within Temptation

Chapter 242

The heavy snow was still falling, and not only did it show no signs of weakening, it seemed to be getting bigger and bigger.If things go on like this, by tomorrow morning, the whole city will be covered in snow and covered in snow.

I turned up the collar of my coat, exhaled whitely, and walked cautiously on the snow-covered street.Due to the sudden heavy snowfall and the late hour, it was difficult to catch an empty taxi on the street.After Fei Leina left, I waited for a long time but couldn't stop one, so I had to brave the wind and snow and start walking home.

Although the weather is extremely cold, my heart is warm.When I walk, I feel a little fluttering.To this day, I still can't believe it.Just now, I actually kissed Fei Leina, that beautiful and lovely girl who is loved by thousands of people.

However, as the cold wind continued to blow on my body, my excited mood finally calmed down, and my mind gradually began to wake up.

I was thinking, since Felena is willing to kiss me, she must like me.At least, they should have a good impression of me.This didn't surprise me very much, because since she could become friends with me, she insisted on calling me every day.If I were the person she hated, she would never be able to do this.

It's just that she just did it on a whim, looking for some excitement, or did she really fall in love with me and want to develop a relationship with me?

She just left without saying anything, and it's hard for me to make a judgment.But I suddenly asked myself: If Fei Leina really wants to date me, should I accept it or not?
According to the thinking of ordinary people, what is there to hesitate about?Of course I accepted it!

Felena is beautiful, charming and innocent.Having such a girlfriend is the dream of every man in the world.Besides, I can't deny that I really like her very much.I feel happy and satisfied from the bottom of my heart to be able to fall in love with such an outstanding girl.

But after thinking about it again, I realized that Fei Leina and I were the least likely to have any results.The huge gap in identity and family status is very obvious in front of us.Feleina is young and ignorant now, so maybe she doesn't care about it.But I don't need to guess to know that her parents absolutely despise me, a worthless poor boy.

And I can also see that Fei Leina cares about her family and parents very much, and it is absolutely impossible for her to do things against her parents' wishes.Once her parents intervene at that time, it is doubtful whether this relationship can be maintained.

Two months ago, because of an accidental sleepover incident, Felena was locked up by her mother for such a long time.This shows how strict this mother is with her daughter and how demanding she is of her daughter.Feleina had no room to resist at all, and it could even be said that she didn't even have the heart to resist, so she obediently accepted her mother's punishment.

So in the future, when her mother is furious and intervenes again because of the love between me and her daughter, is it possible for Fei Leina to resist the pressure from the family for the sake of love?

The answer is obvious, I don't think Felena loves me enough to give up everything.She is still a child, and she can't bear that sin, can't suffer that.What's more, whether she really loves me or not can't be said now, maybe tonight is just a momentary impulse of her emotions, and it won't be long before her passion passes, maybe she will regret it.

Little girl, how can you expect her to be serious about her relationship?The sea is dry and the stone is rotten, and the unswerving love until death is just written in the novel.

Speaking of love, I asked myself again: Do I really love Felena?

It should be... not to the extent of love, right?I admit that I like her very much and have fantasies about her, but that is just a man's appreciation and yearning for beautiful things.What really impresses me is Tang Xiaoru.

Thinking of Tang Xiaoru, my heart immediately became sad.This woman is really my demon!For her, I don't even have the confidence to love other women.Shi Shanshan is a lesson for me. If I really date Fei Leina in the future, can I treat her wholeheartedly and stop having any concern for Tang Xiaoru?
Alas, that's how I am. When I do things, I always look forward and backward, thinking a lot.It's just a kiss, Feleina hasn't said anything yet, I've already thought so far.Forget it, forget it, let it all come naturally.

When I got home, it was past eleven o'clock.My mother and Yingying had already gone back to their room to sleep.I had just closed the door without taking off my coat when my cell phone rang in my pocket.

Needless to say, Fei Leina had already arrived home, and couldn't wait, so she went to bed and called me.

Thinking of the passionate kiss just now, I can't help but feel a wave in my heart.Taking out my mobile phone, I quickly walked into my room, pressed the call button, and said with a smile, "Are you home?"

After kissing me, Felena's tone was completely different from usual.With a hint of coquettishness, she said tiredly: "Well, I'm already on the bed. After we parted, do you miss me?"

I couldn't help but just smiled. While taking off my coat, I smiled and said, "What do you think? Hey, what do you mean today? There is no reason, why do you want me to kiss you?"

"...Isn't it? You don't understand this? Let me say, are you really stupid, or are you pretending to be confused with me?"

I continued to laugh and said, "I'm really a little confused. It happened so suddenly without any warning. I'm not a god, so I don't know what you want to do?"

"Then you really kiss me? Don't tell me, you don't know what kissing a girl means!"

"Of course I know what it means, but I'm not sure about the specifics. Felena, I'll just wait for you to tell me. Tell me, do you... really like me?"

"I...I let you kiss me, you...you still ask me this question?"

"Felina, you know, since I broke up with Shi Shanshan, I have no confidence in my relationship. Besides, you are so young and beautiful. I can't believe that you will like me. So... until now, I'm still dreaming, and I don't know if the kiss just now was my hallucination. Fei Leina, tell me, it's real, right?"

"Hee hee, don't you have a feeling that a pie from the sky just hit you? You can be proud, Miss Ben has been deceived by lard, and somehow fell in love with you. Alas! What a sin! Miss me Fei Leina She is also a generation of peerless beauties with beautiful faces, why did she fall in love with such an idiot like you? The Guo Jing that Huang Rong fell in love with back then seemed to be a super idiot like you. Could it be that beautiful women have a special preference for idiots? Or you What's so good about it? Why do you let me look at you so pleasingly?"

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard Ferena complaining about herself there.But I finally understood that Fei Leina really fell in love with me.In this world, such crazy things really happen.

But what I still want to figure out is, does Fei Leina just want to play love games with me?Still seriously, want to be with me forever, forever together.Because of her different attitude, it will affect my decision.If she is serious, she really wants to be with me forever.Then I have to get serious and explain everything to her, including the fact that I still have Tang Xiaoru in my heart.I can't lie to her or play with her feelings.Where to go, it will be up to her to make a choice.

But if she just wants to have a short-term relationship because of emptiness and a temporary heartbeat, and doesn't think about the future and consequences at all, then I have a different attitude.

If you don't mean it, why should I mean it?
(End of this chapter)