feel ashamed, and I don’t have the courage to pursue her. Moreover, she may have a lover long ago, and it’s not something I can pursue if I want to. .So... For a while, I was very lost and painful. I don’t know how to deal with this feeling. I don’t know how I can forget her. At this moment, Shi Shanshan came to my By her side, she knew that I liked that woman and also knew my pain. But she didn't dislike me, she took the initiative to say to me that she was willing to associate with me, and use her love to make me forget that woman. I... I was I am very grateful to her, and I really hope that I can get rid of that unrealistic fantasy as soon as possible. In addition, I don’t hate Shi Shanshan, so I agreed and tried to start dating her. At first , I really made up my mind to forget about that woman, and I really thought about treating Shi Shanshan well and spending the rest of my life with her seriously. But... Later I found out that if you want Forgetting a person is not as simple as talking about it. Especially, that is the only woman I have ever liked in my life. If I really want to forget her, it may take a long, long time. Later, some things happened Thing, I may... let Shi Shanshan down, she finally lost her patience, and felt that it was impossible for me to get rid of my love for that woman. It would just be a waste of time and feelings to keep in touch with me. So, she calmly told me I proposed to break up. I...I have no way to disagree, because it is true that I did not do a good job, and I did not live up to it, no wonder she is unfeeling."

Speaking of this, I felt that I had almost expressed what I meant, so I stopped, looked at Tang Xiaoru quietly, and waited for her reaction.Tang Xiaoru's expression was also very interesting, as if it was difficult to digest my words, she looked at me blankly, opened her mouth again and again, but couldn't say a word for a long time.

I couldn't help laughing, and was about to say something to bring her back to her senses, when I inadvertently looked up, only to be surprised that the salt water in the bottle hanging above her had bottomed out.

I was taken aback, stood up quickly, and ran outside the infusion room to ask the nurse on duty to change the bottle.After a lot of busy work, the bottle was finally changed, and the nurse went back, so I sat down again, smiled and said to Tang Xiaoru: "It's okay, it's all my fault, I almost didn't even hang up a bottle of you. I know. How is it? After drinking a bottle, do people feel better?"

Tang Xiaoru had a weird expression on her face. When I looked at him, she suddenly turned around, and her face turned away at the same time.Then, I noticed that she seemed a little nervous, one hand unconsciously grabbed the corner of the quilt, and kept twisting it with her fingers.

I said strangely: "Mr. Tang, what's the matter? Do you feel unwell?"

"No...no, I...I'm comfortable..."

I laughed, very comfortable?You are very comfortable, so what bottle are you still hanging here?

After thinking about it, I understood. After hearing my explanation, she thought she had wrongly blamed me, so she was a little embarrassed, right?

I smiled again, thinking that since I have explained clearly.Presumably Tang Xiaoru won't blame me for breaking up with Shi Shanshan anymore.This matter can stop here and there is no need to mention it again.

So, I took out my cell phone to check the time, and immediately dialed my home phone number.I am here to take care of Tang Xiaoru, and I will send her home later, if I don't tell the family, maybe my mother should be worried.

The call was connected quickly, but Yingying picked it up: "Brother, is that you? Why haven't you come back yet?"

I hurriedly smiled and said, "Yingying, where's mom?"

"Mom went to my sister's house after dinner, saying she was going to see Liangliang."

I groaned, and then I remembered that my nephew Liangliang was also sick today.Originally, I also wanted to go to see Liangliang at night, but I didn't expect that Tang Xiaoru was also sick, so I was busy taking care of her, so the matter was delayed.

"I see, I'm calling to tell you that I have something to do right now, so I won't be going home for dinner tonight. I'll go and see Liangliang later, and I'll come back with my mother then. You are at home alone, so be careful."

"Oh, I know."

"Well, there is nothing else, brother will hang up."

Putting down the phone, I turned my head and found that Tang Xiaoru was tilting her head, staring at me without blinking.Seeing me turn my head, she hurriedly looked away, then turned her head back again.The empty hand fumbled nervously again, then grabbed a corner of the quilt and kept twisting it with fingers.

I was stunned for a while, and I didn't know what Tang Xiaoru was thinking now.After thinking about it, he left her alone.Since then, Tang Xiaoru has not spoken to me, and I thought she was guilty of me, so I didn't say anything more.

After hanging the second bottle of salt water for more than half an hour, it finally bottomed out.After the nurse came and pulled out the needle, I helped Tang Xiaoru up and prepared to send her home.However, although the bottle has just been hung, the effect of the medicine is not so fast after all.Tang Xiaoru was still a little dizzy, and her walking was not so steady.I almost helped her out of the hospital with half hugs and half hugs, and then got into a taxi waiting at the entrance of the hospital.

After the car started, I had time to open the plastic bag in my hand to take a look.Inside is the medicine dispensed by the hospital for Tang Xiaoru.Some of them will continue to be used in the bottle tomorrow, while others will be taken at home.Suddenly, I remembered the doctor's instructions when I was seeing a doctor, and turned to Tang Xiaoru who was leaning on the back of the car seat: "By the way, Mr. Tang, do you have a thermometer at home?"

Tang Xiaoru was a little drowsy. Hearing this, she opened her eyes, looked at me inexplicably, and said, "Thermometer? What thermometer?"

I had no choice but to make a movement of putting something in my mouth with my hand, and said: "It's the thing that puts it in the mouth to measure the body temperature, oh, I see, it's called a thermometer, right?"

Now that Tang Xiaoru understood, she shook her head and said, "No, I don't often get sick, so what are you doing with that stuff at home?"

I groaned, and said: "No, it's okay. The doctor said that because you have a viral cold, after hanging the bottle, the medicine and the virus will fight in your body, and you will probably have a fever at night. If your body temperature If it exceeds 39 degrees, it is very dangerous, and it may turn into pneumonia. Therefore, you must prepare a thermometer at home to measure your temperature at any time."

Tang Xiaoru was stunned for a moment, then curled her lips and said, "So troublesome? What if I fell asleep?"

I said: "If you can fall asleep, it means that there is nothing wrong with you. But you should be careful yourself. If you feel something wrong, take your temperature quickly. As long as it does not exceed 39 degrees, you will be fine."

Tang Xiaoru said: "Then what if it exceeds 39 degrees? Do I have to rush to the hospital and get a fever-reducing injection?"

Now I laughed, opened the plastic bag again and rummaged for a while, then took out a small thing and said: "The doctor said that fever reduction is harmful to the human body, so I can't keep taking it. If the temperature exceeds 39 degrees at night, use it." This medicine lowers the temperature."

Tang Xiaoru narrowed her eyes and glanced at the thing in my hand. She didn't seem to know what it was, and said, "Just one pill? Is it useful to take it?"

I said, "You can't take this. If you really eat it, it will be terrible."

Tang Xiaoru blinked her eyes, and said inexplicably, "Don't take it...how can I use this medicine?"

"External use, stuffed into the body."

"External use? Plug... where?"

I laughed badly, looked at Tang Xiaoru with a narrow expression, and said, "Using the doctor's original words, anus!"

PS: Hehe, have you guessed what the following plot will be?
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