within Temptation

Chapter 328 Then protect the person you love the most

"Felena? You...you and her?"

Seeing the shock and surprise on Shi Shanshan's face, I had no choice but to smile wryly.Back then she broke up with me because I couldn't forget Tang Xiaoru, and now she suddenly heard that I didn't pursue Tang Xiaoru after her, but got better with Fei Leina, of course she felt very incredible.

I lit another cigarette, nodded my head and said with a wry smile, "Are you surprised? Actually, when you were about to break up with me, I no longer had illusions about Tang Xiaoru. If you were still with me At the same time, I will also gradually forget her. It is a pity that you didn't believe me at all at that time. No matter how I explained, you still left so resolutely. You don't know how much I am after you left. Lost and lonely. That's why Felena came into my life."

Shi Shanshan stared at me with wide eyes, and said, "Then what happened later? Since you and Fei Leina are back together, why are you marrying Tang Xiaoru now?"

I took a deep breath of the cigarette and let it out again.With a long sigh, he said, "The time I spent with Feleina was very short, you know, my family conditions are too far from hers, it is impossible to get her parents' consent, so..."

Next, I will slowly tell the reason why Fei Leina left me back then, and the fact that Tang Xiaoru and I got along day and night in the past few years, started a business together, and fell in love naturally and came together.All the while, when Fei Leina came back, I found that she still loved me so much, and I knew what sacrifices and efforts she had made over the years to love me.That's why I feel pain and annoyance, and I don't know how to deal with Fei Leina's earth-shattering affection.

Shi Shanshan was dumbfounded after listening.After being stunned for a long time, she murmured: "God, Fei Leina loves you so much! I really didn't expect that she, a lady from a rich family, would do such an epic thing for love."

I sighed: "Yeah, I didn't expect it, otherwise, I could let her suffer like this for me?"

Shi Shanshan also sighed, picked up the coffee and took a sip, then suddenly smiled and said: "Now I know why you are so distressed, you really deserve it! Going around, seeing one and loving the other, is it troublesome now? I don't know who to love Okay?"

I said angrily, "What are you talking about? When did I go around and see one and fall in love with the other?"

Shi Shanshan smiled and said, "Am I not right? The person you liked at first was Tang Xiaoru, and then I liked you, so you just got along with me. After I broke up with you, Fei Leina liked you, and you Get back together with her. As soon as Fei Leina leaves, your old relationship will rekindle, and you will get better with Tang Xiaoru immediately. Isn't this called chasing and falling, seeing one and loving the other?"

I was a little annoyed by what Shi Shanshan said, and I wanted to refute, but I couldn't find anything to say.I had no choice but to smoke cigarettes fiercely, feeling extremely depressed.

Shi Shanshan smiled again and said: "Now I want to rejoice how right it was to leave you back then, otherwise, you will be entangled with Fei Leina and Tang Xiaoru in the future, wouldn't I want to be angry with you?" Dead? Besides, these two are rare beauties, and I am an ugly duckling, how can I compare with them?"

I took another deep breath of the cigarette, and said helplessly, "Shanshan, it's meaningless for you to say that. If you hadn't broken up with me back then, I wouldn't have gotten back together with them, do you believe it or not?"

Shi Shanshan smiled and said: "Really? It's a pity that time can't be turned back, otherwise, I really want to see, under the pursuit of two super beauties, Fei Leina and Tang Xiaoru, will you persevere and always be with you?" I'm with you."

I was really speechless. I wanted to tell Shi Shanshan these things, so as to relieve a little trouble in my heart.But I didn't expect that after being ridiculed by her like this, my troubles were not eliminated, but my heart became even more depressed.

I had no choice but to light another cigarette and puff on it, planning to finish this one before paying the bill and leaving.But at this time, Shi Shanshan suddenly laughed and said, "Are you angry? It's just a joke, don't take it so seriously, right? Okay, okay, I know you are a responsible person, and I know what you are worrying about now. Fei Lei Na has paid so much for you, you want to repay her, but since you are already with Tang Xiaoru, you have no way to repay her, right?"

I stopped smoking immediately and sighed silently.Shi Shanshan is really a sensitive woman. My troubles were answered in one sentence by her.

Seeing my silent look, Shi Shanshan picked up the coffee and took another sip, then said: "I understand your thoughts too well. You want to repay Fei Leina's affection and also want to be responsible to Tang Xiaoru. Two things, But it's so contradictory, and you can't have the best of both worlds. No matter what you do, you will always hurt one of them. That's why you suffer so much, right?"

I nodded and said in great pain: "You are right, no matter what I do, I will hurt one of them. This is where my troubles lie."

Shi Shanshan took another sip of coffee, smiled softly and said, "You are a kind-hearted person, that's why you feel troubled. In fact, this matter is very simple. Since it will inevitably hurt one, then protect your favorite one." That's fine. I just don't know, between Fei Leina and Tang Xiaoru, which one do you love the most, or which one do you really love?"

I heard it, and my heart suddenly moved!Since it is bound to hurt one, how about protecting the one you love the most?The person I love now is of course my wife Tang Xiaoru.Although Fei Leina once loved deeply, but that is already a thing of the past after all.According to what Shi Shanshan said, wouldn't I have to hurt Fei Leina?But... Fei Leina has such a deep affection for me, and she has made great sacrifices for me.Instead of repaying her, I wanted to stab her heart.How can I bear this?How can I feel at ease?If I really go to do this, how is it different from a beast?
My thoughts seem to really be hidden from Shi Shanshan who knows me well.She put down the coffee cup, smiled again, and said, "People who are hurt will always suffer. But time is the best medicine to heal psychological trauma. Dai Yong, to tell you the truth, back then I When I broke up with you, the pain in my heart was beyond your imagination. I hated you to death, and I hated Tang Xiaoru even more. However, after only two years, I let go of everything. Now that I think of what happened back then, I will I couldn't help laughing, feeling that those hatreds are really meaningless. This is how life is, happiness and pain are all part of it. When it passes, it will be forgotten. I think it will be the same for Fei Leina and Tang Xiaoru. No matter who you hurt , After a few years, this kind of damage will become insignificant. If you feel sorry for yourself, you can slowly find ways to make up for it in the future. But now you only need to determine who you want to protect the most, and then consider her wholeheartedly Go! If you want to have the best of both worlds, in the end you will only hurt everyone, including yourself!"

As I listened, it seemed that I had a sudden realization.In fact, it's not that I don't know these things, but it's just not as thorough as what Shi Shanshan said.Now that she said it, I finally realized it!
Since harm is inevitable, then protect the person you love the most!In the future, if I have the opportunity, I will slowly redeem my sins.Perhaps, as Shi Shanshan said, all hatred will fade away after a long time.She hated me back then, but now she sits with me and drinks coffee.I don't know, the person who is hurt by me now will forgive me in the future, and can talk and laugh with me calmly?

PS: Chinese New Year is coming soon, everyone has something to be busy before, and I am no exception.If there is a break in one day, I apologize here in advance.

(End of this chapter)