within Temptation

Chapter 327 Speak Out and Share

Going further from this small convenience store, there is a small coffee shop about seven to eighty meters away.Shi Shanshan and I went in and found a place to sit down, and ordered two cups of ordinary coffee.

It was already very late at this time, and the coffee shop had already passed its peak business hours. In the whole shop, except for a few service staff, there were only two customers, Shi Shanshan and me.So I opened the pack of Zhonghua cigarettes in my hand, and said, "It's getting late, and you haven't gone back so late, will your husband mind?"

Shi Shanshan, who was sitting across from me, was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, and said, "I'm not married yet, where's my husband?"

Now I was stunned and said, "You are not married yet? Then why do you..."

Shi Shanshan smiled and said, "What? How did you know that I'm married?"

I said honestly: "Seeing that you took me directly to this coffee shop, you seem to be very familiar with this area. And it's so late, you are still shopping in the convenience store here. These things show that you should be You live nearby. But I know that your parents' home is in the east of the city, if you weren't married, how could you live here?"

Shi Shanshan said: "It's very simple, my parents have moved. I'm not married, so of course I have to live with my parents, so I live here."

I said oh, I figured it out.While speaking, the cigarette had been opened, so I took out one and put it in my mouth, took out the lighter and lit it, and started to smoke.

It turns out that Shi Shanshan is not married yet!I really don't know how she got here all these years alone.Thinking of how she broke up with me so resolutely back then, I thought she would find a new relationship soon and start her life again.

Thinking of this, I felt a little bit emotional. After taking a puff of cigarettes, I asked, "How have you been all these years? I remember you said that after you resigned, you would work in a company run by a classmate of yours. Now. Do you still work there?"

Shi Shanshan shook her head and said, "It's long gone. In fact, I've been in my classmate's company for less than half a year."

"Really?" I said in surprise, "Then you now..."

Shi Shanshan smiled and said, "Now I do it for myself! I opened a small shop specializing in maternity and children's products on Jianguo Road. Although the store is small, the business is good. If you have children, you might as well patronize them ,How about it?"

I couldn't say a word immediately. I didn't expect that Shi Shanshan became an individual. During the four years since we separated, everyone has changed a lot!

The coffee was delivered, and Shi Shanshan began to mix the flavor of the coffee, but her eyes kept looking at me.Suddenly, she said softly: "What about you? Are you married?"

I nodded and said, "It's over!"

Shi Shanshan didn't seem surprised, she just said in a low voice, "Really?" Then she lowered her head and began to stir the coffee in front of her with a small spoon.

After a while, she started smiling again.Picking up the coffee in front of me, he said to me, "Congratulations, who is the bride?"

I took another puff of cigarette and said, "Tang Xiaoru!"

When Shi Shanshan heard it, her expression was a little surprised, and she said, "Tang Xiaoru? Are you married to her?"

I hummed and nodded solemnly, indicating that it was indeed so.

Shi Shanshan slowly put down the coffee she had just picked up.She was looking at my face very seriously, and after observing it for a while, she suddenly said: "Then why are you unhappy? Are you unhappy in your married life?"

I was stunned for a while, and said strangely: "How can you tell that I am unhappy? Do I look unhappy now?"

Shi Shanshan said: "Don't forget, you used to be the person I cared about the most. I can tell at a glance whether you have something on your mind."

When I heard this, I could only smile wryly.Shi Shanshan is indeed a very sensitive woman.Back then, I just had a crush on Tang Xiaoru, and she immediately felt it.Unexpectedly, after so many years, her senses are still so keen.

It's just that my trouble now is not that my married life is not happy.No matter how keen Shi Shanshan's sense is, she must not be able to guess it.

"Am I right? Just now I heard you said that you were just wandering around the street, and I felt that you were wrong. If it weren't for the extreme annoyance, you wouldn't be so late, and you would not go home alone. According to It makes sense, you like Tang Xiaoru so much, and now that you have finally married her, you should be happily staying at home with her all day long."

Shi Shanshan was still slowly analyzing me, her eyes showed a trace of concern for me, but she no longer felt the kind of jealousy she had back then.

I was thinking, after so many years, Shi Shanshan has really put aside the feelings of those years, right?She used to hate Tang Xiaoru so much, if she hadn't looked away, how could she calmly ask me if I am happy?You should call me what I deserve right away, and love that woman to ask for trouble!

I stubbed out the cigarette I just finished smoking in the ashtray, and immediately lit another one and started smoking.For a moment, I didn't know what to say.Although Shi Shanshan used to be very close to me, but that is all in the past after all.I don't know, should I tell her my troubles.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Shi Shanshan confirmed her guess even more.She said softly: "Dai Yong, I know you don't like talking about things. But keeping things in your stomach can solve the problem? Tell me, what are you worrying about? Although I am no longer your girlfriend But I'd be more than happy to give you an idea."

I stretched out my hand and waved the smoke that just came out in front of me, smiled wryly, and said, "Shanshan, yes, I have troubles. But you can't help me with this matter."

Shi Shanshan said: "How do you know that I can't help you if you don't tell me? Do you still think I'm resenting you for liking Tang Xiaoru? Are you afraid that I will intentionally fan the flames and destroy your relationship with her?"

I hurriedly said: "No, how could I think so?"

"Then what are you afraid of? Now you and I don't have any emotional ties. You can treat me as a friend and tell your troubles and thoughts. If I can help, if I can't, you won't lose anything What is it that worries you so much?"

I took another deep breath and sighed: "I'm not worried about anything, but this matter, you really can't help me."

"Then tell me, even if I can't help you, it's better than being bored in your stomach, right? Dai Yong, I really care about you. No matter what, you are the only one I have truly loved in my life man. If you have something unhappy, I would like to share it with you, okay?"

Hearing this, I looked up to see her face.Shi Shanshan's expression is sincere and enthusiastic!My heart was touched immediately.Suddenly thought, yes, some things are stuffy in my stomach, and indeed it will only become more and more troublesome.Speaking it out and sharing it with others may relieve the pain a little bit.Shi Shanshan is basically out of my life now, and telling her won't cause any bad reactions.

Since she is willing to listen, why should I hesitate?
(End of this chapter)