within Temptation

Chapter 329 Ending Where It Begins
The unexpected encounter and conversation with Shi Shanshan actually prompted me to make up my mind and understand what I should do most.Soon, I said goodbye to her and left, and hurried to my own home.

By the time I got home, it was already morning.I didn't expect that Tang Xiaoru hadn't slept yet. When I opened the door, I saw her sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Almost at the same time I saw her, Tang Xiaoru got up from the sofa and walked towards me quickly.With a disturbed expression on his face, he called me: "My husband..."

I sweat!We've been married for more than two months, and this is the first time I've heard her call me husband.I immediately realized that Tang Xiaoru was worried.She didn't know what the result of my one night's thinking was. This husband reminded me that I was her husband, and no matter what my decision was, it could not change this fact.

I said, "It's so late, why are you still awake?"

Tang Xiaoru shook her head, and immediately snuggled into my arms, saying: "I can't sleep, I don't feel at ease when you're not at home."

I groaned, patted her on the back lightly, and said, "Okay, I'm back now, go to bed and go to work tomorrow."

Tang Xiaoru hummed, but her body didn't move.After a while, she seemed to muster up her courage and say: "You... have you thought about it? Are you going to...how to treat Fei Leina?"

I know that Tang Xiaoru is waiting here just to ask me this question.I smiled, put my hands together, hugged her body a little tighter, and said softly: "Don't worry, I've already thought about it. Tomorrow, I will go and make it clear to Feleina that the person I love is you , it will never be possible to leave you and be with her."

Tang Xiaoru was suddenly filled with joy and surprise, and suddenly raised her head, excited and doubtful, and said, "Really? Then...then how are you going to repay her affection for you?"

I just shook my head and said: "There is no way to repay. Since I don't leave you, it means that I have to live up to Fei Leina's feelings. This is something that can't have the best of both worlds. I can't make both of you feel happy." Satisfied. Then, let her hate me. I have thought it through and decided. Even if Fei Leina will hate me for the rest of my life, I will be with the person I love."

In an instant, I saw my wife's eyes quickly filled with tears of joy.Two seconds later, her little mouth came close and began to kiss my face like crazy.

"Honey, I'm so happy, thank you, thank you..."

Hearing this word of thanks, my heart suddenly became extremely heavy.This is what my husband should do, but she was so excited to say thank you.From this, it can be seen how much pressure Feleina put on her, and how much uneasiness and fear she felt in her heart.

I hugged her even tighter, thinking to myself: Soon, all this will be over.From now on, I won't let you worry about me anymore.Although, it is cruel for me to treat Fei Leina like this.But for your laughter, I am willing to bear all the crimes and infamy.

Now that the decision has been made, I no longer have any hesitation.The next day, I called Fei Leina and asked her to come out to meet at night.Fei Leina didn't know my plan, but she was quite happy to hear that I took the initiative to ask her out.Just say that she hasn't sung karaoke for a long time, and she wants me to sing with her at night.

I don't care, as long as I see her face anyway.After making an appointment with the time and place to meet, I put down the phone.I lit a cigarette, and began to think carefully about how to speak at night, so that Fei Leina could accept my choice more easily.

But I know that no matter what tactful method I use, it will bring Fei Leina a fatal blow and injury.I can even imagine the pain and despair Feleina will feel when she hears my final choice from me.Tonight, I will inevitably face a tortured conscience.Perhaps, in this lifetime, I will feel deeply guilty for this, and this heavy sense of guilt will torture me forever and ever.

However, I have no other choice.Because if I choose Fei Leina, it will also bring great harm to my wife.I will also be guilty of this for the rest of my life, and I will never be happy.

Therefore, I agree with what Shi Shanshan said.Since one must be hurt, then protect the one you love the most!

Night still came.After work, Tang Xiaoru and I had dinner outside.She knew that I was going to meet Fei Leina at night, so after eating, she went home alone.I walked to the place where I made an appointment with Fei Leina.

When walking on the road, the wind blows!It's very cold tonight.As soon as the wind blows, I feel as if I have entered an ice cave.My mood, like this weather, is icy cold, without any warmth.

Ten minutes later, I arrived at the downstairs of that KTV city.When I got here, I stopped immediately.Looking at the open space downstairs, I suddenly felt very complicated.

Four years ago, it was here.That day, it just started snowing.Felena danced in the snow and, for the first time, expressed her affection to me.

That scene has left a deep impression on me, and I will never forget it!Unexpectedly, four years later, we came back here again.But this time, it was to end my relationship with her.

In my heart, I can't help but be filled with infinite emotions.The world is reincarnated, and it is really fickle.It never occurred to me that Fei Leina and I would end up where we started.At that time, I thought she was just a little girl's impulse, and didn't take this relationship seriously.However, time has proved everything.Fei Leina is unswerving in love, until death!On the contrary, it was me who failed her most sincere and purest feelings.

In my heart, I suddenly felt guilty and uneasy, an indescribable heaviness, which made me seem to be unable to breathe.

This is the so-called sense of guilt, right?This feeling will follow me for the rest of my life, and I will never get rid of it.When I thought that I would push the person I love into the abyss of pain with my own hands, I couldn't help it, and my whole body began to tremble.

Not because of the cold weather, but because my heart is twitching and bleeding!

At this time, I heard a roar of a car engine behind me, followed by two beeps of the car horn, which seemed to be coming towards me.

I turned around, and I saw Fei Leina's familiar Porsche.They brushed my body and stopped in the parking space downstairs.

Immediately, Fei Leina got out of the car.With a smile, he trotted all the way to me.

"Hee hee, have you been waiting for me for a long time? By the way, do you still remember this place? This place is our first kiss, you won't forget it, right?"

Hear her words and see her smile.For a moment, I was speechless!

(End of this chapter)