within Temptation

Chapter 243 Enjoying Happiness
So I said: "Feleina, I'm really happy. I never thought that you would fall in love with a worthless poor boy like me. To be honest, I also like you very much. Since these days, it is because of you, I don't feel so lonely. To tell you the truth, talking to you every night is the happiest and least trouble-free time of my day. "

Having said that, I paused for a moment, thinking about what to say next.Feleina didn't know what I was thinking, so she hummed softly at this moment and said, "Me too, if it wasn't for being able to talk to you once a day, I wouldn't have known about the time I was confined by my mother." , how should I get over it."

I smiled, and already thought about what to say next, and said, "Felena, you like me, and I like you too, so would you be my girlfriend?"

Fei Leina smiled over there and said, "If I say I don't want to, do you believe me?"

Of course I believe that Fei Leina at this time is indeed willing to become a couple with me.But being willing now does not mean that you will remain forever and never change.So if I have to say it, I still have to say it.

So I continued: "If you say so, then I will take it as you are willing. Fei Leina, after we date, I don't know...Will your parents accept me as a poor boy? What is my personal and family situation? It's clear, I'm very worried! If I can't pass your parents' test, then we..."

I didn't finish what I said, but I believe Fei Leina will naturally understand what I said.

Sure enough, Fei Leina immediately fell silent after hearing what I said.I didn't rush her, just quietly waiting for her answer, so that she would have time to think carefully.

About a full minute later, Fei Leina finally got a little angry and said: "You, what a disappointment! Why are you talking about my parents? We haven't started dating yet, and you've thought about my parents." La?"

Hearing Fei Leina's reaction, my heart sank at first, but then I felt relieved.It seems that Fei Leina doesn't mean to be with me forever.At least, she didn't think about the future at all, she just wanted to fall in love on the spur of the moment.

Although I was a little depressed, I was not really disappointed in my heart.After all, Fei Leina is still young, so it is normal to not think so far.I didn't expect her to love me as deep as the sea and never change.In fact, it is already a miracle that she can like me now.From a girl as fine as her, what more could I ask of her?
So, I smiled faintly, and said mockingly to myself: "Don't take offense, I'm just like this, and I always think about the future when everything happens. Let's not talk about it, let's let nature take its course. "

Feleina obviously didn't want to talk about these unhappy things at this time, so she said: "That's right, we will talk about the future in the future, we haven't fully enjoyed the taste of being in love, why are you thinking about these annoying things so early?" Things? By the way, there is something I haven't asked you yet. When you kissed me just now, I felt that you were very skilled in kissing. To be honest, when you and Shi Shanshan were together, a total of... took How many kisses?"

I was stunned, but I didn't expect Fei Leina to ask such a question and ask me to provide specific figures.Where do I remember this?Who has nothing to remember these boring data?
But hearing Fei Leina's sour tone, it seemed that she really minded, so I laughed and said: "I don't remember, but Shi Shanshan was my serious girlfriend at that time, and she had kissing experience before. You won't be surprised, will you?"

"Humph! Humph! I knew it! If I had known before you started, I wouldn't have reminded you that she likes you. I didn't expect to end up hurting myself, and Shi Shanshan took so much advantage for nothing. I don't care Ah, today is my first kiss with you! I can't bear such a big loss! You can figure it out yourself, how can you compensate me so that you can make up for my loss?"

I laughed, the first time?real or fake?Then the last time I kissed you forcefully when I was drunk, how many times is it counted?

Although I really want to expose her little lies and tell her about the accidental kiss with her, I actually know it.But I'm not much of a joker, and anyway, that was me kissing her.If Fei Leina has never kissed anyone before, it seems that it is not wrong to say that the first kiss was taken by me.

So, my heart was full of pride and joy. Such a beautiful girl has never been touched by any man except me.The little vanity of a big man like me has been greatly satisfied.

In fact, my kissing skills were all taught by Shi Shanshan.Before that, like Felena, I was blank in this regard.I'm not stupid. Although Shi Shanshan never said it, I can vaguely feel that she had a boyfriend before me.At least judging by her proficiency in kissing, I am sure I am not the first man to kiss her.

Of course, this is all a thing of the past.Whether I care about Shi Shanshan's previous experience or not, she has left me and has nothing to do with me.But Fei Leina is my present.She is so beautiful, so charming, no man would refuse to fall in love with such a girl.Even if I clearly know that this relationship will not last long.

Feeling the jealousy in Fei Leina's words, and enjoying the pride of being favored by a beautiful woman, I smiled happily.At this time, I have already thought about it in my heart. Since I understand that this relationship has no future, then there is no need to bear a heavy mental burden, and enjoy this happiness to the fullest.Not everyone has the opportunity to fall in love with a beauty of Fei Leina's level.I'm not a saint, nor a prudence.I rejected Zhang Wen and Lu Fei before because I already had a girlfriend.A man's sense of responsibility does not allow me to do things that betray my girlfriend.

But now, I'm a free agent.Falling in love with Fei Leina is open and aboveboard, with no regrets.Of course, I should also correct my mentality and not take this relationship too seriously and get too deep.Fei Leina will leave me sooner or later, and she and I are not on the same level after all.When she has had enough fun and gets bored, there will naturally be better choices.After correcting my mentality, when I have to break up, I won't be too nostalgic and disappointed.

So, enjoy this short-lived happiness!Maybe in the future, it will be the best memory in my life.

"Laughing? Are you still laughing? Do you feel happy because you took such a big advantage?"

I said with a smile, "Of course, the first kiss of Colonel K's flower, can I not be happy?"

"Hmph! Just be proud of yourself! Anyway, I'm at a loss! I don't care, I can't afford this kind of loss, you have to make it up to me!"

"Hehe, no problem, how do you want me to compensate you?"

"Well... I want you to promise that you must be very good to me in the future. There must be a feeling... that you are afraid of falling in the palm of your hand, and afraid of melting in your mouth. Besides, besides me, You don't even look at any other woman. In your heart, you can only think of me. And then... and then..."

Listening to Fei Leina racking her brains to stipulate this of me and restrain me of that.Not only did I not feel disgusted in my heart, but I was sweet and indescribably happy.The more she is like this, the more she shows that she cares about me.God, she's Felena!Such a fairy-like person is actually acting like a baby to me, am I dreaming?

The great sense of satisfaction made my heart soar.If Fei Leina is not in front of me at this moment, I will definitely hold her in my arms, kiss her, caress her, and enjoy the joy of mutual affection.

"Hey! Why are you always laughing? I'm serious with you, so be serious."

I hurriedly suppressed my smile, pretended to be serious and said: "Yes, yes, I am serious, I am serious. Tell me, what else do you want me to do?"

"Hmm... um... Oh, I can't remember you with a smile, so let's focus on this for now. As long as you treat me well, then I don't care about the intimate behaviors between you and Shi Shanshan. Uh, when it comes to intimate behaviors , I suddenly thought of another thing. Please tell me honestly, during the time you and Shi Shanshan were dating, did you and her... have... that? "

I was stunned and didn't react for a while, so I asked inexplicably, "What happened? Which one?"

"Oh, are you pretending to me again? You are a man, don't you know what I mean... what?"

"what?"

"You! You... just pretend! Do you think that if you pretend to be stupid with me, I won't be able to figure it out? Hmph! The more you act like this, the more you have ghosts in your heart! Ah! No, I'm angry! Angry died!"

(End of this chapter)